J - Hello Poetry

J Jun 2015

Help

I don't know what to do
I am drunk
I am lost
I am confused

Even If you were here,
You wouldn't know
What to do,
Maybe all I need

Is me next to you

#drunk #confused #lost #you #missing

J Jun 2015

So Disappointed

Hearing about cheating,
Makes me upset,
I don't understand how you could,
Worst when you expect more from that person.

I don't care how bad life is,
What is one night going to do?
Don't you blame the drinks or the drugs,
It was all you.

Feel so strongly about this

#cheating #night #one #cheater #stand #disgusting

J Jun 2015

Long time coming

it's been a while
Since I felt like this
But my god you I miss

#drunk #you #miss

J May 2015

Disbelief

I can't believe I'm bitter,
You said hello and said things,
That I have dreamed about.

But with every word,
I want conversation over,
So you can't let me down again

"I wish this could be over now, the proofs in the way it hurts" - Sam Smith

#over

J Apr 2015

Hole

Yet again I want a hole to swallow me up,
As I am walking for the ground to disappear,
Your meant see your life or someone clearly,
Just as your about to go,
My current mood would simply be,
Thank **** it's my time to go.

#life #hole #swallow

J Apr 2015

Built Up

When you are the one,
Who builds up the expectation,
That plans your future dates,
Thinking they would love this,
When they are hundreds of miles away.

This level of expectation builds up,
When you finally go,
Does it match expectation?
Do you even notice past they smile or eyes?
Or do the nerves take over and you don't know

#expectation

J Apr 2015

Seeing You

I know it wasn't actually you
But my heart still jumped
I was excited, and all I could do
Was think about talking to the copy of you

And when I saw her guy
I wished there was something I could do
I know it wasn't you, but my heart knew
I am still in love with you

#love #heart #wish #copy #doppelganger