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 Jul 2016 Kaleb Webb-Wheeler
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July 3rd, 2016
10:42 pm

I can hear
fireworks
going off somewhere
in my town

And I wish
as each firework
explodes
and as they
give out  bursts
of sound
that they are instead a gun
putting holes
through my chest
head
stomach
anywhere
to relieve me
of the pain of living
Hide me
as in make me disappear
I dont want to exist
I dont want to be here
I'm alone
and that scares me
I am scared of everything
Anxiety
Is killing me
I'm pacing
my heart is racing
someone save me
I'm dying
the world is out to get me
no one loves me
everyone hates me
I can't breathe
is there something wrong with me
please
save me
I can't see past this anxiety
Humid summer nights
makes it hard for me to sleep
I need a new fan
My greatest desire
is to be a better person
than I was the day before

To reach new heights
without fear

To accomplish goals
without seeking reward

To forgive
even when it's painful

To love
unconditionally

and to face tomorrow
with a brand new attitude
As blood dripped from my nose
i stood back and looked
looked at you, the hate
in your eyes and at what
you had done.

you wiped the blood from
your hands and yelled at me once
again by now im so numb
from the pain all your words
are just a blur

i walked away to wash my
face the blood thick and
stained my face
i cant tell anyone about this
im afraid you will get in
trouble i cant do that i love
you too much

but you hurt me.
but im not sure why
but i always keep coming
back for more
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