For every, I hate you.
She loves you.
For every, I can't stand you.
She loves you.
With every tear in her eyes.

Yes, with every hateful spoken she felt hurt inside.

For every success, you gain.
She loves you.
For every happiness you blessed with.
She loves you.
Even through that last nerve.

For sure, we all heard about that nerve.

But it only seem , when we are young?

Oh, you said I should leave you because of your sickness.
But our vows said for better or worse.
I'm forever your glue.
Besides, I'm stuck on you.

Forever yours
Believe it.
I conceived it in my thoughts and dreams.

You  in the depth of my heart.
I determining for us not to be torn apart.
By staying forever yours.

Mistakes happen.
There's no denying it.
Some we commit.
Some we learn from.

We just need to address them with all honesty.

For every wrong I've done.
Whether lying.
Whether cheating.
Whether through words.
I apologize.

Who hadn't wanted to say something?

For every wrong I've done.

If we lived in a perfect world.
We still find some reason's to complain.
Some within this world live just for this logic.

Some can't say....
For every wrong I've done.
Until they on their DEATH bed.
Hoping it will be enough to get accepted in heaven.

For every wrong I've done.
To manipulate to get my way.
I salute you.

For every calculation or miscalculation.
I apologize.
Some evil thoughts operates in everybody's mind.
Except some of us remain in control of the evilness.

For if not.
You're eventually end up needing mental help.
Or face the worst step as an inmate in prison.

Then saying, for every wrong I've done to your victims.

It's hard to forgive.
Many say they do until pushed into a corner.
And held back truth emerges.

But be like Jesus.
Think like Jesus.
And you realize one truth.
It only takes kindness of the heart to forgive the one that hurt you.

For remember upon the cross the words Christ's spoke.
"God, forgive them, they know not what they do?"

If, what he suffered through?
During that time in his life.
Then ,we must have that same strength to offer forgiveness too.

Don't matter whatever the situation is?

Forgiveness, truly comes from within.
To accept it.
You must be willing to do it.

A half hearted attempt doesn't fool many.
Barely anyone.

If you say you forgive.
Then like a eraser upon a pencil.
It must disappear from conversation.

Yes, forgiving and forgetting is different.
But have a closeness when addressing forgiveness.
Why reheap upon the situation that created friction?
By constantly having it mention.

Say it with truth.
I forgive you.
Then let the guilt sit within that soul.

Forgive, the mother that's on drugs.
Who gave her child up out of love?
Forgive her.
Don't forget her.
For a blessing she was to you.

Forgive the father.
Who wasn't there for you?
When it seems he had the time?
But chose to be a fool.
Forgive him.
Don't forget him.
Things happen for many reasons.

Forgive the friend that did you wrong.
Forgiveness is more than hearing a song.
Forgive them.
Even if you never speak again.

Just remember that forgiveness begins within you.
It will hurt you more inside.
Then it ever will hurt them.

Their conscious will catch up.
But not as fast as yours.
Forgiveness begins with us.

If we ever knew anything about love.

If you can be hurt.
You can forgive.
Just being willing to do it

Many times in life.
You will be tested.
Whether it's frienship.
Love relationships.
But you accept the force before you.
To showcase the real you.

Forgiveness.
Why should I?
Is the voice you'll hear within.

When something you never expected happens to you.

Forgiveness.
Why should I?
Will tear at your mind and heart.
Until you surrender in kindness.

A grudge only eats you up.
While only creating you future trouble.

So forgiveness.
Why should I?
Will place you at the top of the line.
When you release the hurt within side.

Trust might not be easily given.
But with grace you prove you're a living testimony.

Like a memory that faded.
Some are forgotten to the extent of recalling.

Like, a hurt heart filled with so much substance.
Some are simply forgotten.

What's so amazing is the fact love can't be forgotten.
It's contagious every second, minute of the hour.

My Kingdom has a place for you.
If you followed all the requests, I asked of you?
But I'm Catholic.
My Kingdom has a place for you.

Well, I'm Protestant.
My Kingdom has a place for you.
Well, I'm Methodist.
My Kingdom is reserved for you.
If you abide by my commandments.

They were spoken and written to guide you.

