Misunderstood faces.
Mental memory digraces
Misplaced & unintergrated
Hated yet elated
Ugly & overrated
Stupid & insulated
Cheap and propagated
Simply situated
Twisted in the eighties
Straight perpetuated
Hurt, cursed & jaded
Deadly double plated

A better insight to leaving at times
1 good reason to proclaim someone mine.
The trials and tribulations of trust
The unconstructive mentality of wanderlust

Biten broken and folded
Unwrapped Uncovered and unfolded
Absence of hurt and the holden
Never knowing  where is home
Except where it doesn't feel broken
Grasping this tiny token the once before made you feel golden.

When age is receding, life impeding
Patience retreating, intentions no longer misleading
Looking for meaning, memories bleeding pain retreating, past life seeing

We arent infallible
We are incalculable, invalid
We are unavailable, expansive
We arent tangible, mental manic pools
Swirls of introverted/extroverted fools

Feeling so pushed, with self worth in anguish
Married to a man so impulsive and blatant
Coming home to a whole list of anguish
While my opinion is chastised aggravated
Start my day with manipulation
Ending with figure eighting
When you know he could have chosen anyone, but here you are and it seems you're the only one. While you're sitting here wasting time, We try not to waste it.

This is for the folks who dont give a **** anymore.
Can't stand people who can't get their own.
Just like a moocher looking for an entry
Lazy individuals/ incapable  of empathy

Can't understand why people so sorry
While I pick another job up just to solve it.
I refuse to live in squalor
Trying to be about something always hustling.
Tired of a mooch leaching me while I work my hide
**** the worthless when their wrong and Im way too right
Hope you're uncomfortable while I work 2 jobs and you run me out my home.
Hope you gain perspective from all the wrong you've done.
Never gonna be able to feed  the ungrateful  when they are completely  capable.   Never respecting the people who have no right to be direspecting.

Here comes another prologue
To someday become pretense
There goes the chaos
Where our entertainment once arose
All the while the answers were right beneath our nose

Once hearing and believing
Now reflect on the deceiving
Thus became seeing is believing
Programmed to deflect the misleading

Here comes another prologue
To someday become pretense
There goes the chaos
Where our entertainment once arose
All the while the answers were right beneath our nose

When once we felt despair
Convinced life was so unfair
We found the meaning of life
As a mirror reflected grey hair

Here comes another prologue
To someday become pretense
There goes the chaos
Where our entertainment once arose
All the while the answers were right beneath our nose

A weight making one want to collapse
Have to rise above the rest
Just to survive and ever hope to progress

Here comes another prologue
To someday become pretense
There goes the chaos
Where our entertainment once arose
All the while the answers were right beneath our nose

Wondering what the world will bring
While weathering storms within
Hopeful of what we will be
Although we know the truth as we take the road of deceit

I dare you not to do drugs
I dare you to lie for a better  lie
I dare you not to do drugs
I dare you to reject your love

Evidence against me
The blow hards can't resist  me

I hate everything you represent
I ll be here in any event


I love you, but you're mad
And you can't hide the truth
I love you, remember not to be rude