finally I can write again
I let the words flow
even though the sentences don't
make sense and the quality is low.
The poems might be
not so perfect,
lovesick & over-dramatic
but I started writing again
and I'm proud.

I ain't afraid no more
of the darkness
and the sadness
the 4AM thoughts
I got used to loving deep
with receiving nothing in return
I accept the rain
the sunless days
It isn't going well
but I ain't afraid no more
of the monsters in my head.

How can I save everybody else,
when I'm drowning myself?

I begg you
To kiss my salty cheeks
lead me through the mighty jungle
be my light in the dark
can you please take my
sorrow
and cure my broken heart?
I’m on my knees
To begg you
To ease my pain
Amen.