In shop
mom said no to dolls, she doesn't know
I wanted it, because of her
love...

In home
Mom said, yes to me, when asked, why?
she said I'm her doll, I am her
love...

In thought
Why mom doesn't understand that's
her doll too, needs a doll to shower
love....

We are exploited by
movie maker that love
come only once
they own some ideologies
So, they can beat around the bush

Love is a process not a static
so if you lose one love, it
takes time to move on to another
the passage of time to make
you  empty before you take
another love..

he
came home
from
long trip
shaved
to play
with his daughter..

Doing some rehearsal
how to sit next
in park bench
watching this
she sat on lawn..

Went to orphanage home
too many old people
repenting for thier mistakes
came out
the only solution is
inventing a "Time Machine"
decided and
entered my lab
a great disturbance
my girlfriend calling and
Shouting, "It's enough, time up
come to sleep.."

to
a poet
Insomnia means
too much of love!!
But
No takers...

We are lovebirds
in this life
we are caught and
to be sold..
There was only two pairs
of birds in our cage
the ****** shopowner
an idiot
he sold my girlfriend
and a male from other pair
and injecting
Affairs into ours life...

She left
I tell everybody
leading a normal life
a lie…

her window
pop up
due to  virus
in my mind

joined a therapy,
doctor failed as
she plague my mind
stored in bones

change the body?
to escape
further infection.
but….

her pain become
a companion to me
to live through
this life..

I define happiness
When
I get up on time
good breakfast
perfect dressing
office on time
no disturbance from girlfriend
boss appreciation
colleague co-operation
good day
reached home on time
slept well
got up next day
................BUT
feeling
a kind of guilt
whether God lost
confidence on me
to give problem??

Is solving our problem
day to day basis is happiness???

Father brought
WIFI
to bring peace in family

She was like
a small lamp
ssooo cozy....
mild....., and warm
am......
like an ant
on the sugarlump...

am in the auction hall
seeing
People investing millions
of money on single painting
or antique...
an awareness
a cleverness in hoarding
a large sum of money
on one single item..

In my village,
a woman fell
into the well
all of us ran
towards the...
Something strange
happened
my selfish and coward
neighbor jumped
into the well and
rescued her…
The  whole village
was congratulating him.
But,
he came towards
me and asked, "Tell me,
who pushed me inside."

The War helped
our forefathers
to learn geography.

I walked into rich
people world and
asked their children
to draw
a home,
but everyone
drawn a Hut.
It means, we still
poor inside, or
We still live inside
of those days
in forest?

why so beautiful??
sat on the bench
enjoyed
women jogging
a flavour to natural….

a neighbor
two children
always quarrel
one was rebel
another was quiet
parents always grumble
about the Rebel one

a rebel
badly needed
to break
the existing pattern
find new ideas
new thing

the second one
uses his idea
uses his invention

In this world
Both are needed..

some times
I am forced
to send
email
to her
instead of
Yours sincerely
I always type
Yours admiring eyes

a small argument
continued….
ended in a big hurt
I resigned from..
to hold relationship.
It all happened….
she held my shirt
and almost slapped me
………………..
went home
directed my anger
in chopping woods
did some mechanical jobs
to divert my energy
a few hours
a fever….
a shivering of
losing her relationship
an understanding
Life
sometimes needs
wrestling moments
to make interesting
slept…………….
………………. at 2.00am
my mobile
made a small
beep….

Came home
from office
Standing below the shower
an animal excitement
a sense of maleness
an ecstasy
then
standings before the mirror
a feel of hunter and gatherer
an understanding
"the shame to be ashamed".,

She walks in
an amazing beauty
she saw me
an avoid
like a folder
moved to trash...

my friend girlfriend
was gorgeous
afraid her eyes
a Sun
a beauty
glowing in all cylinders
careful in conscious
but in unconscious
she entering
my animal mind…

to Father
its means no question asked

to Teacher
its mean you answered all question

to Socrates
its mean question on question

to Mother
its means questioning and no answer also okay

to Boss
its means no questioning only answering

to Girlfriend
its mean question followed question all answered

to Society
its means no questioning…. just follow

a hole in human conditioning
an awkward world
communicates
an absurd situation

a belief
good situation
brings
good result

a reverse
found helpless
when good behavior
brought
a disappointing result
attempt to control
the exit
hate this house
a want of change...

a symbol
of controlled anger
of the nation
...............
will explode
when provoked

Being Old
you never have to repent for your movement.
Now
you become a tree
to experience his nature...

