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166 · Feb 2020
Is It So Wrong? (explicit)
Leila The Kiwi Feb 2020
It's driving me insane
Your hands on my hips
Spreading my  thighs
Having your way with me
Staring into my eyes
Claiming my soul

My lips stained red
Can't get you
Out of my bed
Out of my head

I'm mad about you...

l.v.s
Hooverphonic's Mad About You was playing while I was writing...
166 · Mar 2022
My Reflection
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2022
Similarities between
Myself and yourself

Yet there are unique touches
And personalized embellishments
To call ourselves home

I think,
You're my second home.

l.v.s
163 · Aug 2019
Hear
Leila The Kiwi Aug 2019
Hush
Just for a moment
Quiet your mind

Pay attention
To other people
Please
Please
Please
Just listen

Otherwise, you might not
Hear the other person

l.v.s
I feel like writing tonight so I've been using a random word generator to get me started.
162 · Mar 2021
Not for Sale
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2021
What say you, traveler?
You come baring
Gold and jewels
Hoping to lure me in
With their luxury

What say you, traveler?
I'd prefer your thoughts and emotions
That are buried out of fear
May I see those rarities?

What say you, traveler?
You keep those
Behind lock and key

I say to you, traveler
That's quite a tragedy.

l.v.s
Sleepless poetry
161 · Apr 2022
Hop Scotch
Leila The Kiwi Apr 2022
You're watching over me
As I leap and bound
From one square to the next

Smiling and laughing
Along with me
As I step on the lines
But never cross them

Hip hop
I hope this doesn't stop.

l.v.s
160 · Apr 2019
Hello Everyone
Leila The Kiwi Apr 2019
This isn't a poem but I just had a thought, there's a few people out there that read my stuff and I've had some pretty intense conversations with people on poetry websites. I always see these places as a sanctuary where I can express myself openly, pour out my heart and soul for people to see. Normally I filter which things I show certain people but you guys are mostly all in the same boat. We open ourselves up and try to make things, including our pain, look as beautiful and delicate as we possibly can. It's an art that's extremely close to home for most of us. I'm glad these communities have been made because when I do message poets there's no small talk or *******. It jumps straight to the point and we share even deeper parts of ourselves and our experiences because this is a place where we've already taken off the masks and shared ourselves with others. It's spectacular, there's not many other places where you can be so comfortably yourself with others, because here you just need to take a moment to look at their work and see if they're in the same boat. It's a shortcut of sorts to the person's soul.

This ended up being much longer than I'd anticipated but it's something that I always hold close to my heart. I came on here to say that I hope everyone's doing okay and trying their best to find even the smallest ray of light each day, especially if they're having a hard time. You're all super brave for expressing yourselves on here, or if you're just doing it to be creative good on you too because you don't know how many people might connect with your words. Keep doing what you're doing and be kind to yourselves as well as other people.

Just a little message for you guys,
Leila :)
158 · Sep 2018
Toxic People
Leila The Kiwi Sep 2018
When you show
Your true self,
Silence will be
Your only reply.

l.v.s
152 · Apr 2020
Cherry Wine
Leila The Kiwi Apr 2020
Your tolerance
For me
Has become
Paper-thin

You promised me
Forests and bird song
But now
All I'm left with
Is shredded
Love letters
How did things
Become so wrong?

l.v.s
Inspired by "Cherry Wine" by Hozier
151 · Jan 2022
Sunshine
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2022
I'm already the rainshine,
I come to our connection with my light
And dark coexisting.

I share myself without fear
Because I've learnt how to feel safe here.

But you're not quite there,
You're becoming.

You're beginning to realize
That blinding sunlight does not
Give the opportunity to see.

Through our collision
Perhaps you'll let some
Drops pitter patter and
Understand the magnificence
It can create.

l.v.s
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSe4YVG2u/
148 · Oct 2018
One Step at a Time
Leila The Kiwi Oct 2018
Following the Sun's guidance,
I pick myself up
And fill the world
With light.

Today,
I will rise.

l.v.s
147 · Jan 2022
Awakened
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2022
Bringing me back
To a time long ago

Before rubbled remnants
Of destruction scattered my mind

Childlike and carefree
Without a thought about what awaits me

A gift I couldn't
Have imagined to receive.

l.v.s
After realizing I'd shared the childlike wonder of affection I started to cry. It's been years since I let my guard down to this point and just let things flow so naturally. Getting lost in the moment and another person. Past relationships made me think it wasn't possible anymore... But it is.
146 · Oct 2019
Appreciation
Leila The Kiwi Oct 2019
Thank you
For being such a light
In my life

I appreciate you
for who you are
and everything
you've ever been
to me.

