The day you left for your space
The tears I cried that filled my eyes

Counting the hours each and everyday
Making myself sick in everyway

I wish I could sleep, my life away
Why did this day, have to end this way

I never thought that the night
Would hold me in such freight

If I could only see pass the dark
Or just close my eye's from the start

To feel the fear of you not being here
Not knowing the answers of why your not here

I will pull my eyes out, hold my breath
and wait until I shake, to hear an answer

If I had some faith, I could make it safe
If I was only sure, your love is pure

Lets be real, what do you want out of life
Are you happy where you are at in life

Do you feel unsatisfied and you want something different in life.
Are you uneasy about talking that first step towards your dream.

Are you truly happy are just content, just cruising in life
Do you ever say, ****, my life is so boring, day in and day out.

Do you not think of these things, because you were taught a simple lifestyle, brainwash to think, that you will be the person that you are or the person that someone else wants you to be.

life throws so much at us everyday, weather good are bad it's always there.
we all know that the only person that can truly drive you is yourself and the only motivation you truly get comes from your thoughts.

Find an inspiration that can push you. It could be from a mentor, music, a friend or a loved one.

This is so easy to say and yes so hard to do or even understand what i am trying to say.

One day it will come clear, not necessarily this writing, but your true purpose in life.

My eye's are fuzzy
I feel cold and gray

These feelings I get
Make me sick

These feelings
That I love you

They hurt once and awhile

They bring me self pity
Feelings I don't like

That minute has passed
I'll shake my head

So I don't wish you for dead
I start to write

About my terrible past
About the life we had

Thoses days are now over
Why don't they leave my head

What is this house
Is it
A palace
A kingdom
A temple
or
A state of mind

We sometimes search
For things we lost
I lost my emotions
In this house

I've searched for years
Full of darkness
With nothing near

Always crying
Full of tears
Losing my thoughts
Filled with fear

This place we call a house
Is easily lost
Yet easily found
Always remember
It's a state of mind

the little things
is all i want

a piece of sky
a blue moon

a little question
can you always be true

the things you forget
is the pain that can ****

locked in a cage
tearing at my brains

you tell a tale
on and on and on

the simple question
are you true

***
IKY
LOL
YOUR MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER
YMG

Looking only hurts
When you're broken hearted

Does misery bring pain or does pain bring misery
Is it feelings within of the times you've been scorned

Scorned from another, who holds pain from within
From times of darkness, from times of pain

Misery loves company, a truthful saying
One who knows no love and feels his shame

Shamed of their life, because of no love
Shame from their conscience, the feelings of pain

They know no other but misery and pain

I’ve been traveling down this road
Looking for hope and no place to find it

I have the afternoon scope
Still looking for hope
And I think I can find it

With no place to go
With no signs of hope
I won’t give up trying

I have the night time blues
I can’t find any help
To find this 12 o’clock hope
But I’ll just keep trying

I got a few clues
To find this thing of hope
Without even trying

It was right in my face all the time
But I thought I had to buy it

By far, I am not a poet
I was bored in prison
So I wrote about my life
About the people around me
In Florida you are guilty before proven innocent

I feel that poetry must come from your heart
You shouldn’t think about what you write
It should just flow to the paper
If it makes you feel better about yourself
That’s what counts

The intellectual words
The *******
The forming
Mean nothing
Unless your writing a book

I do have a few books that will be published
Called RAW POETRY

Go with your heart I say again
Go with your life
It’s about you and no other
We can only try to help others through our writings

Love you all
Kitos  to everyone

Kitos means good job and god be with you

i admit it, what's to say
i relive it, without pain

bacckstreet lover on the side of the road

i got a bomb in my temple thats gonna explode
i got a 16 guage buried under my coat

i pray,
once upon a time, i could control myself
once upon a time, i could lose myself

indian summer and i hate the heat
i got my hand in my pocket so determinded and descrete

there she was with him on the side of the street
they think i have my eyes closed
but i'm looking at them the whole ******* time

i explode

once upon a time, i could control myself
once upon a time, i could lose myself

Don't ask me to remember
Don't ask me to understand
Let me rest and know your with me
Kiss my cheek and hold my hand
I'm confused beyond your concept
I'm sad, i'm sick and I'm lost
Do not lose your patience with me
Do not scold or curse my crying
I can't help the way I'm acting
I can't be different though I try
I don't mean to get lost
I'm sorry I can't always remember you
Just remember I need you
The best of me is gone
Please don't fail to stand by me
I was once like you
I've always loved you, so love me please

I think my mind is dying,
it's playing tricks on me again....

