(Unless you want to ****)

Not trying is right up there within the top of regrets.

Hopefully you live a life,

One you will not want to forget.

I have an idea

The last thing you ever think

You think about the most

but why have every thought in-between the two?

Stinging nose hairs

Smelling grass

Dreaming about nothing

And everything

All at once

And then up walks her flower

Sensing the scent

On the autumn breeze

And we smile

Together

Forever

No one will ever read every note I’ve ever wrote,
nor think every thought I’ve ever thought,
but when I say to you not to look onto your life with hate,
but to find the love that you deserve;
I hope you hear my hope.

In life

Is the best love I've ever known

To give yourself and your heart to another and have them give you there's and find out that not everyone wants to destroy you

But this woman wants to be there for you

And hold you

Man

I hope you all find your loves before you become too bitter

Because it's great

Just remember this

Whoever you are

You are worthy

Now find someone who reciprocates

And live forever if you have the time

The algorithm of all existence has lead you here to me

Are you happy with what the universe has become?

Or should we input more words of desire to inspire all creation to reflect our highest sense of being?

You could tell me, but I probably won't be listening

I'll be well on my way to all things that I've ever wanted to exist

Existing

To all the stupid people

Who never figured out everything

Let alone themselves

I hope you are happy today

I kiss every flower that I pass

As I tear the wings off of bees

They bite me

I don't care too much about their dreams

Their stinger's send me

Send me all the way

I go into anaphylactic shock

But the fruit I know

Still knows

We care about ourselves and ourselves only

One and only lonely and trying to believe in surviving

That's why we care too much

We've given our hearts to everybody

Elese

Who could ever be?

We gave away our selves to try to help our own lives

To live forever

Forgive or don't

I don't care about it

I only know life

From my own

Thought about it

When you're done marching

I hope you look back

At yourselves

And realize

Who you stepped over

I heard it

But I put down the phone and made my own

It was all the same

I turned over in bed

And you were there

I turned back and I was alone

I looked for you

But I found only me

I looked at strangers and they were friends

I looked at friends and they were strangers still

I have myself

And I always will

You will too

But I still have you

When this is all through

I know that this will not be the only thing left

And I'll just have to make do

With knowing that it is a part of the whole

And the hole we left in space and time

That was filled with the love that we never left behind

I can tell I've been in a place too long

When I start to think it's been forever

It's not nor will always be

Moving on

Towards what we love

If we don't

Figure out the answers to all life

Did we ever deserve

All life?

Don't worry

It never takes long

The people who think that they could never think

The world that doesn't exist inside the mud who never minded

Say goodbye to the absence of misunderstanding

I listen to the voice that quietly shells

I was here

And so was anyone who ever read their own minds meaning

You could try to take something from me

But the joke would come all too soon

You were what I was taking from myself and what ever greatness we could ever be

Let's forget the pettiness and reach for the stars

Why wouldn't you reach where we've already been?

Why wouldn't you have forgotten what I said and reached for everything for all of us?

Why wouldn't you reach
For me?

For you?

For ever being that could ever be?

I'll see you again. Where everyone else knows knowing's hand.

If there's something else

There's everything else

If there's nothing else

There's still someone to call it

Call me

Call me calling all the shots

Misses

We just threw it away

It rolls right back to me

That just happens every other day

There's nothing I could say to make you want to go your own way

Except when you think you left my words forever

But we both know you still read them

I know

Unfair for me to leave an impression upon you

Boo who?

There's nothing I'm trying to not say to make you figure out how to stay

She's in my arms

I'm the one who writes it

All

I think I just heard the

Recall

Totally

Once, twice, and up until the end of the dream

I'm awake again

What was on my mind?

I guess it was eternity

The eternal you

And

The forever me

For all time

Our time

It suffers all the tragedies you ever could come to know

Just to turn them into a fine powdery snow

Of solid diamond shards

But you would never not joke

It's all so fine

That you'd pass it up

As every other thing

You've ever wasted

In the single greatest gift

That you'll all ever grow

Breath it in

Breath it out

Figure out all else

Or just leave it

For someone else

I couldn't convince a stone to turn to coal

Let alone a mind that thinks that they already know what they've been told to know

You know?

It's to be experienced

Whatever you want to say

Follows the mind

If you want to be happy

Let it be with love

If you want heaven

Build it now

Don't keep the status quo of less than

Unless your bliss is dwelling

But I'll let you in on a secret

I won't be keeping it

Is it going to hurt?

Yes

Is it worth it?

You better believe it

I never thought I could meet someone who could touch the untouchable

But here we are making love amongst everything that ever was

The moon radiates into our thoughts imaginations to be held, or better yet to think about what it felt like to have been held and to have held

Inside of the starlight she kisses the discrepancies

And I awake the universe and pour it deep inside of her blush

She loves

But she's afraid of loves love

I knock down the fences until

Love is all that is seen

And as obscene as it sounds

There's no worrying about

The *****

That I've given now

My disorder is like a tree

There’s the trunk, the stability
Attached to it, beneath, lay the roots
That keep it grounded to the earth

Above,

There’s the branches with all their sprouting leaves
Struggling in their many directions at the same time
to grasp at the same thing

The rays,

Like my thoughts reaching out
Trying to understand the complexity
Within it’s beings existence

All the meanings to it’s origin,
It’s seedlings of creation blowing on the wind,
The fruits it has bore,
And the enduring labours that stand in between
What can be
And what will become

The ocean, the air, and the sun

Fall, winter, spring blooms summer

An order within disorder’s cycles

Intrinsically placing its faiths within the nature of it all

And here I rest in the tree’s canopies shade

My mind eases to this space within space

And I can’t help but laugh and cry at the same time

Life for me is effortless

There is only one thing being

And it's the easiest moment you could ever imagine

Cuz I'm tired

Gesundheit

A beautiful smile

Breaks the silence

Where nothing else

Could have been

What's happened before tomorrow
that never happened within a day?

there is something where something has never been before

a footstep,
a word,
a soul sworn

there's something about existence that I find mesmerizing
I just wish you could see
what I have seen

definition

there is a world before us that wants to be walked upon
it's as far as the eyes can see
and as grand as the mind can be

but in all

honestly

that's just me

The only thing

That humans know

That is believed to be true

That they were all alive

And that they will die

So getting you to believe in death

That's the easiest thing

But getting you to believe in something other than life's end

I don't see how that is an impossible thing

Being

Anymore