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John B Aug 2011
There was a time when seeing you made rainy days seem fond

But now I never feel that way I guess its kind of odd

How fast a burning passion can be reduced to soot and pond

when the one you loved ***** every guy you know and than looks down on you like a sick dog when she finds out from your best friend you had considered buying her a ring if **** ever got real

I can think of no one I would like to un-**** more than you and I have never lost so much faith in humanity because of one persons actions before today
I recited this peace 2/10/15, If you wanted to hear it the way I do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyezNgrBRPM#t=40
John B Mar 2011
sun rise sun set
why try don't fret
no love just ***
cupid cant spell sovos yet
[D]
John B Oct 2014
[D]
**** depressed due doubts dance dutifuly

demented dawn deludes detriments

dinning during daunting dissidents

deemed disinterested daft dumb dreamer

don't **** demigods digesting disambiguations

digging down destroying discourses

dally daily doomed deranged

dragged damaged dusted  

damp dark determined

dexedrine dagger

darts denting

dudes don't

do

D
dexedrine kills, do drugs not pharmaceuticals.

also make your own if at all possible if not know well your source, chemical analysis is cheep and often discreet if you look for it, people have been using gc-ms for **** sense the Berkly's 420 civil disobedience meetings around the west circle fountain, come to think of it you can get a gas chromatographic mass spectrometer that does most of the work for you at the cost of a new car, if you had considered getting into the business yourself. otherwise 40-80 and a sample obviously gets used, wonder what you would find out about a pharmaceutical.

"this lithium carbonate is 70% cardamom! that cant be right!"

ah brain its a good thing I'm here to keep you in check, cardamom, of all things....
John B Sep 2014
quantum scale manipulations

in the vibration we call form

with the words of power cosmic

from the realm of constant storms

thulcandra leaves me wanting

I can fix it, as ive sworn

tho today my motivations

sadly lack corporal scorn
John B Jul 2019
Dastardly diehard downs dark draft
Ardent adventurers admire affectionately
Solemnly sure something serious stirs
Here handling hunger and homesickness
Ideally in ignoble inns
Not noble nor negligible
Gently grinning ****** gaucho gotcha
John B Nov 2017
Grapes are good but wine is better

The older your wine more wet it'll get her

The longer she's wet the more she will need

The longer you are the more she will plead

The bigger it is the more it will please

If she asks for seconds then more you should bring

Now aren't you thankful you learned good cooking
John B Feb 2015
******* emotional

Crying along

Somewhat remember the words to the song

Tears like a bonfire

Hot on my face

I feel out in longing for any embrace

My old friend death sits his hand still out stretched

But then his daughters eyes with tears mine do catch

And the emptiness inside me

Recognizes a perfect match

And I apologize again I guess I have to take it back

Ill wait here for her the wind at my back

And hope we both keep living on until I have her back

But its painful so someone please take up the slack

Before it all comes down the straw that broke the camels back
John B Dec 2015
Wake up in a layer of sweat

Pop the lock

Chill my brains

Have a stretch

Free the beast

Have a peace

Smoke a peace And feast

Apply grease

Release

Until sleep

Repeat
Kinda boring.
John B Apr 2013
Beyond measure, the value I place in you're smile.

It lies heavy, the distance we grown this past while.

You might say I'm hung up on you.

That's okay I say it too.

The only difference is I don't say it to you.

But its true

Even after all the awkward times we've had in the past.

I would still take on your burdens if you were within my grasp.
John B Dec 2011
a bargain at any price death at a young age

never to pay for the quarrels of youth

perhaps you may reference fine wine at this point

but your parentage offerers my sooth
DIp
John B Jan 2011
DIp
Like a storm

Lost forlorn

Crying in the night

Like a seer

More then fear

Cut from mortal sight

In a dream

I see her screaming

Taking her own life

Nightmare waking

Unlifelike shaking

Coldest afterlife
.......a hell of a drug
John B Nov 2014
I hear the pace of modern rime

I guess its not the best but fine

My mind recants archaic verse

The question chimes death or rebirth?
To let it flow like sands of time,
or puzzle on with iron mind

Is it magic wanted here,
or will the science draw men near

Its not like ether has a better viewer response then the other...
John B Sep 2015
Sore from head to toe

I can't take one more blow

Another pin shot through my heart

This love is out of control
John B May 2016
I never told you to forgo skill for luck

Simply not to forgo luck for skill
John B Jan 2016
Not sure what I'm doing today

Got money in my pocket

Probably throw it away

It's all the money I've got

That gnaws at my brain

But the stern compulsion remains the same
Easy go, easy come, a posteriori, so don't be dumb.
John B Dec 2014
So spun by sedition you dig in your heals

With the soldier boys marching on old NFFHC meals

You prance as you plunder and we dance as you fumble

With your hands in the cookie jar

Your maze too short you mumble

"Let them eat cake?"

