1) a bookstore in May,

2) your apartment in Maine

3) an airport in spring

4) random chinese food place

5) my apartment (2nd floor)

wake up
you wouldn't wanna miss your autopsy

I just need a quick getaway
from this wrecked relationship.
I need to relax my mind
and find the time to get back to me.
Give me more freedom and peace.
Take me away from this chaos.

I’m tired of pressing pause
on the remote button in my heart,
attempting to diminish the streams
of your love once more.
I’m more than a man.

I must come up with a plan
and burn the yearning that
keep intensifying for you.
Boy, I gotta do me
and be free from this toxicity.

At the end of the pier
She's looking at me
A smile on her face
Shall I stay
Shall I leave

A quick wipe of her face
Evidence of the stream
Now gone
A deep breath and a few sniffles
Clearing herself up before going back
To Them
Have to remain strong for them
Put the veil over her tiredness
Camouflage her hurt
The distress and heartaches are abundant
Yet for them
It is of no issue
She’d continue to show face
Give her very last breath
All for them
Their happiness, smiles
The very sound of their laughter
Yea...that’s all that matters to her
All that makes sense in her world
All that ever would
So
.
.
.
Deep breath, few sniffles
Clear face
The little loves of her life awaits