She was thee
loveliest
ever met
coz
mind measured
my saliva
when my eyes
meet girls….

he comes out
of a rich man
to floats his ego
by ugly display of money..

In the end
life teaches
Definition are not
the way of understanding..

am alone,
walking inside
with the photo album
seeing her school images
my first love
a nostalgic feeling
a memory wearing dust as cloth
while wiping the dirt,
find increase in feeling
heavy heart and
excess came out of my eyes..

sometimes
she touch my face
and correct my hair
a feel
a terrorist planting
bomb
in the second half
of the body...

a kind of income
alluring
to postpone your
resignation..

Seeing
Old villas burned by fire
Is the nature way
of erasing the past..

Business is like
Tennis,  
you should concentrate
on the ball falling-
inside your net
the same as in business
you should worried
about your income
in the contract.
rather than
worrying about the income
made by the one
who gave…

an extension
of a date
she requested, "See,
You are going to meet my parents
So, keep your business face off.."

watching movie
a hero fight
villain
for his mate
destroy infrastructure
**** as many……..
look very absurd
as if no other ******* Earth
on my way
Dogs fighting for a mate
birds fighting for a mate
Even insects on animal channel
****
It’s a single world..

Before
birth of arithmetic
games are social relaxing
there was no winner
or loser..

her eyes so cozy
says
come and shower love

her hair so disciplined
says
admire but don't touch

her lips so rich
says
can hold tons of honey

her voice so warm
says
can rest soul in peace

her ears so cool
says
can hear my poems

her physic so good
says
admire don't hug me

her dressing so scintillating
says
stop your imagination there

her movement so good
says
a competition between beauty and voice

her presence in my heart
says
some people stay in heart not in life

Museum
are not founded
to protect
the art from crowd
But
to protect the crowd
from art...

She
Stopped picking my call
decided to walk
near the lake
am following her memory
the moon following me..

she took me
near to her entrance
slightly tilting
I was running inside her
...................
.........,.............,.
hehehe..!!!!
am­ a water bottle..

By seeing them
an awareness
a vessel.........which
carries the love and
welfare of the family
a kind of sacrifice outer......
for the well being of inner
........ a true love and
commitment towards his family
cannot be expressed otherwise.....

mounting
on a staircase
a kind of challenge
a new energy
a positive attitude
a push towards unknown
understood
people climb mountain
to feel this…

he made to believe
Even
his shadow
drunked...

We always want someone to compromise.
someone to share less in business
someone to adjust
i.e. wife/ someone to take the blame…
We want other party to agree to our term
to show our power or superiority,
the result is, in turn we create a new enemy.

The person who compromises  means
mere surrender to the whims of the other,
to earn less income/respect/accepting less power.
In real terms, Compromise is a temporary factor
and there is a possibility, the compromised person
will reclaim at indeterminate future date.
A wife who compromise with her husband behavior,
may withdraw in future and it will lead to the birth of divorce.

In short, Compromise can be effective for one to one
situation i.e. temporary.
But not suitable for long term

an actor
Final day of his life
First time
he cried for himself
seeing
his mask falling one by one
before
he fall with his real face
to death..

there is always
a lovely song
I carry
in my heart

there is always
a repeated dream
I carry
in my sleep

there is always
a speed breaker
I carry
in my habit

there is always
an unknown expense
I carry
in my wallet

there is always
a true love
I carry
in my poem

there is always
a hateful hate
I carry
in my decision

there is always
a vigorous ***
I carry
in my thoughts

there is always
an unbearable pain
I carry
in my eyes

there is always
a simple risk
I carry
in my Insurance  

there is always
a sudden closure
I carry
in my opening..

Absurd
It's just a falls short
of logic

Hate
It's just a falls short
of love

Pain
It's just a falls short
of cry

Cry
It's just a falls short
of bearable

Laugh
It's just a falls short
of sensible

Shout
It's just a falls short
of silence

Anger
It's just a falls short
of awareness

Lust
It's just a falls short
of ***

Sometime
my comments made
her to raise her anger
but
I don't know
how to bring it down
I look pathetic
like a scientist
who has mechanism
for the Robot to climb
and lack the technology
of going downhills..

How brave can be defined?
Brave people have fear
But in parallel his graph
of courage is high
he fights protecting fear
at the back
Just like
Motorbike Racer
wear helmet on Race
Coz
helmet protect his fear..