Some sort of ache
like a silent storm
strikes me deep within
defying words to depict!!

It clouds my mind,
and stings my core
And, if you ask what it is
I have no words to say!!

You may call it “nothing”
but it’s far from there
It’s everything and more
A burden that’s hard to share!!

The heaviness unseen
pushes me to darkness
quietly sweating the eyes
and like a shadow it grows
feeding on my fears!!

"No pain, no gain" – they say
but for me, it’s only pain
with no gain to count or claim
The truth I quietly bear
Mirroring who I am!!

Sailing hopelessly
On silent stagnant sea
Dark clouds stretch wide
Within and beyond
the limits of my view.
yet, the sail persists
parallel to the endless sky...!!

At times, tiny clouds burst
Couple of it clearing away
And there is sudden brightness
Eyes widening in the glow
As along with stars high above
You arrive, igniting darkness
With a touch of fireworks...!!

Though, brightness wane
after a fleeting moment
the echo of light paves my way
With glimmers of hope
To sail and chase
the endless Horizon
And beyond!!

I had only one mind
That was so timid
With no fear jealous and anger
As of now  there’s  always a hunger
to be with you……
And jealous  on people around you…

My mind has now become two
With a conflict in between them too
Each taking positions left and right
In a struggle to know wrong and right
Each with reasons so valid
And  firm on their views solid…

The war is for you
One mind wants  more of love to you
The other wants to stop loving you
As is too hurt by you ..

Wish both my minds unite together..
To what my heart wants altogether
To love you more than ever..
For I can live without you never

Try a bit to understand me
If no... let me know ...
For
Understanding is the base of love!!

Sky sheds its tears
So too my eyes….
Both destined
To fall on the earth !!

Seen always with pleasant smile,
Inspires others too to smile…
Strictly follows school motto
Heads anything good “Suo moto”

Love and peace loving person
In every season for every reason
Will make it to his mission
To become a politician
And we wait to present our petition
For problem solution

Simplicity and affability is you trade mark
Backing you in your pragmatic embarks
Wishing you best to reach your goals
Outstandingly in chief minister's role
Running the race slowly
Yet winning the race steadily...

In a corner of my heart
There occurs a fight
Is it right?
Or should I do it right?
Is it wrong?
And should I refrain from
Being wrong?
Am I being fooled
Or am I fooling myself?
Sometimes it’s a joy
But happiness ends with tears
And I be able to bear
That remains as my fear
Little fights and kidding anger
Makes me a girl, I cherish
But AM I right
Or aM I wrong?
You tell me…

Independence....
The most emotional word
Bringing memories of martyrs
Bhagath Singh to Mahatma Gandhi...
The struggle for freedom  to breath
The air of  liberated  great Indian soil
From the colonial imperialism...

The wars waged...blood shed
For a free India
Is a gift of the generation old
To the generation next..
To see  the self dependent India...
Ruled boldly but not rudely ....
In the path of democracy....
With prayers, for non demo of craziness any so...

Wish Long live Indian democracy...

The cool breeze from the southwest
Touches my face, raising goosebumps
And I know what’s on its way.
Dark clouds gather across the sky
The royal monsoon returns
To God’s Own Country !!

Monsoon and rain—
A part of our life
And our culture
Send green waves across the land.
Vigorous waterfalls roar louder
With each drop of nectar from heaven !!

The dam Shutters lift
Releasing a year’s worth of resources.
Tourist spots bustle with visitors
From near and afar
And it's a good time
For vendors along the trails !!

But then comes another face
Of the monsoon- filled with cries
pains, shivers, and silent agony
Landslides, floods, and disasters
That no words can truly capture  !!
Still, the monsoon remains
An emotion for us
An identity of us
And it is one with us !!

Come...let me give you a hug
To take your pain as mine
For I can't see you burn in pain...

Far away across the seas ...
Oceans and mountains...
Crossing all walls and barriers .
Where the dates dance in bunch
To the tunes of the Arabian breeze
Goes my heart...
To meet the beat of my heart...
And celebrate togetherness !!

My little piece of mind
Needs a little peace of mind..
None can give my little  piece of mind
A little peace of mind
Unless I make peace with my mind
Least... with a  little piece of  mind !!

My tiny lonely fingers
Finds their perfect partners
In the hold of your hands..
Like my heart finds its beat
In your's....!!

Bridled  with jungled thoughts
In missing your words and acts
feel lost, irrecoverable strange sort
Unknown hustling bustling world
never know the pain held in depth ...
Does whistling wind whirl around you..my world?
Make you realise me and my pain.!!

