How many times do you want me to say such poisen to the heart?
I love you, I love you, I love you. (528473)

I'll kiss  you,
a million times.

Just step from the cliff,
and take the gun from my heart.

And love me  to pieces.

Realize,
real lies,
in,
real eyes.

He swings with sturdy arms
for the thunder roars

his tears fall through rough fingers,
and the rain falls.

And he screams with giant breaths,
as the winds slaps against, anything in the way,


I can no longer hold you back.
Your not mine to care for,

of course it affects me. But I hide in my safehouse,

his arms.

Your in Mexico
and i'm here,

he's here.
And I'm with him

Is that cheating. Or is that okay?

Cause I love you,
but he says he does too,
you know, love me.


I can not forget you.
It's been months,
but your still clear ,

I need you,
I realized this to late,
your gone.

****  pretty Mexican girls.

Envy, the cousin of green,
is the ugliest shade on me,
even though I wear it everyday

your thousands of miles away,
and i'm...




alone



come back. i need you. you said you needed me,

we shared alot.
in that short short week.

but that, was amazing.

that short short week. is my favorite,



i wait past eleven, my eyes blood red,
from staring into that small Ipod screen.

most of the days your name doesn't show,
i go to bed angry,
why did the perfect guy have to be so far away.
not here...my town, or even state?


God i miss you, how else do i show it,

He said "  I love you forever"
he said " I'll come back for you"
he said " no matter what, I'll be there, with you, in your heart"
he  gave me a kiss on the lip, and said goodbye to me for the last time.


And now I find out I can't even text him. And I sit, In my room, and cry. But I have to keep that ******* smile on my face for my parents, for school.

But I just can't help but break down. My third base man, my pitcher, my batter, my long-******* distance relationship, my dream come true... Mexican?

When lovers love, and liars lie,




How do I tell...
Which
  one
   Is
     I?