Never to date, too little too late...
NFFHC is an acronym
"not fit for human consumption"
A tag often found on mess hall cans
Pronounced [nif-hick] for my purposes...
John B Dec 2010
a girl walked up and asked my name

I told here I was Sovos

and I asked here why she came

she told me of a dream that

she has had the other night

and how a man that looked like me

had showed her the time of her life

I tried to say its nothing

but my goose bumps note the strain

as the same dream deeply burns

in the backside of my brain

she reaches for my hand

and I meet her with the same

we tumbled to the ground

and made sweet love under rain

in no time back at my place

unaware of what's at stake

entwined so hard the gods themselves

are steadfast in our wake

as Luna lay to sunrise

amber waves shine on her face

and every sin within me runs coward by her grace

she kiss's my head softly yet I feel iv been displaced

awake no longer dreaming still at home I am at gape

to see no one around me just my cat and my estate

so ill lay here ever wanting for the girl that makes me wait
recurring dream
John B Oct 2015
Consecutive concurrences countermand consciousness

Rigorous rigmaroles retrofit repertoire

Imbeciles indoctrinate ignorant individuals

Meanwhile melancholy's making moves

Entities entering earth envelope empties easier
otherwise unlimited potential converted into cheep labor, just like that.
[E]
John B Oct 2015
[E]
Echoes engraved eternally

Every entity enumerated

Ensures eaches eggs engross even easier

Eventually encoding exact ends

Emerging exceptions erode

Ego emptied

  Education excised

Evermore erased

Entropy's expiry
Lets not have that.
John B Dec 2017
Grape seeds stacked

Like rounded things shouldn't be

Slightly cracked

In ways you can't unsee

Plans for Vineyards

Cider from trees

Gathering dust

Becoming debris
I miss you
John B Jan 2019
Double point of the human spirit

Without the strength to live

Without the strength to die
John B Nov 2014
media says you

obey the new curfew

the men in black suits

drooped there blues just to hit you

oath breakers lament at the days of justice

glad that there gone, joyous warrior busts sit

in place of the ten in court houses and school pits

correctional facilities a mural of magnanimity

fasad removed infirmary's

making monsters of men once just true to peace

that's why I must say don't just police the police

put in brief question everything

even the words I'm saying

if all this **** hits

any resistance will be terrorism

any act will be justifiable in the name of containment

and no injustice

no matter how grievous

will need anything more to be welcomed

as the flag "to stop the Ebola"

50% chance of death to all infected

100% chance to rule the world

1% chance to have a peace of the pie

99% chance to die
with plasma donation at an all time high it seems that Ebola may have been the plain all along, it explains a lot, fema coffins and quiet African occupations, the line across the middle east
(that is Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran, Iraq, Syria Libya)

also fema coffins, the story they handed out for this is so flooded that you can't look into it without someone saying its just a grave liner and wile the picture they hand out looks similar its not the same thing

http://www.scribd.com/doc/17690179/Multi-Functional-Cremation-Container-For

notice the lack of latches

https://www.metabunk.org/threads/debunked-fema-coffins-plastic-grave-liners.904/

now the vantage corp coffin vaults above see how they look with the nice rounded top and latches, they need the latches to keep water out.

https://www.metabunk.org/data/MetaMirrorCache/contrailscience.com_skitch_skitched_20130312_170814.jpg

notice it looks like the patent not the venture corp product and again no latches, so what is vantage corp?

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread321952/pg20

also vantage does not sell anything that looks even closer to the fema bins see for your selfs...

http://www.vantageproducts.com/index.html

unless you expect me to believe they payed extra for custom bins that wouldn't do the job intended that just so happen to look just like a corpse bin some broke folk were petting at next to nothing, I'm not saying its Ebola I'm saying if I was black hand, big brother whatever, id be praying for an outbreak to take the pressure off me, an outbreak can be engineered and all actions point to this, how do you contain Ebola? you lock down the sick and burn the bodies, with all the tubs solvent would work just as well and every camp would only need a few bins solvent to be acquired locally,  kinda kills my idea of looking at fema for a solvent buy, maybe CDC now and I cant help but think its all too obvious, like Nigeria Niger #bringbackourgirls how hard is it to link Boko Haram to 1% funding...

don't get up ill do it.

according to Kimeng Hilton Ndukong

(This followed the recent arrest of key members of the sect and appointment of a new police chief in Nigeria.)