But I'm Muslim.
My Kingdom is reserved for you.
I'm Pentecostal.
Still, my Kingdom is yours too.

Whatever religion you belongs too?
I don't discriminate like people amongst you do?
I notice.
I acknowledge it.
And decides, who comes into my place.
For, I Am God.

Even if you are spiritual only.
My words affected you.
And have found a connection too.
For , I Am God.
Plus, I Am Love.

Long before anything existed.
I existed.
For I am God.
I am legend.

I knew when.
I knew how.
And of course I know why?
All because I am God almighty.
If anything is legendary.
It would be me.

If I never met you personally by the creation.
I have created.
I'd still exist.
For I am God.
I'm the legend spoked boldly about.

Other has changed my name to accomplish their mission in my name.
Still, I am God.
And no one can prove I don't existence in this world.

I'm a force of spiritual reckoning beyond measure.
And it's truly a pleasure to know me.
Some in this world have mythical status.
I have legendary recognition.

I'm glorified by many.
And magnified by plenty.
Who am I, you ask?
I am God a legendary force forever.

Ask yourself this?
Who is a citizen in many nations?
Who has the power to control many crisis?
Who listen to your problems anytime, anywhere?
Who do some turn to?
When they think no one cares?
It's me God.

Call me a Spirit.
Call me a Force.
They all be true.

Just know this.
I am here for you.
For I am God.
And I am legend.
No other upon this earth can help the way I do.


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For one day I would like to be God.
No, I wouldn't change a single thing.

Just see from his perspective the things he witnesses every day.

The false prophet, that taught in the scriptures and the church ministers afraid to correct them.
Oh, they got that obedience down.

Good thing Jesus parables are around.

For one day I would like to be God.

And witness all the liars in prayer
And witness all the evilness among us.

And those professing love for the Lord.

But through it ALL God forgives us.

If men only speak and truth would be exposed.
Cause when some women speak, the whole story is never told.
Men, know of the gold digger and the role she accepted to be in his life.

Or the young or older ladies seeking a sugar daddy to pay her bills, especially the lights.
Yes, for real.

Oh, it's a bitter pill to swallow.
Not all truth is reported or heard when certain ladies holler.
Even if, it's ****** harassment now hitting the fan.

Yes, for real.

Jesus, they judge me.
You love me.
Jesus, they harsh.
You loving.

In my quiet solitude you put my hurt to rest.
I confess my worse to you.
You encourage me to see my best.

Jesus, they pretend.
You're real.
Jesus, you're my inspiration.
My source to survive any situation.

Especially negatives vibes tossed at me.

Jesus, you adore me.
Truly, love me.
For that I thank you.

Cherish it.
Embrace it.
Like a treasure reward.
For that what it is?
That what it be?

Document it.
Like it was a dream.
Like lovers appearing upon a screen.
For that what it?
That what it be?

Memories doesn't fade like people say.
Even if it's selected in some.
It exist in everyone.

Notice it.
Explore it.
For that will come a day when you will love it.

In depth
I dive into knowing you.
In person
I truly came to know you
In more
Than I ever thought possible
In love
Now and I hope forevermore.
For things do change.
But for the moment I'm in love with you.
Yes, for the moment.

For the moment I am here?
I am gonna love you.
My love won't disappear.

For the moment I am alive.
You will stay the center of my eyes and mind.
It has been one wonderful ride.

And when I'm not around?
All the things I've done will be.
You have brought wonderful joy to me.

Funny , strange but honestly true.
And all of Congress of both parties learned this news.
And especially the Clown of New York.

Government , is run by the people and for the people.
Or reverse it for the people by the people.

It's not about trying to outdo the other political party.
Or appears stronger to a one dimensional political base.

The so call deal maker got taught a political lesson that was long in coming.
The great citizens of America clout is in numbers and the people spoke.
And the Clown of New York choked.

All the talk pieces of conservative news channels were getting paid.
While some of his supporters were heading toward bankruptcy waiting on checks.
Well, he got checked by the people.

A wise mind works for the betterment of government.
And that is controlled by the people.

For the sake of the children many adults stays in a unloved relationship.
Trying to keep up a front for the love of their daughter or son.
But there will come a time when truth will emerge.

