Human has hidden prayer
to become immortal
God never agree coz
it makes human useless...

She spread flat
like a paper
his pen begin to
show the art of drafting
skill on her
meanwhile
his ink filling her to
give the body of letter..

She removed her tops
came near to him
and said, "Now, you can
eat my apple and have
them too!!"

a temple
forced to stay
inside religion..

a
date with her
in my home
lit a candle on dinner table

In
search of
Meaning of life
Understood
Search and
Continue your search
was the meaning..

he
escaped
from his own life..

Went
into the woods
to abandon myself.

When
husband said,
"These are rule to follow.."
Wife replied
"Oh, then
these are your angers.."

She
came to his life
as a better half
few years later
She became bitter half
Now
he wants freedom
to get rid of her
But
a confusion
He doesn't know
which half he is..

people goes in
single
come back to see
their double

My friend took me to Casino
he changed his few thousands
into tokens and started playing..
An awesome feel of anticipation
finally, he lost his entire money..
Then came home and to feel
Nostalgic we played old game
called Monopoly as the game
progress we lost entire money
to the single player to his brother and decided
to walk for few kilometre
a posh locality adjoining
A slum full of poor people and
they are poor for few decades
and came back and understood
Our structure of society has
Undefinable flaw...
Coz looking the process
of life
money tent to accumulate
to certain section of people
In casino, you can't beat the house
In Monopoly, money accumulate to one player
In life, 20 percent of the people
hold 80 percent of wealth
a myth of society cannot
by cured by policies...

it's all reverse
here
a tree dies and
buried as seed..

a
misunderstanding
I went
near to her
and sat down..

She moved too close
kissed my cheek
with her soft lips
a hunger in me
felt like a baby
for a change
a milk like substance
came out of me...

We are gazing each other
in book store
few words exchanged
just to hang the silence
filled our container with words
to move away and dream..

If
her thoughts
exceed my memory
I sleep
**** on my bed..

her
foot print
on my sand..

We separated
by distance of
Illusion
She cried,
I was her tomorrow
never comes..

She looked beautiful
Something filling in me
an wholeness
Walking inside the park
At one junction
suddenly
She called me
and hugged me tightly
I felt a kind of wholeness
She relieved me, the wholeness
Continued...
the date was over
Walking towards my car
can feel the wholeness
Nothing more or less
a dream
I sat before my tea cup
I filled
She filled
Everybody filling
the tea never overflowed
the content remain the same
suddenly
A wise man sat in front of
asked, "why your cup empty?"
I looked into my cup
a bottomless
an abyss
Got up
Emptiness means wholeness
you can fill the emptiness
unlimited with love..

She was a
White Queen
am a black poet
She summoned me
to be her poet
I wrote about her
her meaning of action
slowly
my writing gone dry
Explained her unless
I see her complete ****..
She agreed
Spread her legs
to take note of her beauty
She asked, why you staring
so long..,
Your excellency, there is a
big hole in your kingdom
Queen out of fear,
She ordered, please fill it..
Me, yess your excellency..

it took
long time to understand
the God is within me
the bliss is...
he was all along with me
he too search him with me!!

She write
poetry
to escape
from
the cage of life..

predator
the eagle
pick the snakes
and aloft
in the sky
a pessimist see and
pity the snake
but an optimist
admire and say
the snake too fly..

Morning
sitting on the garden chair
Newspaper on hand
More news about theft
and loots
Why?
This always happens
Coz of growth of Civilisation
It has the root of the past
and it includes people
Some portion of the people
may not able to compete
with fast growing society
So
will turn into tyranny
When
they see rich people
an envy
they believe in looting them
to bring them back
to the level of the past
an anger
the loots is
just an expression
of their inner grief...

