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680 · Jan 2017
Determined
Jeffrey Pua Jan 2017
     Hope is active, it is a verb more than a noun. I cannot let it be defined by the weight or the length of wait, for patience is another thing. My hope is mobile, nomadic, hard-headed, went astray and was lost, but now is marching straight ahead, focused, headed towards your direction.

     If I have to settle in the uncertainty, allow in wilderness of time, just to find my self writing these silly love poems, then I'd rather live among the tents around your heart. I will stand by and for it and vow to guard. Shall I be doomed to be the fasting wolf that fends the other wolves away, then so be it. My heart will be yours as your secondary shield.

     I am persistence and I am endurance, because they have to go hand in hand, I cannot forsake one over the other, nor lose them both. I am an old train, diligent, opening all doors for one. I am a platform, wide, immovable, a place you can always stand on. And out of thousands and thousands of passengers, I am making up ny mind, you are the one I choose.

     You are the one I would wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and (for the 7th time, for in the Bible 7 means completion) wait for, and pray for and gladly fight for, for you are worth it, all of it.

          Love perseveres.*

© 2017 J.S.P.
Revised.
680 · Sep 2014
Drowner (5W)
Jeffrey Pua Sep 2014
Frolicking colors:
Blue...
White...

Perfect.

© 2014 J.S.P.
679 · Jul 2015
Elation
Jeffrey Pua Jul 2015
Cuddle me sweet, my love,
Unbridle me tender
From flesh, and bones, and strife,
Just to awaken me, free me
Into soul, spirit, and time,

And introduce me
To your hush-hush, the expanse,
The better half of your eyes,
From nevering to forevering,
From meandering to residing,
Into this dreaming.

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
A lioness and a *****
Were kissing,
     Madly,
          Over me.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
674 · Feb 2015
Unimagine
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Here's to folly, to the great valley called love
Which reminded me of forever through imperfections,
Hardships and disappointments, of falling deeply
Into discovery from self-doubt, of reaching freedom,
The bore of a goal like contentment.

Here's to pain, the antithesis of the stars,
Of pretensions and incompletion, the middleground
Between the starts and the endings, the covert catalyst,
The grand surrealist, as we dread to know
The fullness of our sanity, of our souls,
Our fragility, of our very being.

Here's to the machinery, the agitation
Called dreams, the sweet fog of distant memories,
Or the dark smoke of passion sometimes,
Cunning as ever, like a freight train,
Like wind, like havoc, like thypoon,
Oftenly deprived of conclusive destinations.

Here's to art, drama and poetry, the mystics,
The sons and daughters of the grand mystics,
Of philosophy, science and religion, not to mention
History, the grand infidel, and mythology, the fibber.

Answers overwhelm us, test us, and divide us,
They appear when we're most not ready,
Yet the questions keep us sane, ever growing,
Ever sun, ever moon and ever cloud.

Only time will tell and would not,
The old grey, the clear dark, the pale light,
It never learned a language,
It only learned to live, noticed
But never quite understood.
How diaphanous. How vague.

So here's to the confusion, to the uncertainty
Like love always has been.
Here's to us, to our ambitions,
Our possessions, the treasures which speak
Permanence in our hearts.
Here's to the violent, the meek and the indifferent.
Here's to the society and the humanity
That's left in it. Here's to those who hate me.
Here's to our faith and our fate.
Here's to the poems that will never be written again.

Here's to you, my love, my true.
May we stay kind, mad, and human,
Or something more, whatever that means,
Despite the opposition, and deception and progression.
So here's to the Universe.
Here's to the grand riddler called existence.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Longer than the usual.
672 · Nov 2015
Simply
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
There should be no eyes
That could travel with you, these eyes,
     Having seen home in your eyes,
Brows, your doubled moon, pronating,
Both getting a massage, and lips,
Naked like soft fruits, as I think
     Of my islanded country,
Of getting one more
For you. Hands, not
Wanting to let go of your hand,
Its creases, portending love
Or not. And there's so much
Treasure like your chest,
     Undiscovered.