For the sake of pretending before family and friends.
They will smile and talk about old times.
While their life of happiness just pass them by.
Why?
For the sake of pleasing others.

We can't judge them.
Cause we have been their too.
Trying to hold up an image to not offend.

We learn the tricks of life from many sources.
In facts, it's expected of us to learn.
Why?
For the sake of pretending.

Sometimes, we make it our testimony of truth.
Where many people lives according to proof?
Where we make our lives sad.
For the sake of keep others happy.

Until our lies are exposed before us.
When we should have ended this relationship long ago.

For the sake of love
I'm gonna love you
For the sake of love
I'm gonna adore you

Any distraction that might arise?
I have various strengths to put them aside.
For the sake of love.

For the love of you.
I am gonna be your shoulders

With, a weapon, you stand there.
Multiple of you.
But ask yourself?
Are you that tough?

With no weapons, they protested in the fifties and sixties and still have a better image.
Simply by using voices and singing.

With your voices, you spit out hatred.
With their voices, they spoke of love.
For the whole world to see.

Ask yourself?
Are you that tough?

With a strong force of bigotry.
You tossed out various epithets.
Even had the high power racist judges and jury support.

With simple scriptures, they marched.
So ask yourself with the truth?
Are you that tough?

In modern times, a few have changed.
In modern times, the group you hated has the most rage.
For the whole world to see?

Every now and then.
A blessing enters your life.
And I've been fortunate that you've entered mine.

Some in life face tragic situation.
That takes many thanks for the blessings that comes.
And I guess I'm one of the lucky one.
One to profess to the world.
I'm fortunate.

Somethings aren't foreseen.
And this is in the love we share.
One that has us bonded tightly together.
Oh, I'm fortunate.

Fortunate in love.

For what it's worrth?
I love you.
From the inner depth of my soul.
I adore you.
To the point that you don't see the perspective.

When it seems you'e at you wits end.
You continue on.
You have built up your character's to stay strong.

So for what it's worth?
And it's worth more.
I admire you.

When others tries to tear you down.
You survive the commentary storm.
Maany of them couldn't do the things you do.

So for what it's worth?
I forever will love you.

Some love to kick it.
Forget all about the thrills and joy and happiness.
But for what love is worth?
It's priceless.

Where else?
Can you embrace it?
Even trace it back to the path that left an impression.
For what love is worth?
It's miraculous.

How?
Can you not be impressed?
Love only meant for those willing to pass the test.

Strange but true.
We operate in a different way of existence.
When we are born we are solely dependant upon our parents.

To be raised to be guided to be shown for a better word.

And we totally owe them a lot.
For what they did for you?
Is what we should do for them?

They could have set us aside and continue on?
Many accepted the gift granted with love to them as parents.

As we grow into adulthood many of us cherish that.
As children, we swore to protect them.
For what they did for you?
Is what we should do for them?

Why set them aside?
Using excuses to get by.
As if our times under their leadership doesn't deserve us returning the favor.

Many get tossed into senior living homes.
Left alone to many unknown.

Oh, if they gave a test in profanity.
You probably be next to the best.
When naming all the words we can't list on the church bulletin board

You like a foul mouth rapper.
Who for some reason or another?
Appears to some educated women.

Around friends, you put on a great show.
Except around good parents.
You already  know not to go down that road.

Part of your vocabulary starts  with....
What the...?
I'll be...?
With the word sounding similar to ham.
Or, you try to called someone a mother.
This is probably the only phasing that don't use daddy.

I admit friends states you don't mean no harm.
But they notice that when it comes to you.
Even there friends don't want to be around you.

When your name is mention.
They just call you foul mouth.
And in a instance they know it's you.

They not mean.
Or even cruel.
It's just a label that keeps following you.

Suddenly, a parent, child, friend dies.
Instead of proper calls and channels, many of us found out on Facebook.
Yes, this instant media has many hooked.

And mainly many claims to be faithful saints.
Who won't talk truth to you?
But spread gossip as gospel quickly to others.

What is it?
That makes us clamor for attention.
Which eventually will comes back at you.

Instant hookups.
Many restarted upon Facebook.
Ask?
And you mainly heard found out on Facebook,

We, blame problems upon this social media.
When it's really us.
The problem.

