Even though I knew it was finished before it began,
even though I knew that I never truly had you,
even though you told me I had a chance,
it was only almost, but not quite.
Even though you told me you loved me,
you turned right back around and held someone else dear.
Even though I thought I was content,
I wanted all of you.
Even though you brought me to tears,
I thought it was worth it.
I'm tired of trying to care,
tired of trying to talk,
tired of you wasting your breath
and my time.
You always told me that it was better to have loved and lost
than to not have loved at all,
but I'm telling you now that you're wrong.
I wasn't happy
I wasn't myself
I wasn't your only one.
Even though I see you daily,
even though you want me back,
even though you want to interact,
I feel nothing.
For you robbed me of everything I had
and then some.