'everyone has changed since the beginning of the year'*

'yeah, everyone is broken...'

Dôńt thē dėçøråtïõńš måkē įt härdęr tø rêãd

it was a burning, living heaven, or hell, as we called it-
but I've never missed it more.

i aspire to be a writer so i can have my fantasies fulfilled, as sad as it sounds i will live through my characters and i will never write just for the money, all my books will be connected with me. if i ever publish, i will take time to meet my fans and explain my inspirations. because as a reader, i always want to know more...

we aren't so alone

i cant tell
if you
actually
have power over me,
or if i allow you too.
sure right now,
you have at least a little,
but in 1 year? 2?
ill be 16
ill already have
a
foot
out
the
door.
but,
of course
"thats fine by you".
you beg and plead
"dont pull away."
sadly,
daddy,
im not pulling as
much as you are
pushing
im ready to walk away-
mentally-
will i be ready to defy you in a year.
will i have the courage?