I know I should be there for you,
I know I should stand up for you,
And I know I should care for you.
But how can I?
I mean after all did you ever do that for me?
When almost the same thing happened,
When everyone was against me.
You turned your back
Even after a year that still digs at me.
I tears into my thoughts.
It hurts.
And I know I'm being childish,
And I swear I truly care about you,
And I would **** anyone who hurt you.
But at the same time I enjoy it,
I like the fact that you can finally feel what I went through.
The relentless bullying,
Your friends turned enemies,
The feeling of all hope lost.
And I know that makes me a monster,
But I can't help it,
Because I have held this grudge for too long.