My caretaker mumbled, "I'll make sure you have bliss".
And for God sake why?
When I'm leaving a ****!
Muttering back to her, "no one else cares".
Followed by that vacant stare.
As her hand reached out.
To touch my heart.
I felt the only thing to do.
Was answer with a ****.

Just see for yourself! It's amazing
How can it be? Just how he can see
Only we are supposed to observe,
listen, learn while sharing within
Corresponding seemed absurd
So let's now savor this blessing
He is one to fear then love follows
Truely special who may be the one
We'll gather each eve at windowsill
Once welcomed we slip right on in
Transfer essences, sing night long
Till Dawn must send us shuffling
With that speedy flight along
More of us eagerly gather at night
Always in search we love the right
Must gaurd him, hide from depths
Our being present can jeopardize
This amazing crossing him over
Tis already begun, oh! that speed
One day soon while still in skin
He will map energies eternal song
Eventually singing our souls free
Yet beauty of song stays with he

Reaching into outer spaces
Twisted forms of time laid out
Do we fall in unreal places?
Identity twists the answering spout
Locked up, left out our minds ever racing
Chasing the Ones chewing the few
No breach in sight a new knots beginning
As with our hope, a simple adieu

Tickle me
Into subconscious frenzy
Then glide along my
Charged surface
Where I'll guide your way
Along each changing tide
Which becomes me

All children gather energy from the Sacred Tree
Mighty Ceiba your limbs safely cradle the world
So grateful Mother Earth brought
this to be
Wether fireflies flutter as we
dance round
Or mischievous fairies fancy
spontaneity
True instruments are we emitting
pure sound
Offering thanks as our feet stomp
the ground

Something is in the air
Ever escaping, never clear
Neither positive or negative
No direction just there
Pure, everlasting and aware
Oh! Sweet smell of ambiguity
Flowing free and effervescent
Trying to unclench now to be
Yet in trying I'll never measure
For there are no weights
So finally not wanting to see
That enticingly sweet smell
Chooses now to encompass me

Grey naked in sand.
Fears rear up again.
Second glance stand.
Eyes shuffle inside.
Free emotional landslide.
Can in dark be realized.

Guess I'm already there
It wasn't forced upon me
Still you wonder and stare
Don't care if you believe
Asking how it feels in here
My soul response to this is
Simply reach in if you dare
If not go find a *** to ****
You'll find that simple fare
What draws me back to this
My reply is back from where
So fond of this profoundness
Once again goes another stare
Do we keep striking matches
Till the wee hours of the night
Or play with Celestial cherubs
Swayingl gently toward light

What are you supposed to do with it?
Just let it smoulder or burn out?
All I've got to say! Is that I'm out!

You made me bend a page
And now how shall I
Just how shall I fault you?
I'll let you gather enough foam
To lather thy senses
For you see tis not
Yes tis not a simple one
Just look above and see
Wil I dry your ***?
Or you dry thee?
Game is on!

They're the brightness
That only shallow eyes
Will feel relief
Grasp and caress
Then ponder
Everyone else's
Wrongness and supposed misgivings
Take a swipe!
I'll flatten you
Don't  "F" with me!

Look to the Sky
And see those Clouds
Doing a High Five
Just for You!

You used to be the harbinger of disdain
I thank you deeply for unfurling my blemishes to all
Apprehension followed me around every bend
Doubting my own moral ambiguity
At war with all around
Now pushing to break me down
Persistence shall be my armor my confidant
Never become a token on that vile board
How cynical as the blemishes evaporate
I am no longer an ingrate

Where did I know you?
That familiarity baffles!
I hold a strong pen
In my trembling hand
And yet to try to understand
These words trying to convey
Maybe it's your gift to befuddle
Or simply grab a glance away
I've heard about you, you know
Just don't look! Look other way

There was that day
All hands were held
Anticipation in air
Then as we gathered
Closer without a peep
The magic thus began
Now your in front of us
A small soul in two hands
Will never forget emotions
Those surrounding us all
Not one word to describe
Guess we'll call her Bobbie
And all agreed with a tear

Your rambling on seems just that to minds twisted so tight.
Suffocating their sight for sweet melody of the real.

Dancing blindly tiptoeing through the luminescent moonlight
A star catches your eyes bewilderment ensues
Flutters and shakes awaken your senses
Smells of florals and pine tickle your nose
Your feet crunch upon deadening leaves
And suddenly you feel that sweet calming whisper
Nature calls you beckons you to that tiny stream
And your toes bask in true purity
It's only you and your sublime happiness
What else do you need?

