IF YOUR LOOKING FOR AN ANSWER

JUST TELL ME WHAT YOUR LOOKING FOR

I had a dream
that you were there

anything I wanted to do
you were there

if I wanted you to kiss me
you were there

if I wanted you to hold me
you were there

if I wanted you to love me
you were there

what happen
your no longer there

This thing of life
We sometimes fight

Things that we share
Times we don't care

We sometimes try
But we still get marks

We suffer with pain
Because of our scares

They may not bleed
But there very deep

Emotional scares
That we'll always keep

We shed them lightly
But there deeply rooted

There will  come a time
That we must share

This word of life
and now that I care

Will turn around
Because I shared

Things won't be easy
But I'll try to be fair

Fair with myself
With love in the air

One day I'll grab it
I won't think or stare

It will be mine
And I will keep it there

I now have love in my heart
For those who care

It's something I cherish
And I hold it dear

I now have hope for life
And I know it's there

I'll take my love
Because I really care

Poetry is Live and Well
But our thoughts will be taken over

By the up and coming Poets
They are called

OUR YOUTH

And they call it

RAW POETRY

Life is changing again

visions of family
visions of home
things we think
when were alone

they sometimes change
from day to day
for all the right reasons
for all the right ways

their in my dreams
their in my mind
things i knew
i must put behind

they come first
even before me
i love them so much
it's not about me

my time is coming
when i will go home
my hope is high
and never low

i'll never lose faith
i may only cry
the tears i shed
are my reason why

the times i shared
i'll share again
my life will be new
and i will live again

I SOMETIMES DON'T THINK
ABOUT WHAT I DO

NEVER THINKING
OF HOW IT COULD AFFECT YOU

THE TIMES I CARED
THE TIMES WE SHARED

I THOUGHT I WAS HELPING
BUT YOU NEVER CARED

I HELD IT INSIDE
BECAUSE I ONLY CARED

I WISH YOU NO HURT
BECAUSE I REALLY CARE

TAKE A JOURNEY THROUGH YOUR MIND

what is real
how should I know
how should I feel
is it a game
what is life
what should i think
should i care
why do i stare
when does it stop
when do i change
what does it take
why do i do what i do
does it ever stop
what will make it better
when is it fun
will it take a gun
this is no joke
it's as real as it gets
so figure it out
i'll do us a favor
and
shut the **** up
or will i care

Symptoms
of
LOVE
is
real
HAPPINESS

the blood and flesh of each of you
your eyes, your smiles
the laughter you share
the tears, the love
the feelings with care
the time, the years
as your life bonds together
their thoughts, your ways
they come from your heart
their meaning, their heart
their yours from the start
the lives you share
all come together
your children, your blood
it came from your hearts
it's life you love
from the life you started
from two
of you who loved together
and didn't know
how children grew

my cematary of life
that i never knew
only to know
it was what i choose
never thinking of life
as the walking dead
we have no real thoughts
so we don't think instead
like a walking zombie
is the life we choose
to think of only one thing
and thats to get our next fix
we then start over
to plan our next fix
digging our hole
to bury our head

I know were apart
From the things that I've done
I know that I Love you
and
Don't know were to start
I've always said
That I'm going to change
Ther was only one way
and
GOD answered my prayers
My life was ****** up
I felt nothing but shame
Do I ever feel that I love again
If not for me
What about her
It should be about us
Is what I'm saying
My love goes deep
So give me some trust
My life has changed
and
It will take time
You don't need to be there
But I'll be there all the time

I'm the man in the box
Buried in my ****

Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut
Jesus Christ, deny your maker

I'm the dog who gets beat
Shove my nose in ****
Won't you come and save me

Don't think about what you do
Don't think about what you write

Just close your eyes and think about life

About the life you had
About the life you will
About your dreams
And
About your WILL

FAITH IN GOD

FAITH IN LOVE

LIVE THIS LIFE

OF

HAPPINESS

I SOMETIMES DON'T THINK
ABOUT WHAT I DO

NEVER THINKING
OF HOW IT COULD AFFECT YOU

THE TIMES THAT I CARED
THE TIMES THAT I SHARED

I HOLD THINGS INSIDE
I WISH YOU NO HURT

BECAUSE I CARE

I want you
to remember

I was young
Just like you

Felt lonely
No one home

Had no meaning
Easily sold

Never true
Always blue

Life wasn’t easy
had no holds

Always gone
Growing old

Never Home
Always cold

Knew no feelings
Never felt whole

Found a family
That made me whole

They never knew me
Nor I knew them

Fell in love
With all these friends

Found my love
With a family

Life’s now easy
Now I’m whole

Someone loves you
And that one is me

The knowledge of Wisdom
what a beautiful thing

I never stop learning
what a wonderful thing

I have no anger
I hold no hate

I live to help others
I love everything

I'm always thankful
I'm always greatful

I once had hope
and
It turned to faith

How do I feel
about all of these things

I learned from the Bible
to understand things

in a heart of need of rescue

not sure what i'm looking for

sweet melodies of a life time

like sunshine in the rain

is the girl i'm looking for

like a shadow in the darkness
like a puddle in the rain

my feelings going nowhere
with misery and pain

i keep searching for the answers

my lifetime adventure

just can't seem to find what in looking for

please someone give me the answer

so i can get what i'm looking for

for my yesteryears of yesterday

so I can make up my dreams

What is love
Why does it happen

Freedom of two
within one

does it matter
who gets who

the way it is
is the way that it goes

working in the strangest ways
we were never meant to be apart

from the time we met
until the day we part

can you believe
the way our life goes
with the love we hold

Because of my life
From my feelings within

It's not about thoughts
It's what's in my heart

When I bleed from within
Its from my past

But its not my last journey
So I keep my life real

I will always feel
The feelings I never felt
The feelings that are so real

My love for life
Is not surreal

My blessings in life
Are very real

I live to help others
Its what i do best

I've learned these things
From my terrible past