Children astray to their mothers, and goats to the herd,
Sheep to the shepherd, through twilight the wings of the bird,
All things that morning has scattered with fingers of gold,
All things thou bringest, O Evening! at last to the fold.

I hate my life
I am awkward
I am insane
I am everything bad
Which exists in this world

I hate my childhood
Because it was just an empty well
In which the snakes raked down my skin
And made my life hell.

I hate myself
Because I don't deserve this life
I don't deserve to be called anything good
I don't deserve these good people
I call my parents
I am just a peice of garbage
Which was sent here to rot.

You traced every contour of my body
Every wrinkle of skin that I hate
Every cellulite budge that I find repulsive
And told me that I was beautiful in skin that I have been fighting my whole life to crawl out of.
In your arms I feel whole
The weight of the world is no longer my own
I feel weightless.
Pushing myself deeper into you
So deep that my problems no longer matter
You make it all go away
You make me feel beautiful through long nights
Through tragic days
Through pain as well as glory.
You make me feel like I can do this.
Thank you.

I meet a girl, her name is Kateryna
A little angel, a ballerina
Amazing eyes, a perfect smile
She´s tailor-made, a unique style
I try to impress, make her laugh
I try to show, my other half
She glances at me, what does she see?
The invisible man, we can agree
And if she knew, what I'm feeling
And that my heart, she is stealing
Would she change and look at me
Setting the Invisible man, free.

My tears aren't of pain
I have nothing to gain
I just have to keep my demons tame
It's hard to do when you're insane

I cry from my shadows point of view
Hoping my life will reach a breakthrough  
Thoughts flow through my head like a typhoon
If I am to die it will be to soon

How many trials must I endure
To take the test is to be sure
My heart is everything but pure
I will fight; it is my turn

Have you tried suicide, it is quite nice
For if you fail your life will not suffice
The gate keeper is the one you must entice
While you take the chance and roll the dice