kaleigh michelle

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

I cling to you. Your love fill my lungs with the air I so desperately need to survive. Your kisses ignite a fire that burns in my bones. I'm drunk off your smile and I want to overdose on your laugh. I crave your touch. I'm high off of you. It's like you're my drug. My only way of getting through the day. I'm an addict. But I need you to save me from my addiction. Desperately I hold on as I fall. Fall in love with you.

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

Angel Wings

Strong and powerful. Wrapping you up in their embrace. So delicate, yet so hard. Hard to break. Hard to escape. These wings aren't made for flying. They're made for holding and comforting. Loving and protecting. Tears make them stronger. Nothing will ever break them. Come and be safe. Know you're alive when you enter their shelter. Hide from your fears and cast out all doubts. No worries are present when you're surrounded by these wings. My angel wings.

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

.........

She drowns out the demons
The only way she knows how.
Cutting her wrists, hips, and who knows where now.
Faking a smile to everyone she sees.
Secretly begging, someone notice me, please.
Her thoughts invade her head
As she lies awake in bed.
Pondering. Thinking. Wishing to be done.
Hoping she won't have to see the next rising sun.
Little does she know of the greater plans
God has shaped in His own hands.
An angel will save her
This she knows for sure.

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

I'm (Not) Fine

I'm fine. Two simple words. But they aren't anything close to simple. Behind them lies a world of pain. Masked by the simple statement. It's a cover up. A way of dodging the bullet. But I'm sick of it. I'm sick of hiding everything with "I'm fine."
My dad is losing his job.
That's not fine.
My mom is getting worse.
That's not fine.
I'm gonna have to get a job to help pay for things. That's not fine.
I'm going to have to sell memories of my life to help.
That's not fine.
So don't look at me and ask if I'm okay and believe me when I say I'm fine.
I'm lying.

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

Unfixable

I'm falling apart. I'm breaking. Shattering into a million pieces. There's no more hope left in me. You can't put me back together. So jagged and rough. If I make it out, I won't be the same. I've been permanently scarred too many times. I'm fading fast and there's nothing you can do. My strings have been cut. My time is running out. I don't think you can save me this time. I'm too far gone.

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

Help

This black hole keeps ******* me in. Pulling me farther and farther down. The minute I find my feet again, I'm knocked back down. I'm suffocating. Losing air. I can't breath anymore. All I feel is pain. Sorrow and hatred. Bitterness and anger. This isn't healthy. But there's no escape. I can't find my way out. I can't see the light. God take this from me. I can carry this anymore. It's too heavy and too much. What do I do? Where do I go? Is there even a way out of this? Or will I continue to drown in this pool of emptiness?

kaleigh michelle Jan 2014

Why?

Lost in confusion. She didn't understand. How could she just leave her? Leave her to deal with the pain. The guilt. The tears and the dreary days. She needed her. How could she go on? How could she live? Going through the motions of each day. How could she stop caring? Could she get over this? She wanted her to feel good again, but she couldn't lose her. It just couldn't happen. She wouldn't let it happen. Whatever it took, she wasn't gonna lose her. She wasn't supposed to be an angel. *That's my job.