Walking
walking down the road
entered the park
sat on the bench
thinking
a thought,
why so many
novels and poems
on sorrows
an understanding
In sorrows we connect to
consciousness but in
happiness very rare
why
happiness is shallow
not deeply rooted like pain
We miss happiness
But remember pain
photography born out of happiness to catch the occasion
to believe that we are happy
on that time
It's same as
Even men...
when they do ***
want of light Coz
to capture by eyes to believe
the happiness they had been
during...
happiness needs proof
Sorrows doesn't
Its penetrate deep inside
it triggers our conscious
you never miss like
an enemy
finally
You aware sorrows
but not happiness..

why I saw her now?
why I haven't seen her before?
why God played a trick her
to born in neighboring state?
why age was invented?
why don't nature hide  
our age like thoughts?
why I love her and
want to marry her?
Oh!!
why she was too young
can't leave as widow?
why our permutation and combination of birth was not in our hand?
God
Let allow me to born along with
her and the same thoughts
to follow next time!!

woman beauty is
in her ****
but
they fake it with dress..

She lives in my heart
and radiates like a Sun
made wings out of Wax
and flew inside...

an awareness
of
real meaning of guest..

Want of some milk
knock
knock
my neighbour flat
she came from her bath
wrapped with towel
I asked, "you have milk?"
she replied, "Scoundrel"
banged her door...

She was next to him
****
like a statue
he ran his fingers
to touch hers
soft twins
could feel a hard in him
and she house his hardness
to bring soft..

an app
becoming
a virus..

Am
reading a old war novel
the enemy captured
the neighboring state
and pushing
peoples out of their houses
to loot their belongings
it continues till now
in farms
Pushing hen out
to take their eggs...

waiting for her
in the bus stand
she was coming
Suddenly
her male colleagues
offering lift in his car
By seeing this
an
Agony
like a bird
jumping and flying
inside my cage...

my depression
because of her
I stayed in my room
as sick
was more like
a plane which wounded
by his lovebird and
crashed in the desert.

She stop talking to me
the more i approach
the more she withdraw
I remember now
I stop seeing the moon
for a month
like
I avoid seeing dad eyes
during my conversation..

Love is strange
the farther
I go from her
closer the love is
and then
closer with her
the love look farther...

I was in love
with her
she was always
a mystery to me
but
I continue to love her
without violating or
destroying it..

The secret is
most sacred
why?
till today
the world still hold the
secret of the person name
who invented the secret..

knock, knock
opened the door
a courier
received and opened
a plain sheet
with few drop of inks!!
Got up
asked everyone
Mom said,
It says, "it's leaking, change to new pen..
Dad said,
It says, "Save some, don't waste
entire earnings."
Friend said,
It says, "don't be dumb, speak"
Teacher said,
It says, "you're still thinking, write"
Girlfriend said,
It says, " why you spilled on paper, spill inside her.."

In a party
am gazing her
came home
Slept naked
inside my night dress
to dream her...

After
20 years
am entering my village
for an unavoidable function
the beauty was
the more am walking
inside my village
the more my memories
walking backwards!
an awesome moment...

a seed
goes inside
come out with makeup

to become
Sage
Drop your
Desire
Ego
Possession...
It's not easy to drop
Coz
Whatever you practiced
will be in your subconscious mind
can pop up anytime
So
If you closely watch the Sages
They disappear behind
the Mountains
Hence
There is no opportunity to
practice these..
One fine day
Ego, desire....
will drop him
and
Not the other way..

Some rejection
hurts
you group yourself
together
to prove they are wrong
Even
if
You proved it...
But Still
You are wrong Coz
Before
you looked like failure
You got rejected

Now
the situation differ
After achieving that
You have proved
they are wrong and
You think you are Right
But again
You are wrong
Coz
They rejected your past
but not your present!!

Painter
never
sees the canvas
plain or empty
but
he sees a hole
where
he can fill paints..

a wise man
brought
few slaves
to the rooftop
to sleep flat
to look
up
at least
Once in their life time..

When questioned
Why you get irritated
Coz
You know very well
that
she know the answer..

a date
she touched my finger
am staring her eyes
an emptiness
then
came marriage expenses
a real emptiness..