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Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
You are not condemned
To the confines of life
Nor the sounds of being locked in
And hit by dirt
You do not belong
To the flowers they send
The wishes they write
Or the tree they plant in your name
You are not prisoner
To a shallow grave
And a shallower gravestone
Not even to the duties you left behind
You have not been claimed
By the years you will not see
The tears you cannot dry
Or the hugs you cannot return
You are not captive
To the sounds and words
That defined you
Or the way people shaped you
Because you are free from condemnation
From the clutch of sickness
Free to leave and wipe the tears
And hug the ones that hesitate
To throw the dirt over the years
You are free from prison,
From proclamation,
From captivity and condemnation
To help and to inspire
And to free others from a prison
Of grief.
To Christopher Carney and family. May a battle as hard as this never touch your lives again.
Rest in peace, Mr. Carney.
Beloved teacher and friend
1968 (I'm unsure of the date- February 20th, 2014
Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
Maybe I should wake the neighbors up
Play my favorite song
And wait for them to interrupt
Maybe I should throw plates off the Grand Canyon
Scream to no one
Just because nobody told me I can't
Maybe I will appreciate someone for the fact
That they'll be the neighbor
That runs to sing to with me
Turns it up louder
Throws plates at walls
Screams just to hear their voice
And does things because nobody said
They can't.
You don't need a holiday that happens periodically every year to tell someone that you care about that. As humans, that's something we can do all the time.
Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
He gave her the look
Not the look that his friends gave her
Not the suggestive look
Not the kind of look
That someone took with their eyes
But the kind of look used only
With their brain
A brain that saw more than a chest
And more than mere legs
A brain that recognized another brain
One on fire for curiosity
With a drive for discovery
And a lust for the unknown
This look was not intended to put out the fire
Or to hit the brakes
Or to **** the mood
But to douse flames with lighter fluid,
Step on the gas,
And love the lust.
Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
The air is too cold
For me to be breathing
As heavy as this
But my legs are too tired
For me to keep going
And the snow looks
Pretty inviting.
I don't know what it is
But laying here
Alone and cold
I'm more comfortable
Than I ever was
When I laid in his bed
I concluded,
When I thought that I was happy
He was chasing me
When I could keep running
And he always came back
I thought that snow was a good place to die-
Alone and comfortable
Cold and quiet-
But this is better
With the air too cold to breathe
And my body too fed up to move
And the stars getting brighter
And my head feeling lighter
And the sound of footsteps getting closer
So I concluded,
The snow isn't a bad place to live.
Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
Stick your arm through your chest
And pull out your heart
I guess forgetting all love
Is a good place to start.
Keep your hands ******
Leave your chest bare
And if somebody shut it
I guess they might care.
But until they can prove it
Keep shining your sheath
Apply some dark eyeliner
And sharpen your teeth.
Keep your friends close
And nobody closer
Lonely sounds better
Than whiny push over.
Preach what you practice
Take your advice
Bad pastor, good cop
Either way, don't play nice.
Because look where that got you
All this anger and hate
I guess if they loved you
You wouldn't be in this place.
So be ruthless and heartless
All the 'less-es' out there
Keep the blood on your hands
If that makes them care.
Throw your heart on the floor
And love with it, too
They wouldn't have laughed
If they truly loved you.
I don't know. Just, don't laugh at people and stuff.
Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
Things come from all things
Matter cannot be created
It can't be destroyed
But like all things,
Everything comes from something
Like thoughts from brains
Brains from bodies
Bodies from a woman
Put in that state from ***
*** from love (hopefully)
Love from interaction
Interaction from thought.
So the physicists and scientists
Might be right
But it's not true that all matter
Cannot be destroyed
Someone created a body
But that, I have too often seen,
Is destroyed
Because of thoughts
Or maybe love
Could be interaction or brains
But at least some matter
Can be
Has been
Destroyed.
Kirsten Lovely Feb 2014
The universe is cold
Kind of imminent
Sort of menacing
Very lonely
Somewhat inviting
With a whirlpool of possibilities,
Problems,
And scratching heads attached to confused people
But the universe is a reminder
That maybe it's kind of like us
That maybe we're both as small as we thought
And as large as we dream to be
We're just as confused
As to why people are poking and prodding
Into our insides,
Even though we're pretty thorough and uniform
And if a human is like a universe
It kind of seems like the universe
Doesn't really want to be figured out, either.
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