Welcome to a new day,
nothings happened yet,
make it how you want it,
so you wont regret.
you dont look back,
you cant tell me,
how i feel.. cause i feel alone,
if you are still here,
take my hand and help out,
this is a lost and found..
its funny you should say that
but nothing ever changes.
things may sometimes look the same,
but life just rearranges.

i know that i say things,
but so do all of you,
you dont understand that words have meanings,
much bigger than you think they do,
they may come out so easily,
but time after time,
day after day,
words break you down,
you feel like you are trapped and nothing can save you,
you feel like youre short of breath as the reality of this collapses around you,
afraid,
hurt,
tear stained cheeks that wont go away,
you are officially scared,
sorry cant cover things up,
you cannot tell any body that you meant different,
so speak what you mean,
and what you wish for people to hear..
but keep in mind,
as soon as you let the words leave your mouth,
they have a consequence,
and the outcome is out of your hands.

i saw with my eyes,
so many lies,
i walked on this ground,
not truth to be found,
i fell for your trick,
your lies were so sick,
i kissed you in the rain,
but could not wash away my pain,
i thought that we were perfect,
but you lied,
you're not worth it..

dance with me; until the leaves on the trees come loose.
swing with me; until the stars shift above us.
say you love me; until you run out of breath to speak.
take my hand; and never let go of me.

four years;
you have put me through hell.
i reached my breaking point;
but only i can tell.
she has taken everything away from me;
let me down,
please let me be.
for those who stood by my side;
there are others who washed me away like tides.
i have nothing else to live for, im so sorry.
i just wanted to say goodbye because by the time you read this,
i will be on the floor in the first floor school bathrooms,
laying lifeless, but still breathing..
then; only then will you all believe what i say..
this is the end,
i rue this day....

in to the deep, dark, despair that i know as my mind,
im afraid, let alone the fact that i have nothing,
no family, friends, loved ones....
i have nothing to take in to mind after a long day of wondering and hoping,
working and thinking....
about where i ever went wrong....
will i ever find my answer or will my fears just grow deeper? ....

ive been gone so long;
these people and their words,
they seem like strangers at least,
soaking into my mind.

these perfectly laid words,
fallen upon my screen,
make me start to wonder,
why can't that write be me?

amazing people's thoughts..
stuck on electronic sheets,
try taking a pen and paper,
its not as easy as it seems.