What is a real friend

Do they play with your toys
Do they drives you to work
Do they buy you lunch
Do they drink with you to have fun

Do they laugh at you jokes
Do they make fun of you
Do they play ***** tricks
Do they talk about you

These people we call
So called friends
Where are they now
When you really need them

the hope
the trust
the touch
the smiles

are they real

the care
the lust
the feelings
the heart

are they real

the love
the love
the love
the love

is it real

Why is it when you say you don't love me
I love you more then life can see

Why is it when you push me away
All I do is want to stay

Why is it when you run from me
All I want is to chase for thee

Why is it that when were apart
I don't know how to control my heart

Why is it when you  tell me I'm pathetic
I always cry because I'm sympathetic

Why can't I just let this be
And set my life away from thee

How many times,
can they fill me with lies

And I listen again,
while they twist the truth.

They play around with my head,
The things they will do and the things they will say.

But they don't really understand.
Tears fill my eyes when I hear all the lies.

Just leave me alone,
I don't want your promises anymore.

Looking through eyes of time,
mirrors reflecting their stories untrue.

Promises, promises,
telling me all of my glories overdue.

How many times have I heard it before,
and I'll probably hear it again.

King of a thousand knights,
pawn in a table light, losing to you.

And they don't really know even,
what they're talking about.

Even the stories that they tell me,
in times of confession are not true.

Outcome is obvious for them,
none for us, just meaningless lies.

The things they will do,
and the things they will say.

When they don't really understand,
The fear of rejection.

I don't need their protection,
I'm making a stand.

Should of been dead
Back in my old head

Misery has blessed me
As pain is my own friend

With dreams and illusions
I pack my own gun

It's used for killing
and could injure someone

Got no time for losing
Ain't got no time

And I said lord
Please save me, from my own life

I don't like my old life
Please help me lord

I ain't got no time

Finished with this thing they called life,
I can find no one to help me with my mind.

People think I'm insane because,
I am frowning all the time.

All day long I think of things,
but nothing seems to satisfy.

Think I'll lose my mind,
if I don't find something to pacify me.

Can you help me occupy my brain?

I need someone to show me,
the things in life that I can't find.

I can't see the things that make true happiness,
I must be blind

Make a joke
and I will sigh
and you will laugh
and I will cry

Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words,
telling you now of my state.

I tell you to enjoy life,
I wish I could but it's too late

Why are people
Afraid of life
Because of a
Life changing experience

Don't they care about
What life has to offer

It's a big world

Full of love
But yet
Full of hate

Hate the world
Or
Love another

I can't guide you
But I can push you

Who will give up
Who will break

Love always overcomes

Is it really a new day
Or is just away to start a new way
They call it a new years resolution
Does anyone actually do what they say

But think about it
It's only a different day on the calendar
What's different about the day

It gives up a reason to spend money
To party
To celebrate

Also people hate it
They cry
They hurt from the past
From something they feel

New years
There's only one real new year
For each and every person

That day
Is your birthday

I am a dream of nothing
With only air in my veins
My heart is filled with sand
And my lungs are filled with pollution
My thoughts are filled with something
Something that means nothing to me
My visions are out of focus
For nobody wants me
My life is without warning
Where this world will not miss me
The only thing I hope for
Is for someone to rescue me.

Spinning in my head, with nothing in my mind.

My thoughts are reactions as I bleed

As my breaths go no where, I engulf to breathe.

My shivering spine, thats attached to my mind.

A mind that's dying within my head.

My eyes then roll back as I'm left for dead.

Please come home I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to I think what's safe

I feel I've found the road to nowhere
and I'm trying to escape, but I'm down to my last breath

Let me say is all I need is to see your face

Please hold me, I'm six feet from the edge
And thinking six feet ain't that far

I look at my life and I think it's over
Reflecting on my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in your grace

I cry out to heaven to hope to hold you,
But I'm down to one last breath

Please come back and stay with me
I still believe there's something there
Left for you and me

Please come back I think I'm falling
And I'm holding on to faith

Living my life, in mysterious ways

A way of life, living strange ways

Always looking, for numerous ways

Being mischievous, from my bad ways

Never in one place, living these ways

Always hiding, from my past ways

Never knowing, life's great ways

Living in limbo, is my ways

Trying to find, a life that stays

I choose to die and not to live is my life
Paranoia to live is my greatest fear, less is death

As I sink into the sands of doom of time
There is no longer a great creator in my life

Swimming to nothing, is how I feel
The end of wisdom is falling beneath me

Into the darkness of time I’ll shall sink within
No fault to blame me, but only to blame time

Rediscovering my computations of hell
A black hole is my falling beneath my feet

Where no pieces of the puzzle fit together
For this I have trained for throughout my life

A funny  thought
A happy laugh
A tickling touch
A loving moment

Two in love
Two with hope
Two with trust
Two in bond

Two that care
Two that hold
Two that want
That special moment

A child for two
A child to love
A life to give
That special moment

I don't know how I'm gonna tell you
I can't play with you no more

I don't know how I'm gonna do what mama told me
To stay away from the girl next door

I can't believe what people saying
I'm gonna let my feelings tell me

I'm not satisfied sitting here all day long
She lives in the darker side of town

And when I'm out I see you walking
Why don't your eyes see me

Could it be you've found another game to play
What did mama say to me

And yesterday I saw you standing by the river
And weren't those tears that filled your eyes
And all the fish that lay in ***** water dying
Had they got you hypnotized

And yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But all that lives is born to die

And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry

I don't know what to say about it
When all you ears have turned away

But now's the time to look and look again at what you see
Is that the way it ought to stay

That's the way
That's the way it ought a stay

Wanted a woman never
bargained for you

Lots of people talking
Few of them know

Soul of a women
Was created below

You hurt and abused
Telling all of you lies

Run around baby
How you hypnotize

Sweet little baby
Where have you been

Going to love you baby
Here I come again

I try to love you baby
But you push me away

Take it easy baby
Let them say what that say

All I know is baby
That you push me away

How do we overcome our fears ?
But then again what are your fears ?
Is fear is a different feeling for each ?

FEAR
An unpleasant often strong emotion caused by expectations or awareness of danger: An instance or stated marked by this emotion.

Anxious concerns: Solicitude

Profound reference toward God

Despair: Alone, the feelings of being alone

How does one tackle fear ?
I feel that everyone has their own way and we deal with it.
Think about your actions, what brought you to the point of fear.
Conclude the point and the fear should vanish.

For me, I find the courage to have the full trust in our God.

I have not felt fear in since i got away from drugs. Sounds bit made up.
Try and go to prison, being 5' 8' with no tattoos, with an average build. My wisdom and courage got me through, without a doubt. And most everyone respected me, the one's who didn't, my follower dealt with them.

**TACKLE YOUR FEARS