When we experienced* "the haven't before scene."

For kindness of yours will prosper you;
Thou shall be faith in treat with knew

Fade me away from the thoughts
For lying so many times
that i still cannot convince myself
that i love you
Fade me from your memories
So you won't remember me
on how we actually met
from the very first time.

Fade me from far away
Where I'll be gone
but will still leave you scars.
I'm sorry for disappearing suddenly.
fade me cause I am sorry
that i still care.

*p.s.
the note that you forgot to write

i started on digging up myself when I'm drown with the flawless mistakes. Visualized the momentum where it all came from. Just like anyone I started on my own feet to start refreshing my mind as I am writing on poems that not to flattered you but to record all the stuff that I am missing out. Some is not shaded nor clear but I do it on my own style from what my heart follows and from what my hands would do it to me. It is part of a reflection to myself, people around me or from what I've seen and from what that insticts that have put me on the spot. But sometimes it's all about those people I've like/love, those people that help me get through all of this. And I am also in the process of still getting out from my shelter. Need of time and in the processing of healing and finding out the things that I am going to look forward and be as an excited just like before. I really hope I would fix and do this time again cause I know it's not too late and I don't want to regret over again. I really hope so.  I can do it!!!!

Ito ay sana.
Sana nandito ka sa aking tabi para marinig mo ang mga pahina sa aking boses na nangingibabaw.

Mga letra sa mga sumusunod na bukas. Oo may bukas pang pahintuin ang mga sandaling kay tagal kang hinintay.

Sa mga umaasa pa na may tayo pa.
Kahit sandali lang, alam kong may oras na tumatakbo sa isipan mo, at yun ay maging tayo o hindi.

Sana naging mainap ako sa ating dalawa.
Sana nilubos lubos ko ang mga sandaling kapiling ka.

At sana hindi ako maubusan ng mga sana.
Subalit hanggang dito na lang ang ating paglalakbay.

The society
always have something to say
whether big or small

They will pick you up
Even if you never did wrong
They will do something

About how you speak,
how your actions define you
It always matter

To them, you’re nothing
But in God’s eyes, we belong
to love and be kind

To share one’s beauty
Be grateful for what’s in there
enough and content

Not wanting for more
Because it can only form
destruction, greed, pride

Human can’t value
how much important it is
to feel grateful for

things that can impact
your health, your environment
it can help improve


Nonetheless


Whatever sizes
body, heart, mind, perception
you are beautiful

I'm at this moment
Where I can't shed this ink of feelings
Tried to cover my face
So you can't see this shallow side of me.
Subsiding and leaning towards the window pane
Making a favor
If skies could tell us on what to do?
How to make things up?
Or will it be okay?


Probably,
*It will.

There's no words to filled in
With these empty hearts
& empty minds
To leave...

If i can paint my words or canvas
to get there when you're not~
If you could feel the pressure, the intensity
in my eyes~
You are the ocean to my sparkling mouth
The shining stars in the night
the adorable abyss to my story
One & only.,
profound on my dictionary
my encyclopedia  to my deepest vision of memories.

Don't you forget the way we looked up each other!
Don't you forget my words that i carved for you in my heart;
sincerely, the best gem that you're into <3

Lavished pouring out the tenderness
Magnificiency splendid the water's splash into a malicious romantic
Night that has been spreading the dust of a sprinkled little stars
Oh! Mary oh! Sweet little child
Come taste and play with me.

I'm glad

Y O U

came

into

my


L I F E


my

dearest,



P
   O
      E
         T

My thoughts have come out
with a little conviction
of what it may tried to tell me
of something more to this
or more than this.
Should I risk to try?
maybe its worth to die
& all this stories
just appeared
in dreams that
somehow real
or just the inside of my mind
that keeps haunting & played around it.

I could've made to see you
Like stars that falling from the sky
Sparks shattered through our eyes
It feels so amazing!

A world of people
Act, talk, walk, eat, pray and love
All are living things

So many life's expectation
Unexpected moments
at the thousand miles away.
People we met all throughout our journey
sometimes we forgot
to pick it inside our pocket.
The most precious thing we
won't gonna let go.
But time is your choice
Don't slip it away
or you will regret it
for the rest of your life.
Always learn how to value
& give importance to it.
Cause
We developed so much memories.
Attached so easily.
life lesson's throwing it to us.
& I hope one day
if its not today
if you haven't yet
realize how things gonna work
Take your time
Cause everything happens
for a reason.
Or maybe the answer
to your prayer is right
around the corner.

be compassionate about what you like
for it is the best thing that you could ever had
rather than complaining or doing nothing at all.

Go hide
Never tried
Resist me
To find
Words,
It fade
To time.
The endless
Matter
Is
Especially you,
Dont make me
A tiny little whin.

