I want you to be
My last dance
My last kiss
My last chance
My last wish
My last love
My last laugh
My last hug
My last half
My last start
My last end
My last heart
My last mend
My last day
My last night
My last way
My last right
My last

Being;
In pursuit of happiness,
Or some semblance of it.

Hurting;
From the pain and sadness,
But I am trying to cope with it.

Running;
Away from the darkness,
And any thought of it.

Searching;
For that slice of goodness,
Or just a fraction of it.

I have fallen for you
and to tell you the truth
it is not the first time that love has charmed me
unlike before, I'll try my best work things out with you
just say "yes" once and I'll come running towards you and bring nothing but peace for you
even if you don't say 'yes' I'll keep on making you smile
because you are the reason that my face still has something to smile about,
unlike others, I'm not loud
but my poems tell my heart's tale, so don't have any doubt
and take a leap of faith and be together till the end.

I don’t want to be a princess.
I prefer to be a wall
or a shoulder
that some one can lean on
I don’t want to be spoiled
I want to
fight
Get dirt on my clothes
Clean them
search more
fail more
know more
see everything
Try everything
I want to share the road
With some one
Running not carried
I want to look behind
And see MY footprints.

I cried into the darkness,
Tears dripping on notebook paper,
My reasoning scribbled between calculus,
Roommate snoozing as the clock blinked 1:00.
I pulled myself wearily into bed,
Empty Gatorade and pill bottles littered the floor.
I had not realized
Until after I swallowed
I didn't want to die
Anymore.