I hope you shine on
and that your life
brings you happiness
because you deserve it

You're a blessing
to have in my life
and I'm so glad
that you're still here
walking this journey
with me.

Just know,
that you're important
to me and I don't imagine
that will ever change.

l.v.s
A message to a best friend and old love.
145 · May 2019
Time of the moult
Leila The Kiwi May 2019
My cat smooched me
Resulting in
An idea

I should copy him
And let go
Of loose ends

Watch them fall
Upon the ground
Never to be
Found
Again

l.v.s
Just a random thought, he's letting go of a lot of things and I should too.
142 · Jan 2021
Russian Roulette
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2021
There I was
Trusting my mind
And having faith
In you holding on
Having hope for us

Here I am
Crushed by realization
My intuition and heart
Knew better
I ignored the signs
Now I'm hopeless

I guess you
Won the wager

Maybe from
Now on
I'll stop
Betting myself
On the odds
Of others.

l.v.s
140 · Dec 2020
Burning Light
Leila The Kiwi Dec 2020
At times
I look at
These small hands
Delicate and pale
With such an instinct
To hold something

Other times
I'm reminded of
My soft heart
When I reach
Towards someone
The scars screech
Still feeling the blade
In my back
From a lost love

Some times
I'm surprised
By my hair
Its magnificent magnitude
Its daring defiance
The presence it has
Within a room

This mane has a voice
It speaks of my
Strength and resilience
When my hands are small
When my heart is soft
When I forget.

l.v.s
140 · Mar 2021
Expressionism
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2021
You're a masterpiece to me.

Each piece of art isn't for everyone
There are no flawless artworks
Because there'll always be someone
That thinks it could be different.

Come to me with jagged paint strokes
I'll still appreciate you regardless.

I come here to see you
If I wanted to put that energy
Towards something else,
I would.

But I choose to look at you
Because you're beautiful
Even with your imperfections.

l.v.s
140 · Mar 2021
Limitation
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2021
Tis not a thing
Not a thing
In this world
That can
Stop me
From believing
In myself

I have to
Be there
To hold
My hand
To cheer
Myself on

That is
The only thing
The single
Most important thing.

l.v.s
Sleepless poetry
138 · Feb 2019
Misinformed
Leila The Kiwi Feb 2019
The tall red fence
Alluded to something beautiful
But if you take a glance
Through the iron gate
You'll see the
House is worn
With an overgrown yard

l.v.s
137 · Jan 2020
Dreadful Daisies
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2020
I take a light to these pages
Watching my thoughts drift on the wind
Petals fall like unspoken words

He loves me...
                          not.

l.v.s and j.r.b
136 · Dec 2020
Haunted Heart
Leila The Kiwi Dec 2020
I've found
Myself in
This place

It's a deserted space
Such an
Unruly wilderness

I can sense
That you're here
I feel your
Presence is near

Then reality strikes
Sending a shiver
Down my spine

It's just myself
Alone in my
Haunted heart

I'd invite you in
But once you're
Wrapped within
Its walls
You won't be
Getting out

I'll hear your whispers
And feel your fingers
Clawing to escape
For years to come

I'm afraid
I must
Leave
The locks
Untouched.

l.v.s
Inspired by life events and "haunted house" by Christina Aguilera
125 · May 2020
Airborne
Leila The Kiwi May 2020
Your presence
Is feather-soft
And weightless

I lose myself
To learning
The constellations
Of your mind

With each
Passing second
I can feel
My mood lifting.

l.v.s
124 · Dec 2020
Keepsakes
Leila The Kiwi Dec 2020
These unspoken words
Do not rhyme
The desire to
Share them with you
Would be a
Waste of my time

So I keep them
Locked up
Rattling around
In this mind
Of mine

I know what
We are
I know what
We aren't

Don't you worry
I won't cross a line

Even if I wish
I could hold you
In my arms tonight

Even if I wish
To fall asleep
With my head
On your chest

These thoughts
Won't utter
A sound.

l.v.s
124 · Mar 2019
The Depths
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2019
Bitter waves lap at my feet
Pleading me to come closer

Just a few small steps
And I'd be swept away.

l.v.s
A random thought I had after waking up.
123 · Jul 2020
Triggered thoughts
Leila The Kiwi Jul 2020
Sometimes I wonder
If you chose
To break me

Did it make you
Feel free?
Did it distract you
From your own mind?