But like Satan, we uses the site , as an excuse.

What church?
What teaching?
Do bigots live by?

What Christ they know?
Decades ago, in that twisted southern state four little girls perished from a bombing.

What crime?
Just because of the color of their skins.
Four little girls met a sad end.

So what church?
What teaching?
Are white bigots taught?
Does the main image of racial hate listen to God's love?

All the worst happening of racial injustice be at the hands of white men?
So what church?
What teaching is taught to them?

There is nothing stronger than hate but love.
So it makes you wonder.

Ever since, you've been gone.
I've been looking at four walls of loneliness.
And I must confess, it's the worst feeling in the world.
To be without you girl.

And everything I have said, makes me regret saying them.
Everything I have done makes me realize, I contributed to being a lonely one.
Every wall I stare at seems to have an image of you.

The only problem in truth.
I'm totally lost without you.
While looking at four walls of loneliness.

Each minute, we are apart seem like and hour.
Each day that you are gone seem like a week.
And I honestly admit without you.
That's I'm totally weak.

And these four walls within this room.
Have me so depress without you.

Come back.
Girl, come back.
Accept my apology to you.
That I was a complete fool.

Cause these four walls has me missing you.

The object of love.
Is to keep the one you love.
If it takes working more or harder to do it.

The object of the heart.
Is to keep impressing upon your love.
That if you could you move heaven and hell.
In ways to prove you care.
Yes, frankly my dear.
I give a ****.

Rhett proved his heart and desires to her.
While she over looked what she had before her.
But as soon as reality stepped in before her to see.
He was heading into the wind.
Yes, frankly my love.
I care.
I sincerely give a ****.

Too much is invested into this relationship.
That a simple affair couldn't have.
Notice, the many of folks that feels the hurt.
Once that hunt has been accomplished.

You my stock.
You my bond.
You the person I'll forever want upon my arms.

Freedom, to be.
Freedom, to speak.
This what makes America so great?

Even, if you are an athlete?
Strange that many think you not patriotic?
And that your opinions stop.

Speak up.
Speak loud.
And if others upset?
They solely stuck in a restriction style.

Sure, some whites seem bent on rage more.
Afraid to accept the rights of others.


So speak out.
Speak loud.
Somewhere, someone will be proud.

Soldiers fight for freedom and liberty.
Other country doesn't,
Ruled by tyrants, dictators, military overthrow leaders.

So if some within America is upset?
Then they the ones that don't comprehend what freedom about?

Love, is mighty and doesn't reject anyone.
It's firm in strength.
It's firm in kindness.
It's been granted freedom to explore.

Freedom to create happiness.
Freedom to make peace.
As opposed to war.

Love, inform truth.
Love, conform against offenses abuse.
It has the abilities to bring out the best in anyone.

It brings freedom to the old.
And the young.

It has a wealth of knowledge to learn from.
Love is a freedom keeper forever more.

Parole?
Back into society, you are released.
A chance is given to try again.
Some strive and succeed.

Then, again?
Freedom, some just not ready for.
Because the prison path is the road they returning to.

Men, into women after serving time around men.
Would make ever effort not to return to them.

Soldiers fought during WWI.
Soldiers fought during WWII.
We aware of the reasons and against who?

Freedom exists in society around people's will.
Many soldiers have died many times for all of us.
Freedom deals with the will to fight for it.

Soldiers fought during Korea.
One of the closest war still avails to create havoc.
Only a few feet separate a conflict.

Soldiers fought during Vietnam.
Although many lost of these brave warriors.
They were fighting two others too.
Yes, Red China and yes even Russia.
Seem like they always connected to us.

Many other forms of wars continue.
But you always hear from the soldiers and the people one word the most?
And it deals with FREEDOM.
Now, tell the world about America.

We might have racism.
We might have a disagreement.
And might have many legislating your rights.
They will never completely succeed.
Because you dealing with FREEDOM.

A word that reminds us all about our life.

We selected what we feel is our right?
And support rules that holds no serious clues.
We profess quickly we don't want big government in our lives.

