I
push
at my wall
expand into the
far corners of total
conciousness yet there
are four dimensions to bind
and five senses to contend with
therefore I'm compressed in
the shape of enlongated
boxes turned onto
their corner tip
and discover
the shape
of


DIAMONDS


SoulSurvivor
(C) 7/2/2016

If the life changed us
turning the lake into a desert,
if our love got tired
stripping the tree
of its leaves,
if even the desire
wanted to cry,
the beautiful things
cannot be forgotten.

13.9.'14

A yellow sun
And ocean blue
I kissed the sky
And thought of you

Dad...

I do know I'm a terrible child
who doesn't know everything. 

I do know I want to do what seems impossible
and probably won't get to it.

I do know who I am. Mostly. 
I'll tell you one day.

I do know you care 
even when our views oppose.

I hide away in my room everyday
because I'm not ready...
to tell you who I am,
who I want to be,
what I want to do
and where I want to see.

I feel like I'm living a lie
sometimes I want to die 
or hurt myself until I feel like I am. 
I'm not who I am. 

I'll tell you one day. Hopefully soon.