My shadow is shedding it's skin,
is it trying to step through me.....

I wallow in my own chaotic,
insecure delusions.....

I've been digging through my confusion,
to find out what I have been hiding.....

I want to feel the change consume me,
and start this life again....

To deep to bleed
Yet shallow enough to hurt

Tattooed on my brain
and stained on my heart

Photographed in my thoughts
And burned in my eye's

There emotional scars
That will always follow

sitting on this barstool
talking like a **** fool
got the twelve o'clock news blues

i've given up hope
on the afternoon soaps
with a bottle of cold brew

is it any wonder I'm not crazy
is it any wonder I'm sane at all

well I'm so tired of losing
but I got all day to do it

i go out cruising but I've no place to go
and all night to get there

is it any wonder I'm not a criminal
is it any wonder I'm not in jail

too much time on my hands,
it's ticking away with my sanity
it's hard to believe such a calamity

well I'm a jet fuel genius
i can solve the world's problems
without even trying

i have dozens of friends
and the fun never ends
that is as long as I'm buying

is it any wonder i'm not the president
is it any wonder I'm null and void

is it any wonder that i've got
to much time on my hands

What are conclusions
Is it a place to stop

A place to take a break
or just time to regather our thoughts

Is it being polite not to bore
or is it a way to make a score

Conclusions in life
Can't be put on paper

We have to live them out
Before we go to our grave

Well I don't know why I came here tonight
I got the feeling that something ain't right

I'm so scared in case I fall off my chair
And I'm wondering how I'll get down the stairs

It's so hard to keep this smile from my face
Losing control, I'm all over the place

Well you I started out with nothing
And I'm proud to be a self made man

All my friends, they all come crawling
Slap me on the back and say, please

Trying to make some sense of it all
But I can see that it makes no sense at all

Is it cool to go to sleep on the floor
Cause I don't think that I can take anymore

Clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right,
Here I am, stuck in the middle with you

Excusemanipulation

Has the unusual ever happen to you
Something you cannot explain

We can only try to justify these thoughts
Through our own reasoning

What is the unexplained
Is there a reason for this

Do we waste time to figure this out
Do we let just pass because

But why can't we drop it
Why can't it be forgotten

Is it just me or is it
A factor of the brain

hello
i've waited here for you

tonight
i'll throw myself at you

come down
and waste away with me

slow down
if you want it to be

i wonder
when i sit alone with you
can anything ever be this good

i ask one question
you have to promise me

breath out
so i can breath you in

when i say start
can you say when

can everything always be this good forever
can everything always be this way

promise me

As I walk the streets of my neighborhood.

The skys are a dull gray and it's damp and cold.

As I watch over 3 wondering dogs as the cars go by.

I look upon all the houses with curiosity of the life inside.

I come upon an empty house sprawling with life of dull green.

Still very beautiful, there is large oak tree with wild ferns, overgrown shrubs and grass, with a deserted feeling.

I have vision of how the house could be. Filled with feelings and life, parties, fun and games or just a quit night with a women.

If a could only live there and one day I might.

I could bring so much beauty and life to this house.

This doesn't sound much like a poem, pretty boring.

It's not filled with pain, darkness, depression or heart ache.

The point I'm trying to make is don't take the simple things for granted.

Because before you know it life, will pass you by.

Yes, I could give it life.

Thinking back on memory's
Of something I once did
Manly out of curiosity
But only to prove a point

Touche to the ladies
Who I don't quite understand

I've whispered many words to many ladies
Getting the same reaction from most

Yes, I may have been slapped a few times
Yes, I may have been laughed at few times
Yes, I may have been walked away from a few times
Yes, I may have had conversations of curiosity a few times

But the majority of the times they came home with me
Yes I had things gone for me, yet they did not know me

But what I did know that
Whispering words of sin

Attracts them

Lets go for a ride together
To a place where no one else can go

In our thoughts that were once in our mind
From that dream that you remember

It could from a  fairy tale that you once knew
It could be from a shooting star when ya'll were together

It could be from something you wished for in a wishing well
It could be from a thought you had with a horse shoe

Buy it's a thought of ya'll together