all these voices are crawling in on me...
all these visions make me die inside...
all these thoughts makes me numb...
all these things makes me a freak...
this world makes me very crazy...
i often make myself dissapper...
so i beg you, numb me please...
cause i dont wanna be here...
goodbye...*

**(c.m.h)

would you believe me if i said you are pretty?
would you believe me if i said you are worth it?
would you believe me if i told you i care ?
would you believe me if i said it will be ok?

would you believe me if i said im confident in myself?
would you believe me if i said that i'm ok ?
would you believe me if i said i don't need help?
would you believe me if i said everything is fine?

*(c.m.h)

you could sit with my ****** wrists in your hands and i'd still insist that i was fine

i could sit in front of you crying and still make you believe that i am just tired

*(c.m.h)

here's a funny story,
my ******* gets a *****
whenever a homphobe is in the corner

they say i'm strong but at the same time weak
i fight my things and i don't let it bring me down
but yet it hurts me and makes me sad

they say i'm pretty but still not good enough
i look good and do everything right
but i still fail in the end when they judge me

they say i'm mature but still so childish
i take responsibility like a grownup
but my childhood was stolen so i act like a child now

*(c.m.h)

She's just a child
She's ready to die
She took the gun
She's been deprived
she pulls the trigger
and spreads her wings
another angel
suicide brings

*(c.m.h)