Because mine?
It skips moments
Replays the same scenes
And repeats fear and doubt
Over and over

When I'm reminded
Of my minds mayhem
It's because
Something
Or someone
Reminded me
Of you.

l.v.s
122 · May 2020
Cigarette
Leila The Kiwi May 2020
Each breath
I take
Pulls you
Further
From me

Just
A few
Beats
Of my
Heart
And
It's
All
Lost
To
Ash.

l.v.s
Another word generator poem
121 · Jun 2020
Clutch
Leila The Kiwi Jun 2020
Please let me go
We both know
This isn't enough
And I will not
Be reduced
To a crutch
For you
To lean on.

l.v.s
A word generator poem
121 · Mar 2020
Curtain Call
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2020
Stop pretending
You don't know
What's happening
Here

You've always
Played the part

But I see
The crack
In your grin
The knife
Behind your back
The faults
In your
Performance

I've been captivated
Absorbed in the show
But you're the same
Character
Each time

I already know how
The story ends
I've had enough
Of your twisted tale

Find another audience.

l.v.s
120 · Sep 2020
Dangerous Dance
Leila The Kiwi Sep 2020
Take my hand
And come closer
Twirl me around
Your finger

But please
Don't let me fall
Unless you're
Coming down
With me

Dizzy and giddy
Laughing at our luck

Together
On the floor.

l.v.s
120 · Jun 2020
Disconnect
Leila The Kiwi Jun 2020
Won't you please
Just look at me?
I'm right here
I'm with you
But you'd prefer
To act as if
I'm not

I want you
To see me
But I guess
My company
Doesn't matter
To you
Anymore.

l.v.s
another poem inspired by the song Helpline...
120 · Mar 2020
Budget
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2020
You've got your
Basic food needs
Shelter and warmth
Friends and family
Music, films, and games

You tell me
There's only
Enough for
The essentials

That there's
Not time
For me

I understand now
I'm not a
Priority.

l.v.s
back at it again with word generator poems
119 · Sep 2020
Obligation
Leila The Kiwi Sep 2020
It is my sole obligation,
to make sure that you get the utmost protection.

A fractured soul,
with a broken heart,
surely you need some mending.

Listen here, sweetheart
I appreciate the thought
But I will not be a burden
I'm not here to weigh you down
I can protect and take care of myself
Do not underestimate me

If you're willing to take my hand
And join me on the journey
You're more than welcome to

Just don't come to me
Thinking that I need help
When all I want
Is support

l.v.s and IM
https://www.instagram.com/inktuitive_mind/
118 · Feb 2020
Do We Take That Risk?
Leila The Kiwi Feb 2020
You're following my footsteps
Smiling at my missteps

I'm not sure
Where we're going
Do we have
A destination
Or are we
Treading water?

The two of us are out of place
The two of us might lose this race

But darling,
Please tell me...

Are we Fools?
What if we ruin it all?
And all we have we lose?

We're fine as we are
But we want more
Isn't that dangerous?


l.v.s
This time it was Lauren Aquilina's Fools
118 · Jan 2019
The Journey
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2019
Everyone has their story
I'm just trying to figure out
How mine goes

I just have to make sure
To keep moving forward
As the river of life flows

l.v.s
With some help from my cousin Matt
117 · Jan 2022
How Could You?
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2022
I thought we felt the same
But, how could you?

How could you,
When the things I say are just spun to fit your game
You watch me come undone as I feel I'm the one to blame

I thought you were telling the truth
But, how could you?

How could you,
When your words are a distorted mirror of what I wanted to hear
You read me so well

You expect me to be proud of you
But, how could I?

How could I,
Enjoy watching my character die?

How could you?

l.v.s
116 · Jun 2020
Echo
Leila The Kiwi Jun 2020
At this point
I should stop

I should stop
Sharing my thoughts
With you

I should stop
Spending my time
On you

I should stop
Craving and wanting
Your company

I should stop
Feeling and caring
For you

I should stop
I should
I
I wish
I could
Stop.

l.v.s
another Helpline poem
115 · Aug 2019
Kit
Leila The Kiwi Aug 2019
Kit
Gather the things
You hold near your heart
Place them in a basket
Offer this gift
To your dearest friends and loves
Let them see you
On a deeper level
While you have the chance

l.v.s
Another word poem
115 · Feb 2022
Intertwined
Leila The Kiwi Feb 2022
Being smothered in barbs and thorns
Tends to discourage passersby
From your flourishing leaves and fruits

