Talking to good people
Plotting new goals to achieve
Trying to move up go forward
Another road block and detours
Did the work and got ******* over
Spoke the truth being ignored
Gave it all and it's never enough
Taking it back finding it else where
Finishing old plans on the back burner
Lots of growth anxious to learn more
Apply what's learned feel valued
All the hard work and effort go unnoticed
Not used or taken forgranted
A change of scene pursuing the passion
New experiences over the burn out

Be this or I'll treat you different
Do that or you'll be excluded
Not trying to be you
Stand tall as myself
Even if I'm isolated
Left alone being criticized
Spoke up called them out
Now your mad for the truth
I'm tired of the lies
Not going to take that

The days are long never ending
Never enough bad leadership
Planning another move
To escape the evil ways
All the pain bad memories remain
Onto to better not settling for less
Healing up after surgery feeling drained
False promise the betrayal

The date ended it go weird
From friend to strangers
Love blurred with lust
Forgiveness over broken trust
Made the most of the moment
Now it's over not meant to be
Desired more hard to see
True love hard to fine
Blinded by starved emotions
Feelings of confusion from the heart

He waited in the restaurant
It was a blind date
They chatted online
The day came for them to meet
It was his first date in years
A nervous unsettling feeling within
She would walk in the door
Her hair black big brown eyes
They'd hug it out enjoy a meal
Getting to know one another in person
Both giving it a chance for more
After they met online they came together
Over being single trying to find love
Trying something new different

Not always the first pick
Not always liked right away
Tired of proving myself
Years of making a stand
Another road block and detour
Trying to bounce back
Refusing to stay down
Shame of being wrong
Striving to right set up to fail
False promise bad communication
Disconnected seeking more else where
Feeling alone isolated excluded
All the gossip of others causing hate
Ready to walk away from it all
Start over somewhere new
Begin a new staying loyal and true

Writers block the mind
Runs wild going numb
Emotionally stuck
Not sure how to feel
Mind slowing down
Body sore and tender
Back pain with heartaches
Hopes up left with disappointment
Gave it all left with nothing
Searching for something
Not sure what or where
It will be found somethings missing