aslan

aslan Apr 2018

café

i want to go to a café with you
it’s cliché, i know
but it sounds like fun
smelling the coffee
using their free wifi
laughing
holding hands
and escaping from the outside world.

let's get coffee

#lgbt

aslan Apr 2018

barely

I may be alive
But I sure as hell don’t feel like it
I’m barely breathing
Barely existing
Barely am
I exist
I just don’t want to

i don't want to not really

aslan Apr 2018

komorebi

i stare at the ground
at the komorebi
and look at the way
the sun
is beaten,
broken,
demolished
and abused
by the branches
and the leaves
of the trees overhead.
they maul
and ******
the beauty of the natural light
the light that always
seems to shine on you
and brighten the ground before you
the sun
kissing your reddening cheeks
and making your eyes
twinkle even more
than they already do.

the komorebi can't even compare to you...

#lgbt

aslan Apr 2018

m o z z a f i a t o

i stare into the sky
the vast emptiness
the stars
the moon
the planets
the cosmos
it’s so
m o z z a f i a t o

you are mozzafiato

aslan Apr 2018

now

i wanted to tell you
but your eyes,
they stole my words
and chucked them into
the deepest part of the ocean
mocked me
so i hid behind my poetry
but then you found it.
i guess that was a good thing though
because look what we are
now.

look at what we are

#lgbt

aslan Apr 2018

ABDITORY

When I think of you
My
Mind
Is
An
abditory.

i don't know why but i'm feeling rather aesthetic today

#lgbt

aslan Apr 2018

good enough

Not good enough
No,
I’m not good enough
I never have been
And I will never be good enough
Never ******* good enough

i'm not good enough for you