Hate feeling..
skin peeling..
world of hurt..
pain so pure..
Scratching nails..
down the walls..
Disrespectful..
unresolved..
feeling scared & suspecting..
drowning ties..
imperfective..
lying vows..
stupid pictures..
pushing me..
a wayward drifter..
let me leave this fake abode..
broken pieces..
left alone
run away..
my deepest yearning..
downward spiral..
slowly burning..
greater trials..
approaching me..
phony manic..
eloping me..
a broken bone..
an ugly scar..
hurting when it rains..
like a former fracture..
the limb will never be the same..
falling off a tree..
I'll run the hurt away..
although encaged in this dilemma..
I know I have to stay..
I recognize the ledge,
but I'll always hold the rope..
For when your balance falters..
I'll be your only hope..

A ***** is easy to single out
It's easy to see what your all about
You're a super ***** without a doubt
It's clear to me when I hear your mouth
When I see your face there is no doubt  you're the succubus and you're in a drought
Clinging on to what other have
Never earning yourself, like a revealed hag
Such a *****,  for It's all or nothing
I wish I was lying but I not blushing
I could preach all day but I'm not rushing.
Introduction of a ***** for nothing.

once when we looked to the stars
back laid back on a towel
sharing hope that love stows in its bowel

then when we looked away
spending our days in dismay
wasting our time away

appreciated words
cherished time
telling you goodbye, just one more time

hands gripped, tears strained
hard as hell, no one to blame
car sitting, tissues ripping

your still here, but no one is listening
so much pain, no remorse
lets let depression take its course

when goodbye feels like forever..
kisses that just cant cauterize the wounds..
tears that burn like salt in cuts..

I  will wait and hurt..
you will hope I  don't..
I will let you down..
you will help me drown..

A darkened depth, a roaring sorrow
today I see you, though you're gone tomorrow
a vibrate glow, your smile projects
a beating heart, with no regrets
hard and lonely, a road we know
we're never ready, but here we go
a mental hunger, love neglected
high hopes, our love respected
always here, I hope you know
even with distance, I am your home

Biten broken and folded
Unwrapped Uncovered and unfolded
Absence of hurt and the holden
Never knowing  where is home
Except where it doesn't feel broken
Grasping this tiny token the once before made you feel golden.

I dare you not to do drugs
I dare you to lie for a better  lie
I dare you not to do drugs
I dare you to reject your love

Evidence against me
The blow hards can't resist  me

I hate everything you represent
I ll be here in any event


I love you, but you're mad
And you can't hide the truth
I love you, remember not to be rude

Where did "all ears" go?
Whereabouts did all my friends go?
Where does anything even go?
  
I guess I pushed them all away
Suppose I closed my ears too tight
I thought I really saw the light
Thinking only I was right
Feeling like it's figured out
Things I know nothing about

Where did "all ears" go?
Whereabouts did all my friends go?
Where does anything even go?

They tell me Im a bit intense
My personality may need a rinse
My emotions might need a fence
Passion probably too intense
Eccentric like a peppermint

Where did "all ears" go?
Whereabouts did all my friends go?
Where does anything even go?

Seems like you cant catch a break
Swimming through life figuring out your place
Looking for signs or ears that's listening
While we all mindlessly stare into the distance

When it feels like, close friends hating
Just like when your loved ones are so persuaded.
Only when Im betrayed by these traitors
Ending as a soldier getting faded

I only want for you to thrive
When really I think youre my only right
While you strive to understand, I am working hard, but I could never be your brand and become disbarred
I hope you understand on this day
Even though we cant align in ways
While its all upside down some days
But we cant propagate what we dont create

When we give up
What are we giving up
On & on without righting the wrongs

Why do we do it?
Time's it's easy to leave
Times its easy to stay
Hanging on tight
Lets prolong that delay

When we give up
What are are we giving up
On & on without righting our wrongs

Driving looking through your rearview
Like your eyes cant see you
The lines on your face
The pressure life creates
An internal debate
With the person you hate

When we give up
What are we giving up
On & on without righting our wrongs

Feeling more life myself
with a little makeups help
Ego starting to melt in my mirror of self

When we give up
What are we giving up
On & on without righting our wrongs

Talking to someone and that's me
In a place of unease
Feeling trapped in a bad dream
But everyday its on stream
Truman show
Invite only
You see yourself and your phony