Your small thoughts

         will always be
                      



             **r e m  e  m b  e r e d

Kung ikaw kay dili ako
Unsa-on na lang kung ang akong kasing kasing
Huna-hunaon pa ba na
Kung dili ta mag kita sa isa ka dakong balay.

tune into your heart
that will listen and beat
from where it belongs;
the true winner
of  love and compassion
you, who always engage by
sweet despair memory
channel with the energy
that flows like a river

. Become

the best part




of yourself.

There's one thing on your mind
Being overthinking is good in your health.
You can be creative in such way
You can multitask things you want
To achieve.
You can look at things differently
And try to accompany it in your life.
And apply it in your daily basis

We are all searching for something;
The way to discover and become the real person that we wanted to be.


Sometimes we are so lost of ourselves
Of what passion do we really like.




*Never quit of finding answers
Perhaps they are just closer to us.

A wish
That made
For all the dreamers.

Typical writes are just nuisance;
To release the pain
Subside the feelings
that we brought us here.


A write to remember,

The  p a s t t t t t t t t t t
Is just a memory  by itself.

Make

things



worth




L
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                    I
                        N
                   G
               G
           G
          G
          G

f
o
r

Will i shed my tears for the memories left?
Will i miss the times that haven't spent on here?
Or will tomorrow be a brand new day?

Tomorrow is my last day
Seeing the scenes I've pictured on my mind
And tomorrow is the day that I've been waiting for

And tomorrow will be a next journey to my destination.

Breathe in breathe out
inhale and exhale
the fresh scented air
looking at the distance from my window
what is it feel's like
if i'll go outside?
Will every things change?
Or maybe i'll find myself
that i want...

You are the sunshine to my smile
The brightest stars in my constellation.
Were the only skies and falling leaves could watch us laugh and cry;
In bad times or in good terms

The strangers that both unknown by the presence of each other at first.
The packaging personalities that could understand better or fitted together just like a jigsaw puzzle

Or maybe you belong to me
Or I belong to you
The rhythm of this phenomenal song
Keeps repeating to my mind
To my heart
To my heart
To my heart

Cause you are the only melody
That keeps reminded me of you
And just like the lyrics of the song
That makes me memorize
The whole part of you!
You
&
Only
You

My poetry isn't just an ordinary
My poetry isn't just as beautified write just to keep it touch
It isn't as lovely as everyone does
But it stinks through my blood and shell.

It removes and ease the pain I feel
It makes me to become another person
It makes me moved and swayed
It makes me shiver and jumped on my seat.

One word could consist of different meanings
But I shall call up an odd little treasures of mine.

i wish you were the redemy to my soul
that every fall that i've been through
is you will just be there
to catch me when im fallin
;p

while everybody is busy preparing and celebrating Christmas
here in Japan?
we all gotta stuck working to the limits.
no holidays
its a calm
silent days of the wind
but still everybody gonna thank everything
for this is a special day anyway.

Even if we fall down a hundred of times
We will still stand up for the rest of the days
Cause I believe
That you and me have strong enough
To face this challenges we may encounter
Good or bad things happened
We must put ourselves to him and only to him
Surrenders our faith, trust and give our life
To the center of our Lord, Jesus Christ
Who was born and love us
Who was born to reach us hand
Wherever or whenever we might feel terrible or disaster
He will come to rescue us
He will save us
He who believes us.
He who sacrifices himself for our people
Cause everything in this world are only meant for us and him.
<3

I'll  
    


                               stay



with you






                  forever.*











-"延々にあなたと止­まります."

If you're in doubt to make a move
Don't ask why and how
but tell yourself
"I can do it!"

If you're a little bit down
Close your eyes
Take a deep breathe
& tell yourself
"I can do it!"

If you know you're in the right track*
Then make it happen
& tell yourself
"I can do it!"

Keep writing until your hands will bleed
Keep writing to those untouchable words you can't say out loud
Keep writing even if its a mess
Keep writing for the voice you wanted to hear
Keep writing until your soul will replenish the ached mind and body
Keep writing, you will gonna miss this thing.
Keep writing for it is your heart that tells you to.
Keep writing for the stars and moon will shine so bright
Keep writing cause this is your second home
Keep writing; you'll inspired
Keep writing cause you'll never know you could save people's lives.
Keep writing cause this is you.

Your words is like a fire
That aims to hit on my desire
You're running out of breathe
But I cannot loose my myth.

You can count on less than
or ten times in a row
Look up! and listen to
this heartbeat that overflow

Cause this is something
that you should know

But this is something
that you shouldn't know

And yet, this is something
that you should know

Release the pain
Forgive the main
This is the character that you hold unto
The broken heartstrings undo

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