I have been told of them, all of them,
Yet, to have been blessed
     To experience things first hand,
Is a thing of forever. Your heart
Steady things which I couldn't,
This gaze, the lightest mood,
     A ballpoint pen,
Not to mention your laughter,
Unbridled, and free, as I could only
Describe them like the hunger
Or a craving for pandesal,
     This bread of my youth.

You, the thought of you,
Immensity,
Too much, too deep,
Though you only reached me,
     Like a lost pup.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Edited.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Peace, make way to me.
I empty me
     Of poetry.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
670 · Sep 2014
No Island (5W)
Jeffrey Pua Sep 2014
You made...
...this goldfish...
...smile.

© 2014 J.S.P.
669 · Nov 2015
Drought
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
The sight of ice being swirled
Inside a glass, the sweet
Sound of drink being poured, the taste
Of thirst in the saliva. Her kiss—
     A mad mirage.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Her championship kiss, too,
Will empty me, exclusively,
     To poverty.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
661 · Nov 2015
Persistently
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
The Sun is not allegiant to the fire.
The grass crown the earth before your feet,
Trees stretch their long hands like those
Of a drowning man's, and the sand shines,
Revealing itself, like attenuated stars,
Like eyes, a lot like eyes intoxicated
     By an eager love.

See, I adore...
     ...your chaos.

I don't believe in storms
Rid of miracles, nor lies
     Of truth.
    
I will make you love you.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
659 · Nov 2015
#31
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
#31
**** lingerie—
The cold war of white with flesh—
Free-verse poetry.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
657 · Nov 2015
Chink
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
I do not complain the slow singe
Of sun above our heads, nor
     The blue berserker which is before us,
          A thing of beauty and treachery,

I do not mind the moisture, the salinity,
Beads of sweat, eloping with the spray,
Diaphanous and are one, escaping us,
     Departing into thin air.

I would trade all energy, the distance
Of this journey, the labors of our feet,
Just to witness you, the black bird
     Of brows I love, surveying the horizon,
Those teeth of linear pearl, or the red
Gates of kiss immortal, all risen
     From the summery sshh of heat.

There's nothing that would equal
The squinting of your eyes, those
Thinning of the stars, the doubled
     Supernova, which now are phoenixes
That are not born, burned, nor are revived,
     But carry death, my death, my only,

          My life.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Edited.
650 · Feb 2016
Early Bloomer
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2016
The grand turbulence, the fury
Of the flower's first opening,
     The song of spring
At the tips of the leaves,
     Dripping the delicious
With the buzz and the sting.
The nectar-lady, the juice
That she brings, and
     The chaos of a thirst
     In the mouth, with a burst,
          Scrumptious, satisfying.*

© 2016 J.S.P.
Revised.
648 · Feb 2015
Maps, DNA And Spam (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Seven Continents,
Too much humans,
     Too much humanity.*

We're misinformed.

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
645 · Jun 2015
Prolonged
Jeffrey Pua Jun 2015
She fell for me, too slow,
As the fabric was, off her bed,
     Slithering,
An hour late for all night long,
Few seconds close to dreaming,
The moon's crippling crescent,
The sleight, the curves of these waters,
     All pronations that are for me,
     Were for me, and mine only, only
That everything smells like fresh pajamas,
Only that this time, for a very long time,
I am waiting, and it sounded
     Like true love.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
638 · Nov 2015
Pincer
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
I am witnessing
The great mauve the sky is,
The same one, as she divested
Closures from all four winds,
Cutting her hair off,
Depriving her nape of
Tickles, my cold, cold fingers,
But what can I say,
That was the afternoon
Of afternoons.

Here’s to the kiss of blue
And fire, of this very life and the next
(whatever that means).
All the cooing never got to me,
The nth star did not. So frown,
Laugh at me, but here’s what I think,

Love is not walking, nor talking, not even falling.
Love is not stop, nor go, not even wait.
Love is not probable, nor improbable,
     It is certain.
Love is not right, nor wrong,
     It is true.
Love is all, not us, not me, not even her, but
     How I love her, all of her, with all of me
Having her, us, even if
     I just have us now.