Instead of grabbing for the bounty
You uncovered the roots
And nurtured them
To outgrow the defenses.

l.v.s
115 · Nov 2020
Sigh of Relief
Leila The Kiwi Nov 2020
I gasped for air
When you came near
For I had
Held my breath
A while

I braced myself
For when
You'd disappear

But instead,
You chose
To care.

l.v.s
115 · Nov 2020
Underflowing
Leila The Kiwi Nov 2020
You're a
Bottomless bucket
I keep pouring
And pouring
And pouring

Hoping that
If I keep trying
Someday
It'll work
But it
Won't ever
Be enough

I guess
We were
Broken
To
Begin
With.

l.v.s
115 · Oct 2020
Bite the Bullet
Leila The Kiwi Oct 2020
I find myself here
Next to you

It's been some time now
It's hard to say
But it's true
Things between us
Are through.

l.v.s
113 · Jul 2020
Consideration
Leila The Kiwi Jul 2020
Settle down
Take a moment
And look at me
Consider this
Consider us
Do you want more?

If so,
Please
Choose
Your words
Wisely.

l.v.s
111 · Dec 2021
Regrowth
Leila The Kiwi Dec 2021
From here to there
And back again

The birth
Of something new

Inexplainable
Is the evolution
Of oneself.

l.v.s
This poem just came out and it reminds me of my flatmate's descriptions of reincarnation.
111 · May 2020
Catch
Leila The Kiwi May 2020
I recall
Our youth

As notches on our belt,
Bait attached to hooks.
Casting out our fates.
Seeing what we'd reel in,

A bountiful feast,
Sometimes nothing at all,
Memories made,
Stored in jars upon our shelves.

But we're
Not children
Anymore.

l.v.s and IM
https://www.instagram.com/inktuitive_mind/
110 · Sep 2020
Puppeteer
Leila The Kiwi Sep 2020
I'm pulling
Your strings
Making you twirl
From my touch

The effect of
A slight stroke
Is tantalizing

I hope you
Appreciate
How my
Fingers
Play with
You.

l.v.s
110 · Oct 2020
Hopeful
Leila The Kiwi Oct 2020
I can't promise you a thing
I can't promise you me
I can't promise you us
I can't promise this will work
I can't promise you that I'll stay

For promises are no more
Than a delusion

Nothing is guaranteed
Nothing is written in stone

But I can hope

I hope I get to talk to you
I hope you're here tomorrow
I hope that you care
I hope that we smile
I hope we create memories

I hope if we part ways
That we're glad
We met each other

I hope
We don't
Regret a thing

l.v.s
110 · Jan 2020
Forgetful
Leila The Kiwi Jan 2020
Memories
Words
and
Experiences
Disintegrate

Fortunately
For you
This is something
I can anticipate.

l.v.s
109 · Mar 2020
Double Standard
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2020
Don't look down
At me, lover boy
I can show you
Around town

Lead you through
The dark alleys
Of your mind
That you're
Far too
Afraid
To share

We can chat
And hold hands
The whole way

I wouldn't mind
The pitch-black
Inside you

But you always
Need sunshine
From me.

l.v.s
felt inspired listening to 'by the time you've finished your coffee' by korantemaa
109 · Nov 2020
Apologize
Leila The Kiwi Nov 2020
I've let you go
Regardless of
How you reach
For me
And remind
Me of
Moments past
The thought
Of you
Has left
My mind

We crumbled
To ruin
From neglect

It's too late
To apologize
It's too late
To go back

It's too late
For us.

l.v.s
Inspired by Apologize by One Republic
108 · Jul 2019
Waves
Leila The Kiwi Jul 2019
I've encountered massive mountains
Along the way
Thought things would fall apart

It smooths out for a bit
Then gets bumpy again

The best we can do is try
To find a little bit of light
In this life.

l.v.s
107 · Jun 2020
Helpline
Leila The Kiwi Jun 2020
Such fickle things
These feelings of mine
Forever changing
Never left
With a moment
Of clarity

You come
To mind
Once again
Now I can't
Stop
Please, make it
Stop

I need you
Out of my skull
I can't bear it anymore
You're no longer here
You won't be back
I can't stand it.

l.v.s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1Wyi4iSOpY&list=TLPQMDIwNjIwMjCud94QHqNXOQ&index=2 I was listening to this song and quickly wrote along at the same pace
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