I don’t feel like being me
I wanna play a character
fell in love and buckled up
But if it ain’t me, maybe, I won’t be so scared of her

Felt a burn in, way down inside
As I got caught up in her eyes
All my learning ain’t done me no harm
But it ain’t done me a bit of good when I’m by her side

Ohhh
It all slips away,
The man I am is lost in gray
But if I wear a different face
A full change, I feel no pain at her grace

I’m ok
(I’m ok)
She’s ok
(She's ok)
When we’re just a couple lovers in a song
It’s not a lot, just a little it takes

Ohhh and her taste
Just the air about her
Got me all
Gooeymeltygooeymelty oooh ooh ooh
I can’t be myself but I sure love you

I say stupid **** when I’m sober and think it’s genius

Say genius **** when I’m high, then I touch my *****

Hurricane season
All throughout my cotton pocket
Comfort, such a tricky muse,
I found it!
Nope.. that’s not it.
But it was, a subtle fuzziness,
My nerves suddenly honey dipped
The sweetest,
****.. here comes the bees
& once again i’m running stiff.
Freest when i’m knotted up
I gotta bottle up
The ****** such and such
Until I’m still enough to drift beyond the cusp
The same setting sun,
The same son will set unsettled.
Another silent night,
Another fight against the nettles.
I need a rest,
To feel closer to death.
To keep me at my best.
It’s like a test,
Each time I lay in bed.
I have to try my best.
To stay there,
Blankets wrapping round me
Don’t ground me.
Still awake,
I lay, awaiting sleep to come and drown me.

****, I wish to fall throughout you,
Smile, and fly in place.
Exploring every cell that tells me
It's your smiling face.
To know the blueprint,
How they grew arranged to take the pain away.
No changing paint, but pace of heart
& quality of ways
To stay content, Contend no more.
To be the only what's in store.
The only wish I have,
That doesn't leave me wanting more.

I can see the pain you try and keep within your teeth..
It’s falling out your eyes,
Trailing lines atop the streets.
Why don’t you sit and talk with me,
My honest ears, just let it out.
I’ll keep it to myself,
Your achey words will never touch my mouth.

You see it as a million mountains
that you have to climb,
I try to show you there’s a simple path,
Just one you have to find.
The dam built in your eyes
Is spilling
Same goes for the one built in your mind.
I want to tear it down,
See you free,
See you running wild.

Imagining, I see your teeth are nothing but a cage
For your tongue,
Imagine all these words just rolling off ablaze.
Oh it would be amazing,
Tasting flare from all your fallout.
The plants retract their claims of faith,
The sun, it seems so dull now.
With you around,
Disaster’s but a shrug & we stay northbound.
Mushroom cloud stepper,
Red pepper, here I call out:
“I could always see your wings,
Since we sat, swaying on the swings.
A presence never made me melt the same,
I doubt one ever will again."
Every time I left the grounds
I kept you somewhere in my mind
Yet every time you wound up close to me
I’d hide behind my eyes.
You hadn’t left my mind but my reality
Had changed a lot
A bit of strength had shifted to my shape
& we could finally talk
Time had come to pass
I’m older, bolder, somewhat of an ***
I play guitar throughout the classes
Ashy from the mornings hash.
You asked me “Could I sing along?”
Or maybe I asked you,
Learned that I could Use Somebody,
hopes of getting close with you.
Our voices filling up the room
Fluorescent flowers start to bloom.
I see a supernova,
Open up my eyes,
all I see is you
I’m flashing back to heart attacks
When first graced by your presence
Now I’m living here in song
With you,
I fight to keep my breath in.
Just so I can let it go,
With time and tone, to flow & meet with yours
And form those meteors
Of heart and soul
We rode with no remorse.

Oh maybe I’m infatuated,
Maybe it’s all lust.
Maybe we are meant to be
But just haven’t fallen up yet,
I await your wings,
To show you things,
To grow and know you well.
You may just wait the same as me,
Only time will tell.

Filters make me ****,
Howdy miss, ya wanna **** a ****?
Then fall in love & tear ourselves to pieces
Just from wondering!?
Make thunder seem a myth the way we fast attack with lighting
Aiming slightly for my throat, she'd never **** me,
makes me wanna die though.
Apologize for lying but I bet it burns again,
Hurts again, gets worse again,
Do you wanna be my friend?
Nah i'm sure you don't, & i'm not really worth your time
Like you are mine,
Just because I learn from all the hurting.
Growth from pain is prime.

Blackened cracks inside molds of my eyes,
Drawing in the light.
Sketchy seemed the everything
Surrounding me that night.

Did I get dismembered?
Is that why I can't remember
why I can't recall me ever asking
Did I get dismembered?

It's a lot of fun channeling my thoughts throughout these dead words,
Even if they doesn't make your head work.

Better for the veteran clever, power level over 9000
Out n mounting mountains counting no routes that outing to slow this
Flow with, what I got behind these flagrant eyes
A Vagrant mind here to expose the dangerous with a patient eye

For what it is, fun disguised as thunder, guns, and heart attacks
or broken backs, whatever keeps your happy *** down under wraps
Get under that & number that amount of times its come to this
1, & 2 through 6, 7 hundred, numb and i'm wondering..

Boat of lumber, built, you're the first too float it as a human,
Never built an anchor, reel, you don't know what you're doing!
But, you're the first to know that you do not know what you're doing! Here's the movement
Innovation, death, fluid, and beauty.

Make something fluent.
Make something, do it,
The only thing in your way is amounts of how diluted
You can make it all, caught in too much thought & your not taking off
****,
I Knew I should of took a ******* stand,
Not slaved along.

Made a song, out of all the little bitty pieces
That comprise my thoughtful noggin
Nod & meet with Jesus
Learning from the all around, I Gotta learn it now.
If I say I'll do it later I'll stay ****** and stuck on how

Nine thirty one, a train has made its way by
Wish I could of caught ride n said bye,
Fled for the tracks n got latched in the headlights
Flip match sticks, straight delivering that red, white,

Blues
& i'm cool again,
Making moves
& turning heads
Removing shoes from off of all your feet
& ******* burning them.
Lets evolve to greater heights
Forget we know the night
Learn to love it all over again
for all its burns and bites
Find your passion in the night,
Let it find you.
Time to, think about the time,
It's right behind you.

Time: "Gotcha"