I never knew that I would have to cut out parts of my life to be free the operation was long in anticipation these ******* of mine were never mine a literal weight off of my chest is top surgery now my life begins and I can be me
Not only for ftm transgender people do we have to learn the lesson of letting go and cutting out parts of our past.
i died long, long ago i don't think they know it yet what will happen when they finally open their eyes look and see me, with hollowed eyes half the person i used to be?
anemoia takes me over consumes my mind i feel i was born in the wrong time i should be from the sixties, seventies, or eighties my mind is a retro w o n d e r l a n d
we live in a monotone world useless conversations pointless tasks until you find the person the person who causes a flashover in your otherwise bland life.
too bad i'm not the one who causes the flashover in his life~