Have you ever had your heart break so hard it felt like someone was squeezing it like a tether ball?

If you pluck all the petals can it still be called a flower?

I learned the hard way that there were consequences for my choices I woke up every morning for 9 months feeling the weight of that consequences

The only way to heal from your parents is to forgive them then when you forgive them you have to realize that there was nothing to forgive


No one's perfect

When I found out I was pregnant I saw a giant plus sign glaring back at me. I placed my hand over my stomach I pleaded with God...no
I was not happy
When the father found out I was pregnant I saw a scared little boy with...his back to me he said: No!
He was not happy
When my parents found out I was pregnant I saw index fingers pointed back at me. They said: No you ****!
They were not happy
No one was happy
But my daughter my 3 month daughter she looks up at me
she smiles
she doesn't care how she got here.
She chooses
To feel happy.

You made me feel like I was the ocean but I was just a wave all along

I feel sad today
Everyday blurrs into the next
Morning comes but there's nothing there for me
Tomorrow will be the same as today
Tomorrow is today
The silence in my head fills me with angst
The baby in my stomach fills me with dread
Nothing is real
But these feelings these feelings that don't pass
I can't **** them in there sleep
There attached to me