You can see me smile,
you can see me laugh,
you can see me joking around,
you can also see my frown,
you can see my crying,
you can see me serious,

you can see so many things but,

see im lost in this world trying to collect parts of me ,
you see who i am but...,
i dont ,

And i wish I can see myself like you see me ,
I just know I can't you say I'm beautiful but I don't see everything like you do,
If only i can see who i am like you do,

If only I can see the way you see me

You would see her have a smile everyday,
You would see her in the happiest moods,
You would see her strong side,
You would see her brave side ,

But do you know she covers up thousands of tears ,
Do you know she hide her deppression,
Do you know she is weak,
Do you know she tries to act brave,

Do you know she puts on a show so no one can hurt,


I guess you thought she was the happiest girl in the world

I really dont care anymore,
You can just walk out of my life right now,
I dont need to have you by my side if your not going to stay ,
I have been through that and i never want to go through it again,
I have been hurt and your just going to hurt me again,
Knowing i have been through a lot ,
But i guess that doesnt matter to you,
But its okay i dont care just walk out right now of my life because i dont want you walking out on me later on, hurting me even more

You always see the wrong side of me,
I try my best to keep a smile but its hard when all you do is hurt me,
You blame me for everything that happens even though its never me,
You like to consume me inside and out,
You hurt me so bad i cant even explain it in words ,
But ever time that happend i find myself crying in the corner of the room,
Watching those tears hitting the ground,
Even if my phyisical woundes could fade away,
It will take my emotional woundes years,
To forget what you do to me

Love me for me,
Because thats all i can be,
I cant be what your
Expecting to be,

Your asking to much dont you see

I tried my hardest
For me to be the best,
But i really dont care about the rest anymore

I am who i am,
And its the best person
I have ever tried to be

So,
Love me for me ,
Because thats all that i can be

Now i have to be careful, always on the look out,
To see if im going to get hurt again,
Even though its hard to,because of what happened to me,
Its like a movie to me,
That replays its self over and over again
Without stopping
Just becuase his words had to turn into filthy lies, dreadful lies...
But what can i do, nothing,
All I can do is sit back and watch the movie play again and again in my head

I miss your smile,
I miss your laughter,
I miss your hugs,
I miss your jokes,
I miss your support,
I miss your everything,
The fact that you left me behind hurts me so bad,
I know people change , but it seems like you the other person is all lost in the new one ,
I guess i have to learn to let go of people I TRULY care about