"Nigerian agents appear to have made a major discovery in their investigations into the sources of funding of the Boko Haram Islamic sect. According to the Nigerian Tribune newspaper, the State Security Service (SSS) and its local and international counterparts have now traced the group's sources of funding to some Al-Qaeda-linked organisations in the Middle East."

well that was fast, we all know who funded them *******...

in case there is some question to that point

http://www.securityassistance.org/
John B May 2016
I pay my rent on time

I put up with incompetence

I get this all the time

I guess I should be used to it

It puts me out of my mind

Invaders come to scrutinize

The quality of care

I've paid to castle fair

What Lord won't hold a feast

But host an inspector?

Never in kind
I've been here for a few years and you build the place with cardboard, you have a ******* problem with anything? seriously **** with me right now, I could accidentally **** you with a flaccid **** twitch I'm so on edge.
John B Jan 2016
Silly little Sally

Sings like fresh sriracha

With a zest for life

Her sour life is savored

Defensive acid

Spice

Adds flavor
"I don't like sour drinks."
Naota Nandaba
John B Sep 2015
Deft left thefts with the right in flight

got your eyes jumping round on my gestural slights

with your mind thinking fast on the words in your ear

the shelf you were stocking was not magically cleared
No fear
John B Jan 2016
I don't want to be awake

The sky alone too much to take

I do not want to see the clouds

Their fluffy white too heavy now

I do not want to be alive

Maybe soon I'll take a dive
As if I'd ever be broken enough to fall in this joke of an arena
John B Feb 2015
Wake up half past midnight

Dreams of war still on my mind

Sleep in place of thinking fore mind rotten over by passing pains

Blood in sink from vomiting bile and acid

Stained red from holes bored deep in my chest

Smoke my self stupid and go back to bed

Cold crying alone reaching out for whats left

But whats left?

Memory of a time before time?

Every detail other than what I did to deserve this?

A memory of the perfect women I myself have never met?

A malignant vision soiling all other women to my eyes.

The image of grace burned over my ability to love

Life as the paternal guardian, friend to lovers father to friends

I march on the promise of better days

For the first time a pin hole of light

At the end of this flawless darkness a beckoning

"your faith is not blind"

Understand just how weak I am

The passion of gods left for mortal embrace
[F]
John B Oct 2015
[F]
Frankly flattered

Forever feeling fortified

Free flying feeling

Far further few foreseeably follow

Foustly floundered for feces
Maybe I need to lower my standards...
John B Mar 2015
Skin blushed peach on snow white cheeks

Luster and grandeur not seen by the meek

Intrinsically dominant furnace of femininity

Dither and hither be stricken for insincerity

If you try to speak to her expect less then levity

To your advances she implies depravity

Blatantly ignorant vacuous blond *****

Tell me again how I hate you and want ***
Tell me again how you know me better then I know myself, its not like my religion is centered around self discovery, just tell me again about how society has you set up as a *** object for male overlords I take it as a come on, "your insane!" Not at all! It's simple logic, you think all men take pleasure in objectifying and dominating women as sadists, as a male who should take pleasure in your pains is not your tale of oppression meant to arouse me? Honest mistake.
John B Feb 2015
Be like water my friend

learn to brake as you bend

snap back for attack

put your whole self in

waves crash down

wash away tents and towns

ask me if I can speak up

well I bet you hear me now
Over reaction to a jab can be therapeutic.

"can you roll the window down a bit more, I can't here over the traffic"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HiJWMqfaAag
John B May 2016
Do you promise?

I know you're unsure but I'll believe you.

Even knowing how bad it will hurt

When we find out you were wrong

I'll buy in and give my all to the ignorance

For the memories of something magical

Impossible

Eternal love
She once asked me what I wanted her to say, she must have known I was asking for too much, if only I could have put it in words, we may have had a laugh and not a schism.
John B Mar 2011
laughing backward the inward shout
taken it back and I regret I let it out
maybe not a problem but I'm runnin for the south
and sneakin out the back door wish I had another rout
I see the clouds go invert and my mind is out of doubt
because I just cant doge the blow up
when I cheat and you find out
John B Apr 2014
Frantic romantic hearts voyage titanic

Its been said, I said it

If its been red, Id bed it

Not saying I head it, Just willing to spred it

Taint taste on my palit

Less let then a rabbit

Want in on the habbit

A destany tragic

Say cant you see all the the fish in the sea

Even so no one fits with a monster like me
John B Sep 2016
I touch lives like priests touch alter boys

Hungry like the wolf

For a taste of chaste ****

Tugging at the hem of freedom singing

You wouldn't be my first lesbian~!