This is all,
That I can love (and I will love, I did),
     And I chose loving her,
     Choosing to,
           Even now.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
634 · Dec 2015
Per Fuse
Jeffrey Pua Dec 2015
You are this certain factor
     In withdrawn I love you-s,
A constant, nonpareil kick in my blood,
My veins, knowing full well
These distentions, the holy perfusion,
A cardiomegaly which ever so sweeten
     Like a plump fruit.

You accentuate all the divinities
I long longed for, slowly,
     Infused within me.

Now this is love,
And love is nothing else...
     ...but you, but God.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Revised.
630 · Apr 2015
Panting
Jeffrey Pua Apr 2015
My lover wiggles
Her pants down the floor,
O arms, my legs, the silence clings,
Moon bursts into feathers, sings,
The stars grow their wings,
And my lover wiggles
Her pants
Down.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
Jeffrey Pua Jan 2015
Your worries are appealing,
Beautiful. You can tell it,
Dear. Your tear tickles...
...your nose.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
629 · Feb 2015
Don't Nod (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Train Time
Like it's a young elephant,
     Beast of burden!*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
626 · Oct 2014
Nomad
Jeffrey Pua Oct 2014
Where your happiness
Meant being happy--
That is my home--
Anywhere.*

© 2014 J.S.P.
626 · Jun 2012
Nights Are Like This
Jeffrey Pua Jun 2012
I adore the evening still,
Though not as dark as it used to,
Nor as dark as her eyes.
I guess...the shadow of the world has forgotten me.
And I have no stars for her.

Well, she's asleep now.
Novels, stuck in her favorite pages.
Her bed longs for her sweet weight just as I.
And the weak rain outside was a long-playing record.

The playful wind dodges her hair,
As if to search for new strength
In the coming dawn of her waking.
And my hesitant arms drifted elsewhere with them,
To look for the finest of roses,
So that in the morning she may be reminded
Of the touches I long to give.

Such is the beauty of this night-
Somewhere she's asleep and somehow
I think of her.

And so,
I am writing these verses now,
Before I end them...
...with 'I love her'.

© 2010 J.S.P.
625 · Feb 2015
About Time (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Finally, the last
Of seven lightnings struck
The innocent dragonfly.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
624 · Sep 2014
Eventually (5W)
Jeffrey Pua Sep 2014
Your shoe...
...meets...
...your toothbrush.

© 2014 J.S.P.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Looking at her eyes,
Her eyelids must be
     New galaxies.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
616 · Feb 2015
Equality (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Fishes, upright, inside an elevator.
How we all smell alike.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
615 · Feb 2015
Missing (20W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
My wishes and our memories collide.
The warmth and the cold.
The loving and the longing.
Her presence,
Her absence.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
615 · Oct 2014
Unconditional (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Oct 2014
True love
Is a wanderer
Who refuses
To go back.

© 2014 J.S.P.
614 · Jul 2016
Contentment
Jeffrey Pua Jul 2016
It will never be clear to me,
     If stars have shadows,
Or was it the deep, dark night
Altogether, proud
     Of its profundity?

If so, then
Why do I wait for you, you,
     Who turbulently loved me?
How come each of my night
Has to be for star-gazing,
     And yours an early sleep?

Why do I bother,
Staring
     At your closed eyes?

Tell me, why do I dream
     Ahead of you,
Miles, lightyears,
     A future away?

Love, perhaps, is a journey
To contentment. It is either
I am looking for it, or, with hope,
     Finding someone
Who will be contented
     With what I have.

So, If I will do this, bravely,
Just this, just this one kiss,
     Will you kiss me back?

Because if you do, dearest,
     With an impenitent sweetness,
Then I would be running out of queries,
And it will all go down
     To one last question, graceful,
          Unfurling,

     Which I’d rather not ask,
          That I’d rather leave answered.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Edited.
610 · Feb 2015
Remembrance
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Make for me the day
That I'd remember you,
I will tread on the Earth you love.
I'll blame no cloud nor season.
I will be staring at the leaning grasses
Of the Archipelago. I will be calm.

