sad
lonely
worthless
and what less?
oh yeah
alone
hate
loveless
helpless
painful
more then every one will know
feel the way I always do

The icey cold cool mindless night
falling dropes motionless life
might it never end
It's touch is your mind
heart races faster
high on the feeling
but a wast of time
one there will be no high
just do to lost the pain
hide the icey cold dropes
with not to try
but not to sigh
just to lay to die
motionless is all you need
nothing more
just the secrets behide a closed door

thinking on the mind
walking back and forth
can't put a finger on it
anger of crazy starts
then stope and think
thinking on the time
walking on the line
can't stop throughs run though the mind
waiting on the time
waiting is all you can do
waiting you know
waiting

never tell any one
not even your self
it is wrong to do
but it is the only way
blade of life
life of the blade
metal comes
and metal goes
right?
wrong?
living a lie
all the time
easy to hide
easy to lie
never know how to sigh
just live a heartless lie
you dont know why
just to
living a lie

to feel some thing
is to lie away
never to see the pain
lie to the place to hide
never know the time
just to live a lie
hide the turth about life
never know how to tell the truth
lying is life that will never say
now to lay of the night
The ture feeling of lying

why do we cry when we are in pain
and answer because is painful
why so we love when we are in love
and answer bescause love is wonderful
I think we all need to feel something
even know it is pointless to feel
Anything and anything is pointless

why to we say that we have a poinless life
when poinless mean nothing to me as I feel
no need to care what you think or say to me ad I lie
here with no mostion at all
the road that I walk will end with
nothing but death

Cutting life is life lived
tears will stared to fad
pain comes to haunt
the blade comes more offten
skin is scards will heal
others death in the skin
the way to hide the turth
cool,ice feeling only feels real
nothing will feel real to seal
make me