The polarity between the joyous nature that I've fervently longed to touch and the crushing anguish that blocks all bliss is much too great and hollow as such.

The task of vanguishing the monster ***** is ultimately not a haughty switch but rather a soul *******, yet worthy gap to take with this harsh adversary.

Due to the observations that matters are never easy or subtle affairs Ah! But the **** and sweet benefits of this needed liberation thats hit.

Because, while the feeling, much further can't be pinpointed on scales of emotions it most definitely leans in favor of refreshing happiness which functions.

Very few of life's joys and treats that  money, health, renown can top the relief of shimmering hope- I'm in disbelief! It can be compared to a young bird's home.

Like where you are off to you see
Just the right place for one to be

If there had only been ample notice
You would have with you a novice

For now tis a simple wait it be
Ever patiently under nearby tree

Upon return many blank pages
Will soak in ink from many ages

So athirst for a new awareness
Simply turn please don't digress

Even gone you have been with me
Whole time both sitting under tree

Can you tell me your secret?  When can I tell you mine? Who decides?  Which daemon resides when you are that chosen vessel and can not speak.  While it watches you and attempts to play.  Was I there for you or simply that pawn to ******.  Do it and I dare not taunt.

Shadow people, Cherubs equipped with lethal arrows
Distinct wing flapping sent from below
Shot over 3,800 times to no avail
One alive communicates with those transcending
Purgatory equals complex word syncopation
Frequent visits with fingertips energy transference
Lost precious trapped in mirror, sad!
Cats play and sing jive, especially the one hanging from curtain rod
Throws out "**** ya ***" every other verse
Call him upon it and low baritone purrs
aplogies
Confusion bubble pop? Fathom now or just wait
Ha! Ha! La! La! Rah! Rah! Rah!
Later

I like that ****-a-doodle
Doo me in the morning
Need that Rise and Shine
Special light in my eyes
I'd like it over easy
But only if you pleasie
No need a pulsing shower
I'm already wet you silly
Or a new connect the dots
Cause you hit the right spot
A new bedtime story's due
I'll read it without you too

Our inner demons shout out
As we dance inside
A prelude to inner harmony
Or a doorway of unknowing
Imagine where we are
Can You?
Does uncertainty gather strength?
Or merely security
One and the same
Not so, not strength gathers
Security hinders

Vain attempts
Allow the hiccups
Memory fancies

Where'd ya go baby?ok! I see.
Just pacing along. At what point
Shall we hear that song?
For you're smooth and sly yet graceful
Till you bite on down and slurp around
That sound we been awaiting for
Tis coming around
Come on get ya one we missed the last one
Not now maybe later. Says who? Baby blue

My tears will always remain the same
I pray to God that one day
I'll forget your name
The road we traveled there still here
Every time I think of you...still
Brings back those lonsome tears
For I miss you day and all of night
I'll see you soon, my soon to be bride

Sometimes you think everyone sees
But...you are the one who truely does
Blind or not we see
Or do we capsize the viel?
To undertake till our souls prevail
Relinquishing no fear or thought
What matters?
When your not taught

Empty box
Raised right hand
Lopped

Always that time when that simple gesture opens your heart
To that abundant smile melting you
From the very start
Can I experience another moment
Of what heaven blessed you for
For what? To call me a nut and sit back
And totally make me laugh!

Their song
Never ceases
For if it did
Thus would we
Constant ebbing
Never retracing
Tireless abandon
Without falter
Singing for us
To live for them
We are their hope
They once were we
Now seeking flight
And they our hope
Voices we'll soon be
Continuing the plight

If you wannabe
Your *** will be knocked right oughta that tree
Dont you believe in me?
We'll see what shall be
Cause mama raised no wannabe!

Your laughter an immense surprise
Bedaggles my senses bringing light
Long lost light now in my eyes
Was that intentional as you blink
I beg no forgiveness as I think
Like a moth, a light, a life
You only have one to share
Shall we venture to care
Where to go and when to know
If that sudden urge approaches
Just laugh out loud my dear

I was then lured in by their seduction my intentions drawing me further to learn more of this you see
Masquerading it in the Guise of a dream with slow caresses bringing me to a height I'd never been
As my lips parted I was slow in the head by taking the drag I suddenly felt different and heard "we are in!"
Procrastination is their quill as they scrutinize and ridicule the pages of what I live they likewise feel
I need to break free from my Iron Maiden dipping the quill in my blood to write them back to their cell

Ain't no reason our road will stop
We know how to roll together
We'll make that craddle rock
It's as easy as insanity can be
Two of us together make history

Good writes
Neither wrong nor right
Seep to seize reaction

Maybe it's to late
To start.
Surely I haven't
Lost my angle.
Yet here I sit,
Doubting.
I'm in fact escaping.
Using this dumb
*** pen.
To leave my mark.

