I hope you're ok
I really do
I close my eyes
Just to think of you

Words echo back the messages we need to hear
Reflections on disturbed pools of water can become so clear

Apparently he could of fixed me
I must be so broken
Crack the egg
And watch the yolk run

I'll always be there for you
Specially as a friend
I just wanted to see you smile
and in time mend
You have embraced the darkness with such intent
It turns those who come near to statues fixed in stone and cement
I feel for you
You will always be in my heart
I would hope for you to still be a part
of my life
As I know you'll always stay locked deep within
who I am
who I have been
and who I am yet to be

Come warm by the fire with me

As I sit and take in the moment

Observe the view over my tea cup

I wonder deeply thoughtfully and sincerely

How many....

dunks do I think this chocolate digestive can take?

Sit with the pain
Feel the pain
Breathe with it and into it
Let the elements of earth water fire and air flow with it
And the suffering will return to this
Nothing is lasting
-It will change
Open up to space
How it allows the feeling to be
To expand
Be boundless
Accept
To suffer and accept
To just breathe
Surrender
Feel
Allow
Openness to the true nature of life
Rest..

Consumed from the inside out
Wrapped up in a smokey black mass
It holds me
Controls me
Keeps me out of soft touch
Just gonna have to let it embrace
Save some face
It will change
Once it crumbles into
sweet
sentimental
mush

The stronger and nonconform ant you become
The more you meet resistance/
and judgement
Bring it on!
It's just your fear
Your want to fly
kiss me with your blessing
or wave to the sky!

I'm too cold
Too old for this
Where's my love
My final kiss

Opposites attract and likes repel
Together we can be Heaven and or Hell
It's still an attractive proposal/ tender you see
So you be you, and I'll be me
Together we can grow
shape
chase
walk
or fly with wings

Drip!
Drip!  
Drip it all out!..
Let it drain you!  
Let the debris drop!
Clear water free flow from air to earth pipe

Dripping
Shaking
Sweating cold
Death of life consumes the soul
Transformation
taking hold
Darkness digs sharp into the bones
Suffering deep
Surrender self for greater whole

Death comes to us all!
But do we die?
What is death?
Is earths exhale our final breath?
Even science states energy never dies it expands ever infinite
So what are we if not energy
To be transformed and still go on in other
lands in other times
Everlasting life burning bright for eternity
Supernovae
Brighter than all the stars in the galaxy

When we turn to face our fears
or have them ****** upon us
once the torment has settled to an echo from a scream
We see we needed the shockwaves to Rise Above, not fade and die
All is not what it may seem!

Every day those words were unleashed
Like wild wolves hungry to sink their teeth
I grew tired of the chase, the capture
Was it really me they bloodlusted after?

Words tore me open!
Ripped me apart!
Dug at my soul!
Devoured my heart

Watch as I SCREAMMMMMM..............
TERROR INVADES
AS THE BLOOD SEETHES AND SPILLS DEEP FROM MY VEINS

Body in tatters
Strewn on the ground
Hallowed out shell
No life to be found

Time changes everything
My body decays
Food for the insects
Vultures take their meaty pick
From bone to ashes
The ground becomes thick

On the winds I will blow and
on the soil I will grow
No pain no more as we reap the seeds that are sown
From darkness the fallen will rise high to the skies
Greater than was ever known before,
in our eyes

When I'm down
Kick
Kick
Kick
and Kick
One day I won't notice

     Or feel a thing

If I could just be the space that lies between
each thought

each word

each memory

I wouldn't have to feel a thing
I would be free

The passion was so intense the spark stayed alight and burnt bright even when they were not together
They wanted one another so deeply
And they knew when they were next to meet
He would lay with her holding her in his strong embrace gripping hold of her wrists as she writhed around in sheer pleasure
Kissing her mouth like it was the first kiss she had ever tasted
Looking into her soul through his beautiful piercing blue grey eyes
Feeling his way into her
Meeting of mind and body
In that moment time was irrelevant
It was as though they had forever...