eliana

eliana Jun 27

Time doesn’t heal wounds
to make you forget.

It doesn’t heal wounds to
erase the memories.

Time leaves you with a scar
to remind you of how you fought through it.

Time leaves you with a scar
to remind you of how you bled

and how you survived.

You survived.

i feel im not so good at short poems as i like to express as youve seen in my past poems, in lots of words but im trying to give it a second chance and see how creative i can get.

#scars #survivor #short #poem

eliana Jun 27

I Love You

I love you.
I truly do.
For all I've put you through and made you ask "Do you even love me? Do you??"
I'm sorry.
I love you so much.
So much to the point where I'd rather not tell you how I feel because I know that it would break you.
I can't show you the things that I go through.
The demons I face.
The never ending race.
The situations that make my heart beat race.
Because I truly love you.

i cant let her see the real me. because there shouldnt be a reason that im feeling this way. i love you nena.

#love #real #feelings #silent #battles

eliana Jun 26

i want to thank you again

To me, you're like an angel, sent by God above,
To cleanse my soul of sadness and fill it with love.
You are my inspiration, and I want to thank you,
For without you, I don't know what I would do.
You've changed my life around
And turned my frown upside down.
You have shown me the way
So that I will never stray.
For this I want to thank you again,
For staying close by and being a friend.
And to end this off, I just wanted to say
That if you need a friend,
I'll be there till the very end.

its only been a year since we became friends but i hope we are best friends forever. i hope we all stick together.

#friends #bestfriend #group #love #family #sisters #from #another #mister

eliana Jun 26

My Body

Sometimes I hate my body
But sometimes I feel like a hottie
It's unpredictable how I feel
The feeling of hated can easily steal
It feels like such a crime
But I guess I'll have to take it one step at a time
To relearn to love myself again
Maybe I'll feel like a ten
Having something of my own
Wishing I didn't feel so alone
To feel more confident in that bikini
Sometimes I wish I was just a little more skinny
It's hard for me to see other girls look the way I want to look
But in the end I don't want jealousy in my book
They say the prettiest thing a girl can wear is confidence
I wish I had more of that.

havent had much energy or whatever to write but i wrote this. some people struggle with how they look and how they look to others and I sometimes feel like that so I understand.

#body #image #looks #bodydysmorphia

Jun 26

Kaiden

you.

i lost you
when i was only supposed to lose myself.
to become the few words
unseen by the world

tbh the fact that i might kms soon and the only part of me that will stay here will be my poetry, sounds kinda cool ****

#suicide

eliana Jun 26

Last Whispers.

In the quiet of my room  shadows creep
A heavy heart  a soul that weeps.
Time ticks slowly like a fading light
Each breath a burden  each thought a fight.
The mirror shows a face I barely know
A reflection of pain  a heart full of woe.
Whispers of darkness fill the air
A lonely echo  a deep despair.
The memories linger  like ghosts in my mind
Happy moments lost  so hard to find.
Friends and laughter  now distant and pale
In this heavy silence  I feel so frail.
I write my goodbyes on a crumpled page
Words spill like tears  a heart in a cage.
I long for peace  for a way to escape
But fear grips my heart  a tight  aching shape.
The stars outside seem to dim and fade
A world without me  a choice I’ve made.
But deep down inside  a flicker remains
A whisper of hope  amidst all the pains.
I think of the love that I might leave behind
The faces that cared  the ties that bind.
But the darkness is loud  it drowns out the light
And I’m lost in a tunnel  no end in sight.
I remember the laughter  the warmth of a hug
But shadows are heavy  and the world feels so snug.
I wish I could see the beauty out there
But my heart feels so tired  too weary to care.
In these final hours  I search for a sign
A glimmer of hope  a reason to pine.
Yet silence surrounds me  a blanket so cold
I long for a story that’s yet to be told.
So here I stand  at the edge of the night
With a heart full of sorrow  and dimming light.
But if someone hears this  if someone can see
Know that you matter  and you’re not just like me.
Though my journey is ending  yours has just begun
Hold on to your dreams  face the rising sun.
For life can be heavy  but love can be found
Seek it in shadows  let hope be your sound.

#suicide #death #final #hours #pain #relapsed

Jun 25

Pri

Everyone effects everyone

You breathe,
and the world shifts.

Not in earthquakes or avalanches,
but in the soft tremors
of someone watching you smile
and deciding to stay
one more day.

You pass a stranger,
and they carry your laughter
into a room
that was too quiet
until you echoed there.

We don’t notice
how much we bleed into each other.
in glances,
in silences,
in words we don’t remember saying
but someone else never forgets.

A comment tossed off
in boredom
becomes a bruise
on someone else’s skin.
A simple “you okay?”
becomes the thread
someone clings to
when they’re unraveling.

We are not islands.
We are oceans.
waves crashing into waves,
pulling and pushing,
changing tides
without even knowing.

So be kind.
Or at least,
be aware.

Because whether you mean to or not,
you leave something
in everyone you touch.

And they leave something in you.

We’re not just living our lives.
we’re shaping them
together.