May be called
first love
she was my new neighbour
it's Christmas
She doesn't
know me much
I left a gift near to her door
she took it
that year she got married
after few years
she came with her children
it's Christmas again
I was sitting in my lawn
She came near to our
compound wall  
She asked, "Why, you won't
give gift to my children's?"
an awesome moment
Oh, these beautiful girls!!

During War
villagers are pushed
into the forest
a way of communication
to the enemy
that we become animal again..

a date
in her home
She was so beautiful
I undressed her
She switched off light
to wear night...

Men always fail
in confessing love
why
When he sees his girl
Fear comes first
then love..

Men lacks animals
features like claws and teeth
during fight
he created weapon
he invented swords to fight close
then spear little distance
then a Gun to hit little far off
then Jet to drop from above
Finally, Missiles
hide from yours and ****
far off
the invention of weapon
was proportionate to
cowardness..

a sage and few disciples
entering the town
a disciple has a doubt
asked, "where civilisation starts?"
Sage, "please wait.."
A few hundred yards
there was crowd waiting
to receive them
Suddenly, that disciple shouted
someone stolen my malas
Sage, "Right here, you have the
answer.."

an experience
of my sister presence
she came with her
new born child
It's winter and
raining..
She slept deeply
next to her child
Continues thunder outside
inspite of heavy sound
She slept without any
disturbance
but
her child made a small move
she got up to nourish him
what kind of sensitive
it is....

Love
Your absence
in the presence

Anger
Your presence
in the presence

Debts
Your absence
in the absence

Death
Your presence
in the absence

husband
his presence
was always absence

Wife
her absence
was always presence

Parents
their absence
was not absence

Guest
their presence
was not presence

Retirement
our presence
was really absence

We are lovebirds
in this life
we are caught and
to be sold..
There was only two pairs
of birds in our cage
the ****** shopowner
an idiot
he sold my girlfriend
and a male from other pair
and injecting
Affairs into ours life...

She was so gorgeous
wanted to meet her eyes
a reason of loving
So, I can cry for her
like the Sky
which has a reason
called monsoon...

Woman
Cry
was like
beating the drum
it's leaves our ears
but
pain our eyes..

Cuckoo
singing was a cry
in want of
a mate...

her body
haunts me
on my lonely nights
an unbearable hound
went to *** Doctor
gave a prescription
to read and take
when in pain...
That night
Pain came and
I opened the prescription
it's says
"Go and eject her"
After
a comfort
Same pain, Same action..

her writing
on my page
are like her lips
painted all over
I love to kiss her
Can't find her lips
only marks...
a dream
could see
her radiating lips
a joy
she allowed me to taste
could feel her body
allowing me
to push in few times
her temple welcomed me
to offer my praying
a burst
got up but
It's not a just dream
I saw the evidence in me...

when you
truly love a person
language stops
but
your eyes
your gesture
you shyness
Wow!!
where it goes after marriage??

Comes
a new year!!
want of calendar
to foresee
the movement of time
day, week, month….
we plan ahead
to invite disappoint
especially
reducing weight
increase our earning
expecting good neighbor
everything
goes as per...
If you are not checking.

am
just going out..
for a walk
a thunder
two clouds clashing
was more like
someone clapping from
the sky to
caution me
take your Umbrella..

In
office meeting
our manager walked in
with the borrowed
knowledge
throw that dust
into our eyes
before
we clear ourself
the meeting got over...

Water are ******
sent to overhead tank
called Clouds
and
to flow through
the shower as
Rains!!
an analogy taken
for conducting
school exams...

A hatred concept

You never going have the
Parents
You want

You never going to get the
School
You want

You never going to get the
Girlfriend
You want

You never going to get the
Job
You want

You never going to get the
Wife
You want

You never going to live the
Life
You want

You never going to feel the
happiness
You want

You never
You never
You never

Then
why we all worry
about the next life
as human..

Night
In our colony
power went off
everybody
admiring the Moon..

