It's early in the morning
I sit here thinking of you
I try to fine the words
To say how I feel towards you
The only words to say is that "I'm lost"
Lost for words to express the sorrow in my heart
Lonely because I'm here and your there
It's early in the morning
I sitting here thinking of you
I wonder if you are dreaming of me
Wondering when you will write to me

I speak
I write
Can't keep it inside

Sleeping together for months
Tried to keep feelings in control
Waking in your arms
Things have changed

Cant never reveal this
Inevitably would cause pain
To the end

Just to let you know
Through the cosmic mind reading
I do love you
Thou you deserve more
Than you know

From my house
To your house
Thought you should know

Was it lust, Was it love
We swore that we would forget
I of her and you of him
Drinking the pain was drowning us
Not sure how we ended on the ground
We started to undress
Was it Lust or Was it Love
You tell me

This is my skin
It keeps out the words
The words I rather not hear
This is my skin, it is thick
How is it you are still under it
This is it not your skin
How is it you are still under it

Your skin is my skin
How do I love you
How do I lust you
Am I sinner because I do both
Your skin is my skin
It is your skin that I touch
It is your skin, it is your skin
I have marked you
Marked you like my favorite poems
I will open you again and again
I love you
I lust you
I cannot do one and not do the other

Tell me your secrets
I'll pour you the wine that you so desire
Should it get late, I'll tell you mine

Have no fear of darkness
Do panic to never see light again
For light gives life to one and all

man without fear
impossible
we all have fears
amounting to different degrees
some live with them
while others act sagaciously

it's so hard
I have reoccurring
suicidal thoughts
coming in and out
Interrupting daily life

It’s so hard
anxiety and depressive thoughts
for so long

manage my anxiety
I started self-harming

self-harming

the sensation
anxiety felt so painful
overwhelming

couldn't handle

anxiety and depressive thoughts
I hurt myself
I wouldn't think about anything else

Should you come back by fate
We will go on that date
We have missed out on so much
I dare you to come
Come and feel my touch
Whatever is to be will be
Let our desires write of you and me
We have missed out on so much
There is a magnet that draws us closer
Let he who is life be our composer
Stay tonight
I will take you to the stars
The night will be of you and me
It will be ours
It will be ours for all to see
Stay and I'll show you how it's going to be

i'm so absent of love
i love
have nobody to love me back
so sad

In darkness
The world shrunk, falling away
One last silence breath

My big hands
Your perfect ***
Perfect Friday night

I gave a girl flowers with a card
Thought I'd make her happy
It only made her cry, Didn't know why

Las Vegas lights
Create their own galaxy

As the sun rises and sun sets
He, is the answers to her heart
He is the peace that calms the chaos in her mind
The wild passion and endless serenity

in darkness he is her light
Where there is fear he is her protecter
When she is lost he is her guide

He is her friend and her lover
He holds the key to her soul
He is her lover

She was radiant at arrival
In her white dress
Revealing v-shaped neckline
Offered a glimpse of her cleavage
Skin tight accentuated her figure
Complementing her glowing complexion
Looking sensational

Hug me
Hug me like you love me
So I May sleep