Unwillingly in my soul
I have accepted the end.

Like the way we beg in our minds
Every morning that our loved ones
Never passed away,
Yet the sinking truth soaks in
And it's weight punches you in the stomach all over again.

I've accepted your absence
In the way mourners live
In the denial stage.

he said it was lust
that took over his brain
he said he was sorry
for causing me pain
he said that hes done
and it wont happen again
he said this all last time
its just part of a game