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 Jul 2013 Kimberly Clemens
Elise
Do you know I like to be called crazy?
Do you know what you do to me?
Are you trying to make me your baby?
On the outside she seems tough
She never sheds a tear
She wears a smile proudly
Never lets anyone see
The pain that courses through her
Every single day
The little girl inside her
Frail and fragile
Crying to get out
But everyday she’s stuck inside
Unable to get free
Every night the girl comes out
She cries herself to sleep
When morning comes
The smile’s back and no one suspects a thing
She’s weaker than you think.
becoming lost in a patchwork of words
               running between the tilting letters
          ink splashes
                       paper tears
pace quickens as i run
                  a nightmare created of something i loved
       my love screams at me
                                      where did i go wrong?
they're screaming
        but clutching their ears
                       maybe they're just in pain
   did i cause their pain?
                                 no i can't have
                                      i didn't do anything
                              did i?
countless doubts
      numberless words
                          screeched like fingernails on chalk boards
             scratching down my backbone
  ripping through my head
                      shivering or shuddering?
               it's all pain now
       but is it my pain or yours?
                           there's no border anymore
its combined
               my knuckles split
                                        in contact with the wall
    no winner
             but pain is gained
i haven't written in a while, so i forced myself to write something.
it's raining
on the window
from the skys

it's raining
on my pillow
from my eyes
thankfully              
you found enough
for both of us        

i love you
x
 Jul 2013 Kimberly Clemens
AJ
Son II
 Jul 2013 Kimberly Clemens
AJ
There's a little boy named Collin,
Who lives just outside my head.
He asked me to share our secret.
And that secret is, he's dead.

He lives in my peripheral vision,
And vacations in my dreams.
Sometimes he's very sad,
But he's not as lonely as he seems.

He tells me stories of his other mom,
Her name, in fact, was Kim,
She loved him very much you see,
But she could not save him.

Collin burnt up one day,
When a bad man bombed a church,
He cries when I sing him hymns,
He tells me that it hurts.

I let him cry on my lap,
And I tell him about that moon,
And in my dreams, if he wanted,
He could go there very soon.

We stayed there for three days,
And we ate all the moon cheese,
But when it was time to go home,
Collin wasn't pleased.

We have a summer home there now.
Other stories about Collin can be found in the collection "Son", which you can find if you look in the notes down below.
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