jules: Poems

151 · Jul 2020

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jules Jul 2020

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i don’t want to leave
but
i gave so much of myself to you
i don’t know what’s left
of me and
i need to find
myself again.

thank you for ending us when i didn't have the courage to.

149 · Apr 2020

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jules Apr 2020

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i still have days where
i can not accept myself
and i am filled with a collection
of broken thoughts

i still have days where
i can not move from the bed
or bring myself to go outside
and breathe in the crisp air
that i know can heal me

my spirit was broken for so long
depression consumed me for years
and although i have come far
from the dark, dark place
where i used to reside
i am constantly reminded that
the healing never ends

#healing #recovery #depression

149 · Jul 2020

cigarettes after sex.

jules Jul 2020

cigarettes after ***.

the song came on and i thought of you
and our first time together in the tent
and those first few times at your house
when we were first getting to know
each other's bodies and souls

my hands would trail up your bare chest
my lips pressed against yours delicately
i was exploring your body yet
i wanted to get to know
every inch of you:
your heart, mind and soul

#cigarettesaftersex #love

149 · Jun 2020

sunset sinner.

jules Jun 2020

sunset sinner.

i’ve always demanded more from the sunset;
more spectacular colours when the sun hit the horizon
they say a woman’s heart is a deep ocean of secrets
but maybe i’m just a ****** up girl,
looking for my own peace of mind

that’s perhaps my only sin.

poetry prompt: create a poem using movie quotes.

(nymphomaniac vol.1, titanic, & eternal sunshine of the spotless mind)

#moviequotes #sad #dark

146 · Jul 2020

the sea.

jules Jul 2020

the sea.

her anchor at rest,
the wind calm;
settling the turn
of the tide.

the beginning
of the sea
and the sky
welded together
in luminous space.

we affectionately
watched
the waves that
resembled
tranquility.

between us was
the bond of the sea,
holding our hearts
together.

#love

142 · Jul 2020

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jules Jul 2020

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you are beautiful to me
a soul crafted
made of symphonies

although you hurt me
i am lucky to have met you
it was meant to be

141 · May 2020

mango nectar.

jules May 2020

mango nectar.

his eyes
the colour of
amber honey
looking into mine
the colour of
green emeralds

his lips
tasting of sweet
mango nectar
dripping
into my soul

our hearts
colliding
as the sweet breeze
of summer air
dances on
our bare skin

#love #summer

124 · Jun 2020

can we start again?

jules Jun 2020

can we start again?

i hope to never lose you
even when the sunset
seems bleak
please don’t leave
darling
my heart is weak

even when you push me
and call me names
just hold me again
let’s pretend
this will never end

can we start again?

#love #heartbreak #loss

117 · Jul 2020

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jules Jul 2020

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we’re going to be okay
that i know
within my heart
beating slow
the pace quickens
as i think of you and
i don’t want to be alone

— The End —