Make me not turn to you,
If you are to approach me
From behind, surprisingly,
Locking your tiny hands on my eyes,
Asking me of who you are,
Because in that moment,
That moment only,
Will I truly dream.
And seeing you
Might make me want to kiss you.

Do it so, stealthily, then
Walk away from me. Run. Leave me.
Send off your goodbye, as though
It was your loving touch
That I may live on
Like an ill-fated Sun,
Missing, always missing,
Its cold half,

As I untiringly wander,
Wonder, remember,
Answer
Why my feet
Can't be across from yours.*

© 2011 J.S.P.
Edited.
609 · Jun 2015
Tragedies
Jeffrey Pua Jun 2015
Moments of impact.
There was a second there before the kiss.
The ungodly hour spent
     And the night of secret fireflies.

The grains in an hourglass,
     How innumerable still.
There was a time I yearn for emptiness.
This loneliness, heaped up on my chest,
And in the afternoons,
     The melancholic burn.

A glimpse of your body.
The affinities of flowers
     With the bud.
An eternity of this and that, of improbabilities,
     Or of unrequited love.

A night without a star.
     A day without the sun.

But the sun's without a day,
     Without you.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Edited.
608 · Mar 2015
Contact
Jeffrey Pua Mar 2015
I will embrace this night and ratify our love,
Expand the Universe.
I shall lather the oldest stars at your body,
     Imagine they were true fruits to be kissed,
          And slither to the tree of your touch.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
606 · Mar 2015
Collision
Jeffrey Pua Mar 2015
I patrolled the heavens of her stars,
The little lightyears, their folds,
Lightly, with my lips, as I took
A handful of celestials,
Of one of her two
     Twin galaxies.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
594 · Dec 2015
Sway
Jeffrey Pua Dec 2015
I got caught up in poetry,
     Her eyes, her hazel, are poetry,
Hair, swaying smoothly, this artistry,
Cinematography, languidly left me
With purpose, the tussle
     Of a clumsy serenade.

Since she left, the strings of the guitar
Echo her questioning. They move
As though to flicker back to her eyelids,
     To sway a feeling back to hope,
To dreams, returning,
     Coming back to me.

Cruel is a day so calm without her,
You would wish for clouds
To be the serpents, envenoming your heart,
     Your infallible heart.

Her soul, surreal, is poetry,
     Hyperbole, that she got me singing,
Covering that Bic Runga hit,
Over and over, lulling the sun
     To its blue blanket, to sleep
          One afternoon.

And yes, I miss her,
     Clear as a sentence well put,
A ballad, aching with me, the longing
Of a five-minute song, yet
There is no fear in love,
     I convince myself,

          Love is patient
               Before it is kind.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Revised.
593 · Oct 2014
Grope (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Oct 2014
Brea-
Fru- -sts.
      -its
    .
        .
     .
    E
      K
      O
    M
     S

I was once...
...a pile...of leaves.

© 2014 J.S.P.
593 · Feb 2015
My Ascension (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
The diaphanous descent
Of her purity
     On my peasant body.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
591 · Sep 2014
Sshh... (5W)
Jeffrey Pua Sep 2014
Kissed that ****...
...pointing...
...finger.

© 2014 J.S.P.
590 · Feb 2015
Some Emos (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Pretty color, pretty smile,
I hear your loudest cry
     Inside.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
589 · Jul 2015
Deeper
Jeffrey Pua Jul 2015
I sail behind your tears, beyond your soul,
Believing there is love in there, somewhere,
Deep, and silent, in a sea...

          ...of sunken hearts.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
588 · Feb 2015
Etwas Mehr (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Meine Liebe, heute
sieht die Sonne dich
durch ein Kaleidoskop.*

© 2015 J.S.P.

http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1048108/something-more-10w/
Uebersetzung.

(Not quite sure if correct)
585 · Mar 2016
Further Down
Jeffrey Pua Mar 2016
How much further down is the sky
Of the root of a tender love? A dove
In search of constraint, constantly so,
That it coos the wind that touches it, we
Are that heart, flying past above ourselves
In vain, having havens, having home,
No healthy hands to dig out
A humbling heaven.*

© 2016 J.S.P.
Edited.
584 · Jul 2015
Plain
Jeffrey Pua Jul 2015
With all mirth,
With all despair,
I shall leave you
My last verses.