Deep inside we dig
Ah! A wallah! wallah!
Different cultures
Thoughts abound
A simple sound reprises
So now we meet again laughing
Aloud...aloud I praise that moment
When we shout out!
Hey! I know you and you I
Let's fancy a stroll or simply be simple
Hugs are amazing! Just like love
Manners and farting not so well
And if you decipher them
My love goes to you

Guess I'm already there
It wasn't forced upon me
Still you wonder and stare
Don't care if you believe
Asking how it feels in here
My only response to this is
Simply reach in if you dare
If not go find a *** to ****
You'll find that simple fare
What draws me back to this
My reply is back from where
So fond of this profoundness
Once again goes another stare
Do we keep striking matches
Till the wee hours of the night
Or play with celestial cherubs
Swaying us gently toward light

You do me wrong once
That's my fault
Do me wrong twice
That's because
I got a soft heart
Do me wrong three times
You gotta go
Even though I can look
Look into your eyes
And see Heaven
Right now your putting me through
Yet right into hell
Through tick and thin
Always had your side
I'm just thinking
Bout those beautiful eyes
But the time has come
For me to walk away
Love Always...Yours!

It was real, so very so
While waiting to be seen
A glance from faceless one
That alien enthralled by me
Still attempting any features
Leaned closer for hope to see
Like looking into black hole
The darkness drew me closer
So mesmerized didn't notice
Elongated fingers gently so
Caressing , transference, life
Understand now two shall be
Her partner all observant
Also soaking in our ways
Then the man sees and barks
Barks out that cruel command
To take her away to gate 17
Fear kicks in, she'll not be seen
Chances of further growth
Sliced permanently away
A sad cry rocks her to and fro
Her mate rocks heads together
For their final embrace
Being dragged now to oblivion
Enraged I fight their methods
Last thing I did accomplish
Nothing at all if that counts
Cruel social needles pierce me
Taking my mind to wastelands
Strapped and wakeless I am
The man gleems upon my shell
I'm now part of gate 17

My quill runs dry
I have nothing and everything to say

No leash to tame me only words do I say
Don't look into my future
I've not looked into yours
I can be a follower
If I follow the right tribe
Even then just cast me out
Survival dares a chance
I do wish to gamble
Light footed and mean at heart
Some day you shall know
Whose pulse you left behind

I quite don't know that meaning
When I glance upon that smile
Where can I can care to slide
For I don't know where to slide
As my life ink runs out
Now don't no how to spell
Yet, does it really matter?
Or just a spell imposed?
To become that imposter
A masquerade or best friend
Whose to say, to go or know
Now it's just all gibberish
Can you find that meaning?

Not quite sure where to go  now, as almost all tumbles entraping me
I will break through the mold of yesterday's utter deceipt
Chance a token, drawn from the pocket
Where miserey never gives receipt

She told me to just let go
When I asked what was meant
There came an ehhh, I dunno

So many wars inside, twice upon the rise
While they're preying upon another
Trying to feast upon that pride

Let's see the real you once there in those blues
Just let go their multiple guises
Then the world will see you true

Sense is senseless for those who grasp nonsense.

Crowding before the Stranger
To relish
Each explicit masquerade of emotions
In the course
Of ones Lifetime
Or another
Passing of the Changer

Only muddled worries of me,
prevent your ability to be.

Are we truely touching?
That void where nonsense
truly knows
Still grasping
Just don't ask
Silly me!
Just don't ask
Can you hear?
Can you feel?
Even smell?
Tap those planes?
Yes, seems apart
Yet your in front
I see through dark
Go ahead and fly
For your curfew
Does draw near
Don't want you to
totally vanish
From my soul's
Lost energy

Can you tell me a secret?
Or can I tell you?
Who decides?
What deamons deside
When your the chosen vessel
And cannot speak
While it watches you
And attempts to play
Nat thought!
Was I there for you?
Or simply that pawn?
To ******?
Do it! I dare you!