She is an angel
sans wings and feathers
Yet flies by seconds..
Never to cover the distance again..
With moves heals wounds of minds
Erasing memories not too good
And gives hope to get along with her..

She is an angel
Some feel she's good to them
While for others she's bad
As for her..she's impartial..
As she moves on Earth changes inhabitants too with seasons
On her every movement....

She is an angel...
Visibly invisible yet always
On move forward...
Without a halt whatsoever..
With a challenge to universe
"Catch me if you can"
And she's on the move..
She's an angel. ...
Timeless....ageless....precious!!

I know I can't have you..
Still my mind resists giving upon you..
Will I have to give upon you??
Decision depends upon you ...

I like to
Laugh out loud at even silly comedy
Do small helps unasked to needy
smile to the ones who lack wits
Make friends with innocent kids
Have silly fights with besties
beg to talk again,calling them testies
Compel him to accompany for walk
walk away with friends leaving him back
Stand to get drenched in the rain
And Pull him too to play in the rain
Many a tiny wishes like this
Happy to have fulfilled, writing like this.

Game of Universe or Play of God
Powerfully vast and unseen
What is that?
That wove our paths together
away from countless Souls around?

Is it of the twists and turns of time
or the equations of nature
that are beyond calculations?
Like a puzzle it remains forever!!

Joy that stretches beyond the sky
Far more than mind can hold
And pain much unbearable
Crippling mind to cry in silence within
A veiled aftermath so unclear
Unpredictable in many ways….!!

Wise do recall and forever hold true
What we plan is just a dream
Like floating on a stream
God’s way and will are the ones
That become the very thread of life…!!

And still we float…..!!

Like a lone cloud,
I float across the seamless sky-
over the brutal mountains
where silence rules
past the dancing lilies
that stretch toward the sun
as if to send a secret message
and the wind that knows no home
takes me in its stride….

And I float….

But how far will I soar
Before I drain down —like water
into unseen roots
Or the vast oceans
Or into nothing
at all?

My hair dances
To tunes of your breath
My body moves
To the feel of your touch
And it makes me look beautiful
While at the most
Beautiful place  for me
on the earth -  your arms!!

Love with unlimited affection
Anger sensibly understood
Happy sadness as perfect partners holding hands...
Infinite emotions  heart holds
with eagerness to rest ...
And talk never ending words of silence
Of  feelings deep down in my heart..
Heard to the only heart
That can only love me....
So unconditionally!!

Snow capped hills
Standing tall and Serene
Many a bends and curves to reach
Owns me six yards piece
For me to rest in peace !!

With tiny groans mind weeps
With hot tears shedding down
As steams of evaporated water
That boils in the pain of ceased
Love and concern from the one
For whom the soul lives
and
Heart beats!!

I need you
As my strength
For my health
As my wealth
For my sheath
As my breath
Till my death!!

Coloured smiles
Mind blowing at look
With all undeniably realistic
Attracting hearts to fall in it
Innocent hearts so sensitive
Yearning for compassion
Just skid in !!
The truth of colours realized
Once you are juiced
And straws thrown!!

Roots of my dreams
Dried up
And my wings been chopped
Why did I allow it be done?

Shouldn't I have  stood up
Watered, nurtured my dreams to grow
And let it fly in the unlimited Sky!!

Trying to make loved ones happy
Has cost me , my happiness
For the sacrifices I did on my own
Made them happy....
But where's my happiness??

Time is up...I realise
To make me happy
And live my life
And here you have come
As messenger
From father in heaven....
To show me that heaven on Earth!!

I believe....now its my time
My life...I need to live!!

Heart to heart romance
Or heart wrenching heart breaks
The only person I can write about
without a second thought
Is YOU!!

THE EVER ILLUMINATING LIGHT
FOR ME TO WRITE!!

Trusted your words once
Trusted the same again
And again. . .. in vain
with no gain...
But no ....
Not any more again
To model myself
a self proclaimed fool!!

The withering petals
Of the roses
Reminds me of eternal truth
Nothing is eternal
Including my youth...

Scorching summer blaze so bright
With the sun fierce from morning to night
Makes me long for winter’s embrace
When the snowflakes dance in grace ..

A world wrapped soft in shimmering white
Sweaters warm, gloves snug and tight
And the walks through snow- step after step
Leaving footprints fleeting and light ..