Then support ******* up regulations concerning the American flag.
We have constitution granted in various form to all of us.
To speak or not too speak if it leads to a conviction.

But when it comes to sport dictation is level down upon the players to stand for the anthem.

Whatever happen to freedom to be?
Soldiers fought for the rights to stand proud.
Even speak out when the big government let them down.

Soon we be guided by a storm trooper rules.
Dictated when to leave and of course when to move.
And we owe all this foolishness to a clownish fool.

Who speak?
And make you question did he buy his way through school.

Well, the bigot spoked.
And the non bigot listen.
And professed that those that hates.
Feel empowered to do so because no one stands up to them.

The gay bashers spoked.
And got highly offended.
When the gay person joked back.

Judge not.
If you can be judged.
Your voice can't be the only voice heard.

The sexist spoked.
And became the blunt of many people opinion.
And stated people was picking upon them.

Speak not.
If you can't stand the heat.

Violence of any kind is a way of intimidation.
We witness that in religions.
Plus, within many nations.

The wise person spoke.
And many acted confused.
And it only happen.
Because their message affected you.

Friction and facts operates together.
But pay attention and see facts gets mixed into substances that carry lies.
Right before, you hear an alibi.

Oh, it's friday.
I have my day planned out.
Once I leave work.
I'm planning to hang out.
Just to see what I can get in?
Or invite friends to the house.
And simply stay in.

Yes, it's friday.
I'm living proof.
That I can't wait to the weekend's begins.
That when I can relax and enjoy all my interest.

Sometimes it seems.
That the weekends goes quick.
And before you realize it.
You're back at work once more.

Oh, it's Friday.
This I realize.
And I might just spend it will the love of my life.
Or chose to just have some of my-me time.

Yes, it's here.
That day of pay for many.
If not for all.
It's count down time concerning Friday.

Time to do less.
Or maybe do more.
It depends on the field that you're employed in.

You just know.
You can't wait until your joy begins.
And Friday's many people best friend.

Time to kick back and relax.
And plan your daily attack of happiness.

Will it be at home.
At the movies.


It's Friday.
Next to Saturday.
The day to get down.

But most likely.
You will stay at home and make plans of your own.
Then again.
Just enjoy your time alone.

Friends, will never understand.
Especially if you're a man on how you enjoy being around your woman?
After work the way you rush to her.

When invited out to gatherings how you mainly decides to be around her.
But if she invited than you mostly there.
But only because she appeared.

Friends, will never understand why you connect with the Temptations' song My Girl?
But they should cause like the song all you talk about is her.

And Marvin Gaye' brought it home singing Too Busy Thinking About My Baby and hasn't the time for anything else.
Yes, friends will never understand when you explain you love her.

But She Do.

Even after parting.
We did it as friends with benefits.
To the evil thoughters its that.
To us.
It more.

A friend that will listen.
Even if they don't have to speak.
A friend that will support you.
When so call friends turns from you.

Yes, we're friends with benefits.
And it has nothing to do with that.

Those who think it.
Does so because they can't keep it seperated..

We call each other up out of the blue.
Because we know we'll be headed later to different homes.
When we understand.
It's our choice to be alone.

Oh, they think they know.
While second guessing at best.
Pure speculation about us.
About our friends with benefits.
Without understanding just how deep it is.

We see the smiles.
We hear the giggles.
And notice the winking of the eyes.
And they still don't realize just what our friendship truly is.
While they try to materialize to themselves our friends with benefits relationship.

While they think it's ******.
Maybe even physical.
None gives it a guess that it's mostly emotional.

When we need a laugh.
When we need a listening ear.
That's when our friends with benefits appears.

When we need advice.
Whether it's good or bad.
That's when our friends with benefits kicks in.

We let them speculate.
We let them make their stupid mistakes.
Even when we could straighten out their wrongs.

All because our friends with benefits is so much more.
Then physical or ******.

Eyes wide open to see things clearly.
Children see things in an interesting way.

When adults are negative.
They become inquisitive.

When adult plainly racist?
The child no not of it.
Unless a parent, grandparent, family friend tells them.

A child keeps it real.
They call you out.
And adults have shown a habit to sprout.

Like a mixture of the rainbow they intrigued.
A child's perspective shows you many things.