Exemplifies everything we try.
Purgatory trapped in dejavu tells a story.
A time warp to another place.
Different years past, present, & future erase.
To cease to exist from this time & space.
No recogination in my face.
Paroled to abuse victims to use.
For themselves solely to amuse.
Insanity has blown a fuse.
Innocence & development is confused.
Never an essential priority.
A false undeserving authority.
It shouldn't of happened to us.
A stranger "mom" mistakenly trust.
Corruption & sin confines.
A hellish nightmare of mine.
Could not foresee to prevent this crime.
Unspeakable at the time.
Disbelief of this unstoppable grief.
I can feel what is real.
Unbelivable & inconceivable the past can't heal.
Of what is real & what is fabricated.
Blurry, foggy, memories that's debated
No perception of time that is waited.
Delirious, confused, & dehydrated.
My agenda & purpose is contemplated

Do they possess secret of immortality?
So mankind will suffer no more fatality
Sparkling gems with silver chains.
Gold coins make it rain.
Mermaids gold.
Richness unfolds.
Immortality so old.
It shimmered so cold.
Stories unheard & never told.
An embrace too slippery to hold.
We have legs with no fins.
Another species is not a sin.
Never to walk among us on land.
They have no feet only hands.
Intelligent sea life unaware.
How divers discover what is there.
Do the mermaids even care?
Beneath the water a reflective box.
Pearls of the sea unlock.
A key of the ocean far from the docks.
Falling down to thee underworld.
Diamonds & pearls in the water they sink & swirl.
Gifts generate greed & envy I'd affected.
Treasures of the sea found & collected.
An image on your eyes reflected.

Celebrity status.....
A talent & image so ecstatic.
Not all their faces are made out of plastic.
Scripts memorized & talent mastered.
On movie screens their story is plastered.
They reach the top faster.
Everyone's a star.
To the red carpet out of a rolls Royce car.
There are some vegan celebrities from P.E.T.A.
A campaign to lead us.
A sad story to convince us.
Animals are our friends who trust.
They're lives valuable & deaths unjust.
Celebit celebrities celebrate.
Cast in Co starring roles to mate.
To expensive resturants taking dates.
Paparazzi can't wait they are early & never late.
Their income is at stake.
Without their permission their photos they take.
Their fashion & makeup how would you rate?
To appearances they're not usually late.
To trespass on their property is a law to break.
Envy might show itself of their image to hate.
It is sure to be grand or great.
Fame & fortune is a life they make.

Soft pale skin.
Seashell tops & a scaly tail with a fin.
Listen enchanting singing.
Attracting people with attention it's bringing.
Awoke on shore in the sand.
Stood up & walked hand in hand.
A strange island is this land.

Appears an angel face.
A figure to showcase.
Can't remember how we got to this place.

Sunsets across the ocean.
A plan sets in motion.
My expression shows no emotion.

Swam atop a rock.
My boat no longer at the dock.
Seagulls soar & form a flock.
Underneath the water treasures are locked.

No perception of time is forged.
My secret desires dismissed & ignored.

Disregarded,  no thanks.
I no longer fall for the pranks.
I withdraw my cash from the bank.
On a scale of one to ten how do I rank?
Poverty stenches & stank.
Stale & untrusted.
Broken,  abandoned,  & undusted.
Defeated,  hobbled, & now rusted.
Felonies & misdeameanors busted.
Lawbreakers, corruded & crusted.

Marry a man with a job & a van.
Who does all that he can.
My secret wish on a shooting star.
To stop getting drunk at the bar.
A walk to his momma's house isn't far.

Work ethics get my kiss.
Employment was my wish.
Success is our bliss.

Like jawbreakers dangerous & senseless.
Civilization settlers & makers.
Pioneers,  homemakers, waiters, bakers, & Quakers.
The towns folk are usually broke.
Different walks of life is no joke.
Occupations & professions of a wife.

Your words fall on deaf ears.
Your voice I choose not to hear.
Your breathe wreaks of stale beer.
Get away from me no one wants you here.

Away from here years ago & today.
I wish there had been a way.
To teleport or astroproject so I didn't have to stay.
Towards someone good to connect.
Of me people continue to neglect.
Evil is who I deflect.
Beauty is what I reflect.
Loneliness is what I get.

My eyes saw.
What you did broke the law.
Because of you ma kicked out Pa.
Every fiber of your being has a flaw.
Your morals are baked & your evil is raw.
Your hands are like a devil's claw.

Unfiled & unreported.
My thoughts real & undistorted.
The "mom" I disowned is disheveled
Her house pak rat hoarded.
Piles of filth & stench.

To know your face.
Ruined my past I can not replace.
Here at home of crimes there was no trace.
Police said low priority case.
Heaven has been a disgrace.
You've been banned from that place.

I mourn no grief.
My mind has relief.
Morals are my truest belief.
A life I can not leave.
A future of happiness to hope & believe.
True love to conceive.
Trust never to deceive.
You wear your heart on your sleeve.

We can build & share our lives.
I can be a loving wife.
To be happy & loved in this life.

A spouse you can't replace.
A perfect photo with their face.
Portraits with feeling, time unerased.
Family trees history is traced.
Childhoods in that neighborhood disgraced.
True horror was horrific to my face.
Finally out of that place.

Trading one hell for another.
Heaven & paradise should be the other.

He likes the rain.
Walking by him is a strain.
When he goes to work he says" another day in paradise".
I don't go through his thoughts once or twice.

Envision a mutual bond of two people getting along
Strength in trust & love is what it makes.
True love can not be fake.