Finally
You leave you
to the death..

a small difference
Whether
you die to death
or
you death to die..

Sometimes
you become sick
your life stops
and head moves back
to chew the past...

Live like
"Today is the last day
of your life.."
If you do
then in few day
You die by over doing
everything....

Only time
we walk backwards
hearing
the possibility of
our death..

Why we call
Earth as mother?
I have seen small children
run in bare foot
in the park though
small stones never hurts them
but I struggled..
Is earth as mother
protects
her children with an invisible
layer of carpet..

If it happens
to walk through the graveyard
Carry a mirror
When you encounter a ghost
show the mirror
by seeing them
in horror
they fly off...

Fear is feminine
Why
In fear
A feel of delivery
in front as well as
back..

During fear,
Can feel the wings
on my heel..

Our
Soul watches the body cry
for Mommy
to get back in her womb..

painted
my book shelf
to decorate my knowledge..

I see women's
producing shapeless lumps
a feel
Is they lose
interest in their life!
or she was ignored by
family for whom she lives?
Or finally
whether
She think her family most
and become unconscious
about her body??

Everytime
I hate someone
he never lives outer
he lives inner
that kind of character
lives in me too
But
I chained them in
my subconscious prison
When I see them in other
a fear
Whether
they escaped and come
to my conscious...

Religion
was nothing
But
an Unconscious Web..

Every
Door of an house
protect ideology of the family
If no door
we all live like a group
our thinking drop below
the normal level
it's more like an animal
Groups bring convenient
of
No morals
No fear and
No responsibility..

Death and
Dream
has similar experience
somethings goes on
outside our body
can feel the emotion
But
never affect the Real..

A divine love
means
Misunderstood love

First comes Myth period
It starts both of them
want to be partner
in next few life..

Then comes
Enlightenment Period
after few years
they feel different partner
in next life

and
Comes Confusion Period
Can't bear on this life
they fight everyday
So, at least one take a decision
to move of present life....

Finally, Bliss period
If both are dumb
there comes the Government
to help them with divorce..

We tend to believe in
Why!
sometimes
we die inside
when our love leaves us
and collapse
After
a period of time
We may approach another love
for another same fate...
It continues...

In Bed
One woman and two man
is crowd
One man and two woman
is divine..

Too much of freedom
is boring
See
You are alone
Full of freedom
You get married
a bit occupied
You have children
you better occupied
you move to town
You litter better
You move to city
you more more occupied
You join in Rotrary club
you almost occupied
You finally joined Politics
you whole freedom lost
It happens
the whole process of civilisation
to escape from free
but like innocent
we search freedom....

Others failure,
bring happiness to us
why?
Suddenly
You feel
they are below you!!

When am alone
I wanted to call my friend
why?
then, I decided to listen
to my mind
Especially, about my loneliness
I run the whole episode
of her relationship
I wanted....
but
I strangely discovered
my words and my reaction
never coincided
I slowly aware that I loved aloneness to relationship
this how we fool ourselves
for want of relationship but
actually push other
outside our boundaries
unknowingly..

a woman
who was nourished
by her rich father
may look strange
in married life Coz
her love for husband
will be to the extent of
reproduction only...

Father
nourishes his inner
woman
while pampering her
daughter..

She was our old neighbor
everytime
she displayed her masculine
She was nothing
but her father...

a misunderstood word
we never dominate
they only fail to rebel..

Want to know
the cause of
unhappiness?
Read few hundred books
but in one book
a wise woman says,
Unhappiness comes from
the same source of happiness
that is from your spouse!!

Every night
I was put myself
in bed
But in dream
I travelled a lot
Sometime themes like
love
lost
horror
disappointment...
But came back
am
Safe in bed
Now
this is the analogy
behind making films
Theatre is your bed
movies are dreams...

Parent took me
in Govt bus
to temple
to have faith
a few month later
I sleep in bus
while travelling
an understanding
my faith started flourishing
from the driver...