Again and again, like a child at play,
Enjoying the game until winter’s farewell
Yet with each step, I reach for you—
To hold my hand-  not just for comfort..
But should I slip, or should I fall
so please be ready…. to catch it all !!

In the twisted interprets I make
In the tiny fights I create
In the romantic look I give
In the emotional words I speak
In the angry faces I pretend...
There's only my love for you
That flows from the deepest of my heart....
In different forms!!

I want freedom
Freedom to fly
Freely like a bird
On the wings of my dreams
To the destinations I most like
With no questions asked
No answers to be told
To how when where and why..

I want freedom...
Freedom to be my self...

Your anger on me
Your hunger to **** me
All for a minutes time
For the mistake of mine
That I don't decline
Is understandable to me
As your botheration for me !!

Inexpressible something
Hurts  me so deeply
Able to do nothing
Than cry meekly
This happens every week
Leaving me so weak
Is it my feeling of loneliness??
Or feeling of emptiness??

Fought with you for a reason so trifle
I cried meekly, then loudly
Burst out with tiny whispers
Led it out hysterically
Flung out not just alone utensils
But all that came handy...

You remained a silent spectator
To all my spectacle…
Thus again provoking me for no reason
But you remained still silent to the core...
Might, you felt come what may ready to bear….

Tired of all the drama...
Dispersed all feelings of melodrama
Took to set right all things flown
Eliminated the clouds over grown …
Set Surrounding and emotions all clear...

With a realization crystal clear….
Silence sometimes is the best solution
To many a problems.....

Silence blossomed in me
In the darkest colours of my nature
Of Un withering petals adamant enough
To withstand the hurricane of  thoughts
And remain guileless in the chilling memories
Undrenched in the profound rain  of tears
And linger plumped up in the scorching heat of  piercing worries
My silence. ......eternal !!

Sea shells on seashore
Shine under bright sun
Stray dogs walk and bark
Few with pieces of bones mouthful
coloured umbrella house two heads
One on the other ready to fall
Steam flying peanuts
Surrounded by kids and matured
Striplings walk like on moon
with boundless joy
Far from other side vibrant tide
Rushes to cast its cheer on all....
Happiness all over....

Few faces on sand gaze fixed
on sky and stars
Few eyes shed tears blended to waters of sea
Painful mind set sight perched to the evolving tide
Some inclined to end breath along with roaring waves...
Darkness spreads.....
Two sides of a coin....

The little drops of rain
That drowns down my face plain
Reminds me of your touch
Making me stand still as such.

Monsoon brings memories with a smile
Beautiful thoughts of you and me for a while
Together,  in the wilderness of wood and green,
And the little sounds of flies leading me scream…
 
I’m missing your compassionate look
By which you almost had me took
Yearning for your arrival most soon
By spending my nights looking at moon….

Come on dear, I need you here
And if you don’t have me hear
I may not remain on this earth
May be then...you will realize my worth…

Cup your cheeks
rub on your lips
Get pricked by beard
Rest on your chest
And lose my every sense !!

I want you to love me....
And me alone...to love you!!

Treat yourself well
As you deserve it so well
For you are an original one
With shadow of none !!

Disturbed mind of
Mounting work pressure
Seeking solace in the arms of
words to flow in the rhythm
of emotions !

Two souls at distances apart
As destiny distanced as part
Like souls of different bodies
still connected with string of love
That grows with glow, visible
solely to the souls that lay afar
known alone to hearts, so sensitive
beating for each other
breathing for one another….
Yearning to be together !!

Left corner of  my left eye
Lets down little drops of lovely tears
Leaving  dried salt on my dull face
Landing on the earth..
Loudly conveying to mind
Love it holds .....
Like, the pain of mind
Like the tears from eyes!!

Met on a rainy day
Together we stood
With tiny parasol over head
Shielding each other
From the downpour
Of the magnificent monsoon rain!!

You held me tight
To your shoulder on right
I felt the warmth of your love

And in that .....

I lost myself
forever!!!

I love myself
You call me selfish ?
No bother...
It's self love...
If I don't love me...
Who else will??
Will you???

Stood alone
In the wilderness of the darkened  thoughts
That ravaged my peace of mind
With sight of light no where near
With none of my friends so dear
And family for whom I'm dear..
Alone I stood
Like the sky
Without the stars, moon and the sky
All alone darkly clouded...

Waiting for light..
to set everything right!!

You and me are one
And is no fun
Though known to none
Under the sun. !!