Golden face.
Smarter than she knows.
Change my mood quicker, than the wind blows.
Smile could move mountains,
Eyes could change your mind,
Listens intently, with emotions blind.
Everyone thinks she’s top of the world,
with insecuries of a young girl.
Demands your attention,
Changes the looks of the crowd
Funny. Cute. Silly. Loud
Headstrong in her convictions,
Lazy as can be,
Attitude like no other,
Soul, deep as the sea.
Fresh deck cracked open,
Must be an ace,
A diamond amidst the gravel
Golden face.

Do you see me in the hallway
Do you care if I’m even there
Tear drop falling on my suitcase
Hair blown out of place
Where I’m going, is unsure for now
Recklessly fleeing the scene
It’s not safe here anymore
Not for my heart
From jeweled crowns to ***** sheets
I’ll make due, because I’m brand new
No one knows me here
A  buggy ride across town
And I turned a new page
Actually put together a new book
And sealed the bindings
The sequence of events doesn’t match up
But who pays attention anyway
I have no past
No old friends to recount the broken glass
And blood on the floor
I’m a guardian angel for all they know
I’m the victim really
It was not that bad what I did
Not that bad at all
I had to
To get away
The evidence is in the river
And I no longer sit on its banks
And wish life would be different
My new book has clean pages
mostly
Why does this crimson stain never wash away
I’m too meek and innocent to be seen through their spectacles of judgment
This pub will surely welcome me with a smile
Now to the sink to fully wash away the past and the evidence

Naked bodies thrown upon the screen like naughty magic
Similar set up every time
Flesh, and curves, and limbs
Never a face
A true human-being
This repetitive action, back and forth
Splashed across the free connections throughout the world
To excite lonesome folk
Who wish this wasn’t a table of one
Embarrassing, filthy habit
Just one more click till the quick eruption
Of meaningless stimulation leaves you empty in all anatomical cavities

pollen floating without a flower.
child in the street without a mother.
stray dog without a collar.
the pea rolled off the plate.
the unmatched sock in the drawer.
the lone hair follicle on the brow .
the last leaf on the tree.
me

Heart beating, brain waves erratic
Depending on another to prove you can be loved
Over think like a new theorem
Numbers & symbols & calculations in your head
Try to look back through all the little details you missed
Are you kidding yourself?
Seeking for honesty
Hoping it’s in your favor
Everything seems fine
When you are together
Search for a sign, an inkling
Why do I try to reach out?
Stretching so far just to feel you energy
It’s so strong
Your lips, administer the strongest of narcotics
Paralyzed with your being
When we part, temporarily of course
My vitals change
And my heart & head battle
For reassurance
You make me delusional
The scent of you more powerful than a magnetic field
As you caress my body, stroke my face
I am no longer on this planet
I float with the spirits above
And sadly it cannot be bought
Release me from this paranoia
This addiction
Why so strongly do I fall into your force field?
Is my pull less intense?
Or is it that others just possess an energy more appealing?
You are nothing to be fooled around with
A different kind of beauty not in my realm
But in a parallel
To bring you into my circle would be an extra force in itself
But the lights around you shine so bright
That I’d gladly take the fall
Use my inner being to fight for you
But when it comes back to calculations and figures
One tight hold directly on another cannot compete with various forces in multiple directions
Even superheroes only deal with one villain an episode
Release me from this intangible pull
Because my revolving fire burns too bright
for this ill-distributed chemical bonding

Young love, young love,
Pure and true;
Through the fights and the tears.
What happened to you?
Us against the world
Without a care;
Simple thoughts, little money,
But everything we shared.
You held me so tightly when I felt alone,
Stayed up all night as we whispered on the phone.
Fingers intertwined as we walked through the park,
Smile on my face and you were the spark.
Then Thursday came and my smile ran away,
Eyes filled with tears but nothing to say.
Broken heart, broken in two,
Shattered, but where is the glue?
My knight turned to a dragon in the blink of an eye,
I want to yell and scream but all I can do is cry.
I need to be held tightly with fingers intertwined,
Hate him with all my being, but why is he on my mind?

Star.
Star.
Twinkle in my eye.
Run. Skip. jump.
Little firefly
Watching the clouds
Wind through your hair
Toes in the grass
Balloon in the air
Water spraying on the face,
Hide and seek, the little space.
Bouncing up
And falling down.
Plastic food on the ground.
Silly songs,
Puppet shows,
Messy hair, button nose.
Big bright innocent eyes,
Slip in shoes 3 times your size.
Looking through the rear view mirror,
Naïve young hearts see it clearer.