today i was granted
this sense of solace
that maybe
in some other world
fate wasn't as cruel
to the both of us

that maybe
somewhere out there
existing freely
in the unknown
is a version of you and i
who ended up making it.

i’ve been called
every word
but never
lovely

in sleepless nights
i dream of u
wide awake.

there’s an
impostor
in the mirror
and she has
my smile.