It's in my sweetest intent
That I would share this when I die,
When I'm as open as I could over be,
When death itself is no longer death
But true love.

When I lay, when I'm alone,
When high-noon calls for me,
And in an instant, a bird
Sends the shade with its wings,

I do not know if you're the Sun.
I do not know if it's your summer kiss.
I do not know if you are someone
Who truly cares for me.


Now, I'm freeing my mind
From all the metaphors
That are known to me,
Simply because I do not know,
Hardly, because—
Because I wanted to say this
Plainly:

That I love you
And always will...
...forever...

          ...since forever.


© 2015 J.S.P.
Edited.
582 · Nov 2015
Dearest Friend
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
Count, my friend. Make them count.
Limit your words to ten, or less,
As though to conceal a panorama
Of thoughts inside a dreamcatcher,
Or the stars to a wallflower, I wonder,
If you infuse all flavors that there is, altogether,
On her doubled lip of plum, the herbs of your country,
An Asia of spices squandering her mouth,
Will she smile? Hunger is key
To her heart. Use it.

Rhyme, my friend, toy with the galaxies,
Unleash the behavior of a predator, an annihilator,
Ready to swallow the moon for her love,
And burn the Venuses of the Universe,
Her doubts, her insecurities.

Blind her with the imagery of love, her true self,
For love is blind, and is yet to see the light
That she emanates. My friend, flatter her
With the colors she was deprived of.

And then, slowly, unbridle your soul, your spirit,
The white mares of your chariot. I say, set foot
To your heart, my friend, and set your self free.
The constraint of words is the constraint
Of affection. It is to chain the Divine
To the old, old pillars of ambiguities.
     Remember that.

For it is with an I love you
That you write the poem of love, my friend,
     On her wrists, waist, her chest.

          Now, tell her that.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
582 · Jun 2012
Dear Blue
Jeffrey Pua Jun 2012
Imagine me, love,
Lost in the ceiling of the ocean,
Afloat to where my wishes are,
Ever hopeful.

Tell me, will you...
Will you imagine for me
That boat, my loving rescue?
Or will you bring your moving isles
Back to carry me?

Will you, like the rain, bring me rainbows?
Or will you, like the rain, bring me tears?
Dearest, like the Sun that finds his home,
Or a jewel tossed to slowly drown,
I'll bask in you,
And always will, for you.

Imagine me, love,
Wandering,
Fishing for your deep heart.
My nets, tired,
Thinking of your breath.
And the moon swims already.
Now ask me:
Can my true love wait?

Love, imagine me,
Your navel, my head,
All that touched each other,
And all that kissed before they sleep.

Love, remember me,
Like this,
Like a prayer,
For this
Is the only way...
...we'll be the same.

© 2010 J.S.P.
581 · Nov 2015
#32
Jeffrey Pua Nov 2015
#32
Stars, eyes, and distance—
Mamihlapinatapai—
This is how it ends.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mamihlapinatapai
580 · May 2012
I'm Not A Friend
Jeffrey Pua May 2012
Free your castles to the sky.
Hold a hand
Other than yours
And speak
Like you never met me,
As I go from passing glance
To stare.

Let January be itself
And us
The month to follow
Or months
If your heart seemed willing:

For I am not your friend
Or a stranger
That wanted to be.
I'm just in love,
And in love
I breathe anew.

So search now
As if you haven't found me,
But as for me,
I've found my heart

© 2010 J.S.P.
578 · Feb 2015
Matthew 6:15 (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
To be offended
Is a great opportunity
To be forgiven.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
576 · Jun 2015
Unequal (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Jun 2015
My friends, beware the leprechaun.
The gold's not worth it.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Just a reminder.
574 · Sep 2014
Canvas (5W)
Jeffrey Pua Sep 2014
Doodling...
Inkless...

On her Whole.

© 2014 J.S.P.
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