you are like a rock that is made out of metal and I'm the rain but i didn't know that you were made out of metal so i kept on falling on you, trying to make things change and i tried so hard that i ran out if water.. but i will wait for another year to rain again and i will not rain on any other rock but you.

oh if you knew or felt or saw the love i had for you..
you'd burst in tears for not holding me in your arms
you'd burst in tears for not kissing me
you'd burst in tears for not caring about me
and most of all you'd burst in tears for leaving me

i hate how much i love you.

The most ****** up thing you will ever do
is care about someone who doesn't give a **** about you

leaving you will cause a lot of pain and loving you will even cause more pain..

“And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.”

being sad feels like black thick oil is slowly covering your heart up and it makes breathing seem like a pretty ******* hard job

am i really happy? or just less sad

everything we love eventually leaves and everything we hate always stays. she said so i told her to hate me and she replied "you cant expect me to bring you the moon"

losing things worries you,
getting used to things worries me