"But would I be your last?"
God willing, I consent....
F U
John B May 2016
F U
Fake unary

Falling under

Flatterings ugliness

Frothy usury

Forgoing unity

For use
Furthermore (your) unattractive

Frankly (I'm) uninterested
John B Oct 2012
Lost alone

Hope forgone

Crying god

You worthless crone

No love shown

My shirt long gone

On the first whose cold could thaw

And years not days I passed away

Forsooth no lack of thanks would stop me
1/2 pause
Id say my jobs more then flattery

But now everyday is pain

And all I saved still wastes away

My philanthropy now martyr days

And worse for ware I'm, lets endeavor

**** god hell I could do better
John B Jan 2013
**** me

I don't trust me

maybe I'm rusty

shes just *****

*****

hate to look you in the shoes there lovely

lackin alternatives the shoes it be

rub me

filth to the core not unseen

unteen times past I felt bad plugging

and running

not scared of ****

its ******* is ******

a life oh

what seems to be life so

This ain't livin'

Marvin Gaye given

insight my sight unseen

unto the looking glass glean

maybe better off taken time to see

sorry not me

that whole waiting scene

I plead to gods on high be free

my soul tattered torn on the throne

all this time wasted holding on to the goal

just to throw

oh a life oh

what seems to be life so

This ain't livin'

Marvin Gaye given

cowardice a man who never felt fear

resin to live in this hell world imprisoned here

******* leaders

wish I had time

in a pile of *****, alone in the world, fillin in for atlas, who me? nah I'm fine.
John B Jan 2013
drink pour drink

lacking love I sink

swimming in the pink

my soul is stretching for the leek

the thing I want I'm doomed to want

if ever id had it, id have at least lost

but never at all not for lack of trying

meany a time offered out to be cried in

any time other its *** or its sin

unlovable or am I looked down upon

some god picked me to frown upon

some life randomly to be shat upon

unneeded my outdated satyricon

Faust verily howbeit parfay

whilom methinks maugre swoopstake

twixt speed and sweven, swink eke teen

mayhap afore alack fore fie

clepe gardyloo thole

whosoever sith wist whereof speed
[G]
John B Oct 2015
[G]
Grandiose Gregory's gregorian goodlings

Granted gratis Gardens

Grand guards Gerrit

Goodly graceful gratuities

Give grandchildren's grandchildren green

Greedily grinning

Graves going great
Grag II
John B Feb 2015
Call me anything

I'm yours for a time

In costume sky clad

Your prince for a dime

Just tell me what who when and were

For the rite price I'm happily there
John B Apr 2016
We seem to be confused

About what good is

It's not of heart

It's not of soul

It's of the mind

Regardless of what man may desire

It's in actions that goodness we find
John B May 2016
Crying in my beer.
"Don't do that brother."

Why not?
John B Aug 2013
noon day sun, what a time to run

sea of green, In my silly dream

clouds slip in and out of place with the stars

the sunset sets dark in the light of the cars

fringe latin hint at something speaking softly with some hardness

corrupting a tritium I'm in-barest to start with

"patient 0 says what?"

no thanks...
H
John B Oct 2017
H
Harrison hangs horizontal

His hangover hating him

Horrendously heaveing

Hideous hit he had

Horrors hover

However holden his honor
John B Jul 2019
Cutely holding cards to their chest

Ones I've already seen

Tho to follow such bluffs would foolish

A smile would mark me as mean
Things done for birds are often for the birds because bird brained birds trained birds with bird brains.

Not saying don't do it! Just remember what's sane...
John B Jun 2012
don't belittle me this.

why a kiss with a fist?

"cuz he loves me", as if.

"its with passion he hits"

sure to keep you on his.

"why do you care of it"

because I care of you.

"all you want is a *****!!!"

then why have I spent these years waiting for you?

knowing full well id be tainted by you?

the act you assume of me binds me to you.

I'm a pacifist willing to take pain from you.

"hes all that I need"

you need only to bled?

hes no job, your the funds.

hes a slob, cleaning fun?

hes a cheat, gave you ******.

yet you defend him on all these.

........"but I love him."

is that all that maters?, no surely....

"it is and that's that!!!!"

may I use the term brat?

"you may is that all?"

sure lets **** tell we fall....
John B May 2016
Perhaps preventative measures can be harmful in and of themselves, as they deprive us of much needed experience.
John B Sep 2015
Feel me breathing down the nape of your neck

Lustful heaving, writhe under the sweat

Souls unbound, out of body *******

As the cracks in my armor go from healing to chasms
John B Jan 2013
Not so cold under all that fir

Faust the crack ****'s life

Not so chumey under all that hurt

Kind madens of the night
alwase treat women well and rember evrey time you use sexuly darogatorey slang you **** block a *****

*(Edit)*
I love ******!
Its like smores!
I want more!
John B Jan 2011
home alone

keeled at the throne

rejecting the friends found in bottles and so

I look at the phone

my logic low flows

and I get the idea to call up an old **

but ***** brain says hay ** do you wanna bone

and she gets all ******* like ah hell no

so now I gadda wonder if the drug life blows

blow that's an idea get my dealer on the phone
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