I've been set free
Into this new existence
My room quiet and lame
As I fill the distance

With pictures, presents
Memories and thoughts
Fragments of moments with you
I've almost caught

But you, beyond the picture
Beyond my laptop screen
Are hidden from me
And all I see

Is the space between us
These mazes lined up to block my favourite view in the world.

I can't reach you with my fingers
And I can't feel you smile in my sleep

But if I could, I would
Wrap you in my covers
And lie with you
In this bed I've made for us.

You tell me you regret her, that you wished I was your first,
I look at you with distain because you know the mistakes I've made,
I wonder,
Will you say to the next one,
"I wish you were my first."
It seems to me quite strange because you once loved her like you did I,
But Ill tell you this,
I will not regret you, I will not tell them Id wished you were they, because although we loved and lost, all that matters is the first.

I feel so lonely without you
I lay in bed just waiting for you
Wishing that you where here with me
Holding me closely as I fall to sleep

I feel so lonely in everything I do
Cause I turn around and do not see you
I want to see you behind me
As we walk around joyfully

I feel so lonely as I curl up to bed
No good night kisses
Or you caressing my head
All alone is how I lay

Missing you once again
In each and every single way
Wanting to be close to you
Yet I know that will not come true

I wish that we did not have to part
Yet our lives take us so far apart
I know that one day we will be together
Yet one day is not now and forever

I miss you my dear as I lay here in bed
Crying so softly I can still hear you say
Do not cry anymore that we will be OK
Yet right now I feel like my life is a waste

Without you here with me everyday
I feel like I am walking with no soul inside
A zombie like person if you can call me that
Moving through the motions of this one crazy ride

I am so lonely without you by my side
I dear of you being here right next to me now
As I close my eyes and fall to sleep
Someone please tell me this has not been a dream

I swear that it feels like one day you are here
Then I open my eyes to realize you are not
Was it all just a dream that I woke up from
It is so hard to grasp when you are already far gone

Dear love of my life please let me know
That things are ok that is all I need to know
That we will make it through this together at last
Be husband and wife happy at last

Darling please show me that it was not just a dream
That you where here with me and not just going crazy
I feel like I lost you yet once again

I love you so much yet at night all I feel
Is the cold lonely room that I choose to live in
You are not here keeping me warm as I sleep
I miss you so much please come rescue me

I miss your voice,
I miss your touch.
And I miss the face,
That I love so much.

You used to call me baby
You used to tickle me and tease me
And say you loved me to the moon
And back.