Kaiden

Kaiden Apr 22

gone.

My fingers
Interlocking with yours.
For the last time,
You'll never know you won't see me again.
Ever.
I'll be gone.
F O R E V E R.

i wanna get out of here

#gone

Kaiden Apr 22

..

my art is dead
and so am i

say whatever the ******* want but i can see my art dying.

Kaiden Apr 22

..

click.
                                                                                      click.
                              scratch.
                                                         tear.
          scrunch.
                                                                        throw.


              i'm a ******* disappointment please help me.

..

Kaiden Apr 22

VALIDATION...

I once had you
To push me through life
Now i do anything i can
To get the invisible drug
Sometimes i'm embarassed to admit it
But it doesn't matter right now
Come back.

Starting to get worried about my writing tbh

#validation

Kaiden Apr 22

Attention

ATTENTION.
Oh sweet attention
How i crave you..
Letting the lines show
Trading them for a tiny bit of compassion

Something's starting to get terribly wrong with me.

#attention #sh

Kaiden Apr 22

Beautiful pain

Paper lines
Paper lies.
The truth lies engraved in your arm,
The sweet pain that accomppanied your blood
As it dripped down
And stained your sleeve.

..

#sh

Kaiden Apr 22

Erase myself

I quietly erased myself
From your life
Dot by dot
Until the day came
When i disappeared
With nothing but a "sorry" and "i love you".

Today at 5:37am i texted 3 of my friends to not worry about me if something happened to me and that i love them, before logging out of discord. I can't bring myself to log in again. The "dot by dot" part mean me erasing one of the 8 dots i had in my bio each day. I knew no one would notice it, but wasted time on it anyway. I don't know what's going on with me anymore. Also, if you have time, please read the thing i wrote earlier, it would mean a lot.